#Fic# Unable to respond //chapter 13//
Title: Unable to respond /chapter 13/
Pairing: Akame
Author: tanakakoki_fan
Rating: PG (for now)
Genre: Angst, romance
Disclaimer: I don’t own them!
Summary: Kame is closed in his own world… he can feel he can hear, but can’t respond. Will Jin’s love give him the light to live on?
Authors notes: Sorry for keeping you all wait so long!!! m(_ _)m
Beta:
blue_eye1THANK YOU <3333
„Akanishi-san… I would like to… speak to you. I have to… tell you something.”
Jin stared at the girl, he really didn’t understand why she was here. Noone could know he is at Yamapi’s house unless that one is a reporter.
Jin felt a little sorry for the girl. He still remembered her confession and he felt somewhat gratefulness that she came all the way here. But something was suspicious, just Jin couldn’t put the pieces of this puzzle together. So many things were in his head, chasing one another and confusing him dearly. There were only two things he was sure about: he loves Kazuya more than anything and that he can trust his friends.
„What do you want to talk about? Look, if it’s that thing again, I told you I am sorry, I can’t be with you.”
„No, it is okay.” Tomoko looked down, faking sadness. In real she was feeling jealousy and wished nothing more than Kazuya to just die.
„I was just worried about you. You looked so sick and I am a nurse and I want you to be healthy and that things turn to be good for you.” she said, looking into Jin’s eyes. She hoped Jin’s heart will melt at the expression. No man could ingore when a girl looked at them with puppy eyes. Well, no man could ever resist her anyway. She got whoever she wanted so far.
„I appreciate your caring very much, but I am okay.” Jin bowed a little.
„The thing I wanted to say… you can come to me anytime you want... I really want to help.” the girl said.
„How did you know I was here?” Jin asked calmly.
„I was just walking here, I live nearby. I saw you and Yamashita-san getting out of the car… I should have come earlier but I wanted to speak to you alone.” The girl lied. In reality, Tsukasa called her to tell where Jin was.
„Why? To tell this?”
„To…tell that… please keep an eye on your surroundings. Don’t trust people so easily. I k-„ whatever she wanted to say was cut off by Jin’s words. The boy knew it is not an intelligent thing to cut someone’s words off, but he had to ask this as soon as possible. The phase ’do not trust people’ made a weird feeling in him awake. Yes, he will start to investigate things. Someone reported the media about this accident… someone is against him. And for some reason the picture of Kazuya’s girlfriend came into his head. ’It’s impossible, she can’t know it…’ Jin thought but neverthless cut the girl's wordw with the question:
„Do you know Kazuya’s girlfriend?”
„Well, we are not the best friends, but we know each other for a year or maybe a year and a half. We often go together drinking. She told me she has an idol boyfriend, but only after a half year did she tell me it is Kamenashi-san. I am so sorry that it turned out like this, but she seems to be a good girl, she is taking care of him, ne?” Tomoko smiled. She had to make Jin believe Chinami is a kind girl, so Jin will feel quilty and will finally give up.
„I see. So… They are lovers for long now…” Jin looked down.
„Yes, they are.” Tomoko nodded. ’Good. It seems, Jin believes everything, so.. next step.’ Noone had to know Tomoko was at the bar when Jin revealed everything to Yamapi. What a consciedence! It is fate!
„Please listen to what I have to say. I have a journalist friend and when we met he told me that Yamashita-san spoke about the accident with him. I don’t think my friend wrote shaming articles about you, but he said that he was surprised Yamashita-san was willing to speak so freely. Everyone always thought you two are best friends. I don’t want to hurt you with this, I just want to warn you that maybe the ones you consider your friends can betray you. Jealousy at work, or other shameful things exist and people do many things for their own well-being. Please consider this and know, I am your friend.”
Jin didn’t know what to say. He was more confused now and felt sick of the whole world. What is truth? What is lie? He believed in Yamapi… He wanted to believe in him.
„He also asked Yamashita-san why he is doing this… and the reason was shocking. I can’t tell it to you, I really don’t want to hurt you more. Just please Akanishi-kun, consider what I have said.” she looked at him, playing the desperate little angel. ’Yes, suffer… be confused… and then come to me. I will love you more than anyone ever could.’
„Please leave.” Jin said looking away.
„Akanishi-kun...-„
„Please…” Jin repeated and the girl nodded.
