"Here I go letting go, just to never let you go. I'm so scared to feel so safe...here I am, just for you ( Read more... )

I am sitting at home today, sick as a dog. i apologize to anyone I have inconvenienced due to my absence. But there was no getting me out of bed this morning. Of all days to be sick. I have senior pictures scheduled for this afternoon and they are so backed up I am sure there is no way I can reschedule. So i have to grin and bare it green face and ( Read more... )

I swear every male in my life has lost their freaking mind. I think Ryan is avoiding me now. He hasn't called me in like 3 days and now he isn't answering when I call him either. He has done a complete 180 since I met him. He was so amazing at first and I really thought their was something there. Now he won't even talk to me. I haven't done ( Read more... )

I figured I should update since something exciting has happened. I have met a guy. And since everyone knows I feel I can actually write about him on here. None of you know him, he is from Tampa. He will be going to USF in January. He just moved here from Georgia. I could tell you all about him because he would sound perfect but I am not sure how he ( Read more... )

I do not have to work tomorrow and it is a Saturday!!!! YAY! I am going to do some volunteer work with my mom in the morning. And then I am probably going to the beach with my friend Mikey and then tomorrow night I am going to a Margarita Ball with my mom. I am so excited! I love any excuse to get all dressed up. Its going to be great. I hope ( Read more... )

I am bored. My friend Mikey just left. He and his boyfriend broke up so we had a girl night of watching Romeo and Juliet and eating chocolate ice cream. It was a blast. But now I am bored. and I wanna do something that I can't do and I really want to and it frustrates me that I can't......GRR. I hate not being able to say what I really want to say ( Read more... )

I got a gym membership the other day at Kelly's. I have been there evryday since, except for today but that's only because i worked an 11 hour shift. actually the real reason is that the weather is too bad for me to go anywhere. but i am really excited about the idea of not being obese anymore. that would be great. travis and i are still talking. ( Read more... )

never have i felt so betrayed. i am starting lose faith in people. i have yet to have a person/friend get close to me and not stab me in the back or lie to me in some way. i thought i had one person, but i don't. why do you hurt those you love the most?

i have a lot to get off my chest, so this is a warning to those of you who roll your eyes when people get mushy on here ( Read more... )

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