„It’s okay… Really sorry for intruding on you Akanishi-san.” Tomoko looked up at him, now being more polite using the word 'san', studying his expression. For the shortest second she felt a little guilty. Akanishi Jin didn’t resemble himself at all. The Jin she always saw on stage was a shining man, with eyes that could look deeply into ones soul, screaming charm and passion. The Jin now seemed tired with bags under his eyes, without any shine in them. His semi-long hair barely touching his shoulder was messy a little.
She just bowed silently and went away a little reluctantly but as soon as he heard Jin closing the door behind him she felt a little desperate and decided she can't let her plan disappear. Jin closing the door… the door that seperates them, their world… and Jin will always close the door between them, because Kamenashi exists.
Tomoko looked onto the side noticing a transparent with a pet shop advertisement on it. The representative animal on it was a turtle, which was smiling happily.
Turtle…Kamenashi…
She narrowed her eyes glaring at the picture. With a sudden movement she tore it off the pole it was glued to, scrambling it and throwing it onto the ground.
„It will be your fate too Kamenashi…”
She had the perfect plan from the beginning. As time passed the way how it will be done slightly changed, but the outcome never changed. To have Jin, Tomoko would do everything even if it cost Kame’s life.
She hoped with all of her heart Jin will have doubts in Yamapi now and come to her for comfort. At least Jin seemed like someone who is deeply in sorrow. ’Don’t worry Jin, I will help you out of it. And only I can do it. I will wait… but if you won't come to me… you will see how cruel the world can be.’
**
„Tadaima!” Yamapi said as soon as he opened his apartment door. He had shopping bags in hand with many type of food and some drink he brought from Jin’s favourite bar.
The young man got out of his shoes and looked around. He recieved no answer, so Jin must be sleeping.
As silent as he could he tiptoed his way into the kitchen and put the things he had brought onto the table. Before he started to cook, he wanted to check on Jin. He had a weird feeling that didn't let him in peace for some minutes now so he decided he had to see what’s up with his friend.
Yamapi went into the bedroom, nothing. Into the living room, but still no Jin.
„Jin?” he looked around uncertainly. „Where are you?”
Silence. Dead silence. Only the rushing of the leaves from outside could be heared because of the strong wind. Pi got worried. Where can Jin be? He hoped Jin didn't go out in that weather, but the more he checked the apartment the more he realized: Jin went out.
„Baka…” he sighed, shaking his head. That was the time Pi noticed a note on the nearby table next to the couch.
„As long as matters don't settle down...as long as I don't know what happens around me... as long as I am lost in dark despair of what is truth and what is lie ...goodbye. Thanks for everything. By Jin”
Yamapi froze reading that letter and he was more worried than ever. This baka! He has to find him. He knew Jin for a long time and he knew the other can be really stubborn. Even if he doesn't do anything dangerous to himself he will still get a nasty cold in the weather that was outside, much more with the taifun that was soon reaching the side of Japan will couse heavy rain and more heavy wind. It won't hit Japan directly, so no life danger occurs, but it is really recommended to stay inside of the house for a day or two.
„Bakanishi...” he sighed and grabbed his coat.
***
Jin kneeled down next to the bed in the hospital, not bothering to bring the chair closer. His exhausted body couldn't be without collapsing anyway, and like this he could be closer to his only ray of light. To Kazuya.
Normally it would have been hard even to walk in this wind, not run...as he did. His clothes were scrambled a little, his hair were more in a mess than usual.
Jin's hair fell into his face as he stubbornly closed the reality out for some minutes, just kneeling there, listening to Kazuya’s breathing. He imagined they are at home just listening Kazuya how the other is sleeping. He decided to forget the fact Kazuya had a girlfriend… who surprisingly was with him for a long time if what Tomoko said was true. Truth…? What is truth?
{You have someone other
but we meet anyway}
„Kazu-chan...” Jin whispered with weak voice. He started to lose all of the hope he had. Why is life like this? He was always whining because he had to get up and go to work, getting up early is not what he likes. He whined to Kazuya and to the others and surely he had been very annoying. He lived an everyday life, friends surrounded him, fame surrounded him, by Kazuya’s side and he just ignored the other.
Got pissed at every little thing he shouldn't have because of his frustration and boredom of life. Why was it the same every day?
Now he wished it was the same. He could see the values of those monotone days. If he could return to them he wouldn't say any bad word about it, he wouldn't be a pain in the ass for everyone with his whining and bored face and most importantly...he wouldn't ignore Kazuya.
Kazuya in the box looked up, he felt happy, his prayers weren't futile, Jin really came here. But the voice of Jin scared him a little. It was so powerless, so sad. Didn’t he prove Jin enough how he needed him?
~Jin, do you hear me? I will tell you now what I wanted. Jin??~
„Kazu-chan...please tell me... what is truth..? what is lie?...” it seemed Jin didn't hear Kazuya’s thoughts now which made the other a little desperate. Did something came in between and disturbed their bond?
„They say... my friends are against me... that Yamapi is against me... I don't want to believe it but...but...” Jin squeezed Kazuya’s hand and touched it to his forehead which was leant near the bed, burying the slender fingers into his hold and his hair brushed them a little as they touched.
~Oh God... he is not against you, the only ones who are against you are those girls. Jin, just don't give up, I know you are strong enough to find the truth. And I will come back to you, I promise, no matter what it takes, I will fight my own fight with this condition of mine and will be your power as much as you are my power now. Sorry, so sorry I can do nothing to you now.~ tears welled up in Kazuya’s eyes and he wished it would be like this in reality too.
„I know... I can do nothing just whine... now too, when you are like this... I do nothing else just whining and complaining. And I even snapped at your father...Sorry.” He looked into Kazuya’s face , hoping to see his eyes open, hoping to see him sit up and yell at him not to whine, to be strong, that he is stupid to believe lies. But the miracle didn't happen. Kazuya’s eyes were still closed to the world.
~Baka... don't apologize. Now it is understandable to complain and my father...I would have yelled at him too. I am proud of you. Jin... be strong, please be strong.~
„Allow me...to be selfish just one more time Kazuya... let me say it...” Jin’s voice was broken and wavered a little. „If you wake up...and were hearing everything I had been saying and I really misunderstood your actions earlier you are free to slap me... free to yell at me... just allow me once more to say it out loud...I love you. You are the only reason why I don't give up my life.”
These words made Kazuya’s heart extremely warm and the faint frame of the door he again started to see became sharper, more shining. The Kazuya in the box looked at his hand, the one he knew Jin was holding and closed his eyes. Slowly, very slowly he closed his hand into fists. Jin’s head snapped up and he looked wide eyed at the man on the bed, whose fingers really tightened around his hand which was holding it. It was not a dream nor an illusion, Kazuya really squeezed his hand. Jin’s heart began to beat extremely fast, filling with hope.
„K..Kazuya?” he looked hopeful, even his tears than began to fall from his eyes earlier stopped.
~I..did it, I managed it! Jin! Jin!! Do you hear me?~ Kazuya tried yet again.
Jin was just staring at the younger boy, but as minutes passed with no happening the hope in Jin’s eyes began to fade. Kazuya didn't open his eyes, he didn't say anything. But for now, this little miracle of Kazuya squeezing his hand was enough to give him strength. Tho he couldn't help being a little disappointed. Again he waited for too much.
„Thank you... even like this you seem to support me. Thank you so much Kazuya! Even if it was coinscidence...this made me think you hear everything I say.” Jin kissed the hand that he felt is still holding his. He never wanted to let go. He knew he shouldn't be here, Kazuya’s father still didn't forgive him, but he was ready to face everyone. He won't leave Kazuya’s side. Only if it was Kazuya who asks him to do so. And he was prepared for it too...at least he always told himself he was prepared to. That one day, when Kazuya opens his eyes to the world again, if he was going to say Jin sorry, if he went and hold the hand of the girl with this same hand he is holding Jin’s now. He wanted to be prepared. Although he knew he will break into pieces if it will ever happen.
~Baka... how could it be coinscidence? Jin...you were always so blind...please open your eyes and see clearly. See through your despair. I know it is hard but at least try it. I love you too, and tho I can't express it now there will be a day I can. I believe in it, lets believe in it together.~ Kazuya felt good and times like this he really felt strong. He knew it, every time like this helps him to be healthy and awake again. This accident made him an adult and he was positive it made Jin more of an adult too. If there really will be a time they can be together he knew their bond will really never disappear again.
Tomoko stopped in front of Kazuya’s door and froze. She heard someone talking. This voice...Akanishi? She became a little pissed. Why can't she separate them already? Why can't Jin be hers already? Until that moment she thought her plan might be too harsh and not right. Even she was not that evil, but desperation can make someone do things without considering it or the conclusions of it. One should never allow desperation to be the one telling how to act, but in a weak moment everyone can commit mistake.
Tomoko nodded, she was going to do it... and this night. Say goodbye to him Akanishi Jin...coz the next time you will see him will be at his funeral in the coffin. He is dead anyway, I just help him a little, it will be better for him too, what is the meaning of a closed life? Nothing. So he too and you too should be grateful to me.
Since Tomoko was a nurse she could get nightshift, and she arranged this night to be one she has to work. There were only few doctors and nurses in the hospital who were on nightshift too, so she won't be easily noticed. And it is totally not suspicious for her to enter Kazuya’s room since she was his nurse. But she had to wait until Jin goes away.
„I promise I won't leave you alone Kazuya. I don't care who says not to be by your side, I will.” Jin said and his voice was more determined now. „I will come back, sneak up here every night, I promise you.” He leaned to Kazuya and gently caressed into his long hair.
Tho he felt kind of glad Kazuya held his hand he felt sad too at the same time. He wanted Kazuya to be woke again, no matter what the other will tell him. Let it be a refusal or that Kazuya ignores him forever, he still wanted the other to be conscious and have a happy life.
He stood up, looking at the beautiful boy for minutes, remembering days from the past, remembering their time at Okinawa at the seaside. They were so happy back then and so young. How he wished he could turn back time until that time and live everything from there. He would do things so much differently in his life. He remembered the purple light he saw at the last day of their Okinawa trip with Kazuya at the sea and how they played in the water afterwards.
{the colour of the dawn we saw together
it was beautiful purple}
The sea... Jin had to go there, he needed it... he wished he could take Kazuya there with him, but it was impossible. Once again he felt desperate. Kazuya calmed him down, but now he just remembered his problems. He still didn't know what he should believe in. Who is lying? Who is not? He was so confused, he couldn't think clearly.
Kazuya felt Jin’s sudden desperation again and he wanted to help him, but no matter how he tried to go to the door he was seeing he couldn't reach it.
Looking at Kazuya, Jin couldn't bear the sight anymore. He thought he is going crazy. Why? Why did it have to happen? Why Kazuya? Why him? He shook his head and ran out of the room, out of the hospital. The cool wind greeted him, made his skin turn cold all of a sudden, just the warmth of Kazuya’s hand earlier was still what lingered in his hand, but it started to fade away. Jin knew it was childish to run away, but he all of a sudden he couldn't bear to see Kazuya like that anymore. Not after all those memories flooding him like a pond that just started to break its way from a mountain, being a river very soon.
He just kept running, trying those memories not to take the best of him, trying to make his faith in his friends, in Yamapi stand strong. But there was only one word echoing in his head: ’why?’
Kazuya felt helpless, he wanted to embrace Jin finally, to tell him everything is okay, to tell him who is the liar and who are the ones that are really by his side. He just could hope and pray Jin will notice it by himself or that someone comes that helps him.
**
Jin didn't notice how exhausted he was, he just kept running until he reached the seaside. The sea, which used to be so calm now reflected what he was feeling inside. The wind made waves crash to the side furiously under a dark gray sky, even the colour of the sea was darker than usual. The waves that reached higher, that were thrown up to the air and back to collide with one another, soaking the sand reaching further than they usually did looked like flames of fire. The sea is strong, it can kill people, but at the other side it is helpless, helpless for the wind that forms it as it wants.
Is it really the right thing not to say goodbye to Kazuya? It must be, since he held his hand so dearly... but did Kazuya know who he holds the hand of? Jin didn't know why doubt filled his heart again. He heared Kazuya’s desperate voice earlier, he felt Kazuya’s hold on his hand. Or did he just imagined it?
{The fact I cant say goodbye properly
shows that i turn to be my honest self
i am not good at expressing myself with words
but the words „i love you” make me hurry}
He loved Kazuya more than anyone in this world and he just couldn't take it anymore, couldn't calm down. He didn't want to see the other being closed in another world. Does Kazuya feel pain? Is he suffering? He wanted to save him so desperately.
And he himself...
...Where can he go now? Back home? Back to Yamapi? Or to Ueda or a bandmate? He didn't want anyone to see him in a condition he was in at the moment, collapsing to the shore and crying heavily. He couldn't take things anymore.
**
Tomoko looked around and peeked into the room of Kazuya. Good, he was alone. After his breakdown the day before, even if it was miracleously over all of a sudden in the sight of medical view he had to be put on machines again, only a few of them, but now they were the ones responsible of Kazuya’s life.
Tomoko stepped to the bed and looked down at the boy. This is the boy who makes Akanishi crazy, who owns the heart and even soul of Jin, who makes Jin break all the rules. She hated him. Why can't she be the one? Why it has to be Kazuya? Tomoko noticed the bond between the two boys is something out of this world. She noticed things that even Jin didn't. For her it was crystal clear Kazuya is in love with Jin too and if he wakes up one day he will go to Jin, hug him, confess to him... and..and....
Tomoko shook her head. It can't happen. And it can only be prevented in one way... the bond that the two boys share can only be seperated by death. She will be the one holding Jin no matter what.
She decided and she won't back off. Tonight it will be the death of the pretty boy owning the heart of her desired one. She stepped next to the machine and she knew, she just has to pull one plug, and it will be over, Kazuya’s heart will stop because the machine won't help him breath.
She placed her hand onto it and just looked at it for a long time, but when she thought of the imagine of the two boys again with a sudden movement she pulled the plug. She grinned, looked at Kazuya but she froze. He was still breathing normally.
„What the hell??” she breathed out surprised. It can only happen if Kazuya was in a good condition enough not to be put on machines. And it seemed it is the case. But how could it be in just a short time?? Does Akanishi’s presence really works as a medicine or what?
She was stunned, but she decided not to give up. She had one secret weapon. She always liked learning and she learned about different medicines and poisons. She knew there is a poison that can't be traced afterwards, it will diffuse in the blood and the person who dies because of it will be considered to die because of stopping of the heart, nothing suspicious about that. This plan was set since the day she found out Jin loves Kazuya and she couldn't know that the young boy will always be on machines so she kept this poison by her every time, in case if opportunity came. Kazuya had many friends and Akanishi was almost every time there so she couldn't do it, but now...it is the time. She took a little glass of poison out of her pocket along with a needle and injection. She carefully opened the glass and put the needle in, starting to fill the injection can with it. When it was half filled Tomoko removed the needle from the glass and put the poison onto the little table next to the bed.
She turned to Kazuya and once again looked down at him.
Kazuya in the box started to feel uneasy. He heard noises but they were definitely not from a visit of Jin. It was not Jin who was here in the room now, but the person carried a familiar aura... it was Tomoko, Kazuya realized it. What was she doing here this late? He never had checkups this late at night.
„Do you want to say something before you die?” Tomoko mocked, bringing the needle near to Kazuya’s arm.
~What? Hey...what are you trying to do? You...you...oh God.. No! I can't die, no! I have to live, for Jin. Jin!!!!~ Kazuya felt desperate. Is it the end now?
**
A really strange feeling clenched Jin’s heart and he looked up, still kneeling in the wet sand of the seashore. He felt uneasy and worried, he felt something is going to happen to Kazuya. Was it just imagination? He didn’t know but all he was sure of he needs to go to Kazuya as soon as possible. He popped up and already forgot everything else, his tiredness, his problems, he was running back in the direction he came from as fast as he could to the hospital.
**
„Oh if not, goodnight cinderella boy.” The needle was now almost touching Kazuya’s skin when a low voice stopped Tomoko.
„Maybe he doesn't have anything to say but I do. What the HELL are you doing??” The voice belonged to Yamapi. He was searching for Jin and hoped he will find him here, but instead of Jin he found something else... is it what it looks like it is?
„Oh Yamashita...the one who betrayed my poor Jin. Don't u see? I'll free Kazuya from his pain.” Tomoko chuckled and turned to Yamapi showing the injection. Yamapi’s eyes widened.
„Why are you doing this?” he asked, trying desperately to think of a solution how to prevent Tomoko from doing it.
„Because I love Jin.” Came the answer and this made Yamapi gape a little.
„You say you love Jin? Let me tell you something girl. You hate Jin. If you do what you are doing now you'll cause Jin the most pain and sorrow he can ever feel.” He tried to reason.
„And? I will comfort him.” Tomoko shrugged her shoulders.
„Comfort him???” Yamapi asked in disbelief. He was very pissed but he didn't show it. What was this bitch thinking?? „You don't know Jin... believe me, I know him, he can't be comforted after this. Do you know what he is going to do if something happens with Kazuya? Killing himself. Do you want that? The moment he will hear Kazuya is dead he will follow him and I am more than sure about it. Do you want Jin to die?”
Yamapi hoped he is reasonable enough tho it was really hard for him to keep keep cool. But he was afraid, any bad movement can cost Kazuya’s life.
„He won't do it because I love him and Kazuya has a girlfriend anyway.” Tomoko looked into Yamapi’s eyes.
„Do you really acknowledge what you are saying? You don't see things that much? Do you think it will stop Jin’s feelings and caring because Kazuya has a girlfriend? Don't do something that stupid, come here, put down that needle. You don't love Jin, it is not love if you were be able to do something like this.”
Tomoko laughed and shook his head.
„No no pretty boy, the cinderella story ends here.”
„Yamapi...?” They heared Jin’s faint voice and Tomoko suddenly hide the needle behind her back. Shit. She didn't think Jin will come here, he was here earlier, why did he return?
Jin didn't understand anything...why is Yamapi here? And why did he feel so uneasy again? As if Kazuya’s life was in danger. It is not possible Yamapi wanted to do something to Kazuya, is it? No. Nonsense... He looked at Kazuya, seeing the other breathing rythmically, everything seemed to be allright with him. Jin let out a relieved sigh. Maybe he was just too tired thats why he felt something bad is about to happen.
Yamapi froze. Now what should he do or say? If he tells Jin what Tomoko was about to do the girl will do it in front of Jins eyes. As long as she feels safe she won't do anything, at least not now and from now on Yamapi will keep an eye on Kazuya, every day if it is a must. He turned his head and looked back at Jin. The sight pained him. Jins eyes were red and he looked like some homeless who just came from under the bridge. He did the only thing he tought is right at that moment. He went to Jin, taking his hand then walked to the bed, seeing Tomoko backs off to hide the small table behind her back where the poison was.
Pi took Kazuya’s hand and made Jin hold it. Jin’s teary eyes looked at his friend and he heard Yamapis voice.
„Don’t leave him alone.” Yamapi patted his shoulder and turned his back.
„Tomoko-chan I would like to talk to you, can you come outside?” He tired not to sound too cold or irritated.
The girl had no other choice than to follow Yamapi, quickly hiding the posion in her pocket. Once they exited the room Yamapi turend to the girl.
„Don’t do it. Don't you dare. I will call the cops.” Yamapi threatened immediately they closed the door behind them.
„That wouldn't be wise Yamashita, noone would believe you. Besides there are bad rumours about you do you remember?” she grinned and Yamapi had the urge to punch her on the face.
„I won't do it allright, I will give Jin one last chance. Under one condition.” She tossed her hair back with her hand smirking. Yamapi clenched his fists.
„You won't tell about it anyone. Not a word. If I hear it leaked out I will kill Kazuya at that moment. You know...I didn't really want to do it from the beginning I have other plans.” Yes indeed she had, the main point was the press conference, she had surprises for Jin for that time.
„So you are the one working against Jin...” it made sense, it all was so clear to Yamapi now. Maybe it was Tomoko’s work that his name got into this all so badly, maybe she was the one who made the article. But how? As long as Yamapi doesn't find out who Tomoko’s partners are it is cleverer to play by her rules.
„You won't tell anything to Akanishi. If you will, I will make sure Kazuya will never wake up. Understand?”
There was no ensurance Tomoko really won't do it, but Yamapi couldn't do anything else than nodding. He will come up with a great plan too. He didn't know who are Tomoko’s partners but he knew surely who are not. Ueda...TTUN, along with Jin are surely not. And Yamapi was positive to work a plan out with T-TUN he won't let Kazuya die. He decided it is wise not to tell Jin tho.
„Good boy. To see I really won't do it, at least not now...not until you behave bad I go home. But remember this Yamashita, now I am the one who holds power. And I know you are wise enough not to tell anything to Akanishi or anyone you never know where my partners are.” She turned away to go, but she stopped and turned back.
„Oh just one thing, encourage Akanishi to leave Kazuya’s side because Kazuya’s life depends on what he is saying. I am looking forward to the press conference this week.” She laughed and waved byebye.
Yamapi just stood there, immediately thinking of a plan. The power of friendship always will win, Yamapi was positive about that and he really knew who he can speak to. He has to be careful. He thanked God he was an actor, like this all of the happenings will go smoother. Tomoko wants to play with fire? She will greatly pay. This Yamapi sweared in his heart.
****
TBC
AN: Sorry again for keeping you wait this long! >< I am very busy lately but now I had a little freetime so I decided to continue it. I hope you like it tho it is again a lil bit too angsty ^^;;;;
The sentences in {} are the lyric of the song Murasaki from Akanishi Jin.
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Pairing: Akame
Author: tanakakoki_fan
Rating: PG (for now)
Genre: Angst, romance
Disclaimer: I don’t own them!
Summary: Kame is closed in his own world… he can feel he can hear, but can’t respond. Will Jin’s love give him the light to live on?
Authors notes: Sorry for keeping you all wait so long!!! m(_ _)m
Beta:
blue_eye1THANK YOU <3333
„Akanishi-san… I would like to… speak to you. I have to… tell you something.”
Jin stared at the girl, he really didn’t understand why she was here. Noone could know he is at Yamapi’s house unless that one is a reporter.
Jin felt a little sorry for the girl. He still remembered her confession and he felt somewhat gratefulness that she came all the way here. But something was suspicious, just Jin couldn’t put the pieces of this puzzle together. So many things were in his head, chasing one another and confusing him dearly. There were only two things he was sure about: he loves Kazuya more than anything and that he can trust his friends.
„What do you want to talk about? Look, if it’s that thing again, I told you I am sorry, I can’t be with you.”
„No, it is okay.” Tomoko looked down, faking sadness. In real she was feeling jealousy and wished nothing more than Kazuya to just die.
„I was just worried about you. You looked so sick and I am a nurse and I want you to be healthy and that things turn to be good for you.” she said, looking into Jin’s eyes. She hoped Jin’s heart will melt at the expression. No man could ingore when a girl looked at them with puppy eyes. Well, no man could ever resist her anyway. She got whoever she wanted so far.
„I appreciate your caring very much, but I am okay.” Jin bowed a little.
„The thing I wanted to say… you can come to me anytime you want... I really want to help.” the girl said.
„How did you know I was here?” Jin asked calmly.
„I was just walking here, I live nearby. I saw you and Yamashita-san getting out of the car… I should have come earlier but I wanted to speak to you alone.” The girl lied. In reality, Tsukasa called her to tell where Jin was.
„Why? To tell this?”
„To…tell that… please keep an eye on your surroundings. Don’t trust people so easily. I k-„ whatever she wanted to say was cut off by Jin’s words. The boy knew it is not an intelligent thing to cut someone’s words off, but he had to ask this as soon as possible. The phase ’do not trust people’ made a weird feeling in him awake. Yes, he will start to investigate things. Someone reported the media about this accident… someone is against him. And for some reason the picture of Kazuya’s girlfriend came into his head. ’It’s impossible, she can’t know it…’ Jin thought but neverthless cut the girl's wordw with the question:
„Do you know Kazuya’s girlfriend?”
„Well, we are not the best friends, but we know each other for a year or maybe a year and a half. We often go together drinking. She told me she has an idol boyfriend, but only after a half year did she tell me it is Kamenashi-san. I am so sorry that it turned out like this, but she seems to be a good girl, she is taking care of him, ne?” Tomoko smiled. She had to make Jin believe Chinami is a kind girl, so Jin will feel quilty and will finally give up.
„I see. So… They are lovers for long now…” Jin looked down.
„Yes, they are.” Tomoko nodded. ’Good. It seems, Jin believes everything, so.. next step.’ Noone had to know Tomoko was at the bar when Jin revealed everything to Yamapi. What a consciedence! It is fate!
„Please listen to what I have to say. I have a journalist friend and when we met he told me that Yamashita-san spoke about the accident with him. I don’t think my friend wrote shaming articles about you, but he said that he was surprised Yamashita-san was willing to speak so freely. Everyone always thought you two are best friends. I don’t want to hurt you with this, I just want to warn you that maybe the ones you consider your friends can betray you. Jealousy at work, or other shameful things exist and people do many things for their own well-being. Please consider this and know, I am your friend.”
Jin didn’t know what to say. He was more confused now and felt sick of the whole world. What is truth? What is lie? He believed in Yamapi… He wanted to believe in him.
„He also asked Yamashita-san why he is doing this… and the reason was shocking. I can’t tell it to you, I really don’t want to hurt you more. Just please Akanishi-kun, consider what I have said.” she looked at him, playing the desperate little angel. ’Yes, suffer… be confused… and then come to me. I will love you more than anyone ever could.’
„Please leave.” Jin said looking away.
„Akanishi-kun...-„
„Please…” Jin repeated and the girl nodded.
„It’s okay… Really sorry for intruding on you Akanishi-san.” Tomoko looked up at him, now being more polite using the word 'san', studying his expression. For the shortest second she felt a little guilty. Akanishi Jin didn’t resemble himself at all. The Jin she always saw on stage was a shining man, with eyes that could look deeply into ones soul, screaming charm and passion. The Jin now seemed tired with bags under his eyes, without any shine in them. His semi-long hair barely touching his shoulder was messy a little.
She just bowed silently and went away a little reluctantly but as soon as he heard Jin closing the door behind him she felt a little desperate and decided she can't let her plan disappear. Jin closing the door… the door that seperates them, their world… and Jin will always close the door between them, because Kamenashi exists.
Tomoko looked onto the side noticing a transparent with a pet shop advertisement on it. The representative animal on it was a turtle, which was smiling happily.
Turtle…Kamenashi…
She narrowed her eyes glaring at the picture. With a sudden movement she tore it off the pole it was glued to, scrambling it and throwing it onto the ground.
„It will be your fate too Kamenashi…”
She had the perfect plan from the beginning. As time passed the way how it will be done slightly changed, but the outcome never changed. To have Jin, Tomoko would do everything even if it cost Kame’s life.
She hoped with all of her heart Jin will have doubts in Yamapi now and come to her for comfort. At least Jin seemed like someone who is deeply in sorrow. ’Don’t worry Jin, I will help you out of it. And only I can do it. I will wait… but if you won't come to me… you will see how cruel the world can be.’
**
„Tadaima!” Yamapi said as soon as he opened his apartment door. He had shopping bags in hand with many type of food and some drink he brought from Jin’s favourite bar.
The young man got out of his shoes and looked around. He recieved no answer, so Jin must be sleeping.
As silent as he could he tiptoed his way into the kitchen and put the things he had brought onto the table. Before he started to cook, he wanted to check on Jin. He had a weird feeling that didn't let him in peace for some minutes now so he decided he had to see what’s up with his friend.
Yamapi went into the bedroom, nothing. Into the living room, but still no Jin.
„Jin?” he looked around uncertainly. „Where are you?”
Silence. Dead silence. Only the rushing of the leaves from outside could be heared because of the strong wind. Pi got worried. Where can Jin be? He hoped Jin didn't go out in that weather, but the more he checked the apartment the more he realized: Jin went out.
„Baka…” he sighed, shaking his head. That was the time Pi noticed a note on the nearby table next to the couch.
„As long as matters don't settle down...as long as I don't know what happens around me... as long as I am lost in dark despair of what is truth and what is lie ...goodbye. Thanks for everything. By Jin”
Yamapi froze reading that letter and he was more worried than ever. This baka! He has to find him. He knew Jin for a long time and he knew the other can be really stubborn. Even if he doesn't do anything dangerous to himself he will still get a nasty cold in the weather that was outside, much more with the taifun that was soon reaching the side of Japan will couse heavy rain and more heavy wind. It won't hit Japan directly, so no life danger occurs, but it is really recommended to stay inside of the house for a day or two.
„Bakanishi...” he sighed and grabbed his coat.
***
Jin kneeled down next to the bed in the hospital, not bothering to bring the chair closer. His exhausted body couldn't be without collapsing anyway, and like this he could be closer to his only ray of light. To Kazuya.
Normally it would have been hard even to walk in this wind, not run...as he did. His clothes were scrambled a little, his hair were more in a mess than usual.
Jin's hair fell into his face as he stubbornly closed the reality out for some minutes, just kneeling there, listening to Kazuya’s breathing. He imagined they are at home just listening Kazuya how the other is sleeping. He decided to forget the fact Kazuya had a girlfriend… who surprisingly was with him for a long time if what Tomoko said was true. Truth…? What is truth?
{You have someone other
but we meet anyway}
„Kazu-chan...” Jin whispered with weak voice. He started to lose all of the hope he had. Why is life like this? He was always whining because he had to get up and go to work, getting up early is not what he likes. He whined to Kazuya and to the others and surely he had been very annoying. He lived an everyday life, friends surrounded him, fame surrounded him, by Kazuya’s side and he just ignored the other.
Got pissed at every little thing he shouldn't have because of his frustration and boredom of life. Why was it the same every day?
Now he wished it was the same. He could see the values of those monotone days. If he could return to them he wouldn't say any bad word about it, he wouldn't be a pain in the ass for everyone with his whining and bored face and most importantly...he wouldn't ignore Kazuya.
Kazuya in the box looked up, he felt happy, his prayers weren't futile, Jin really came here. But the voice of Jin scared him a little. It was so powerless, so sad. Didn’t he prove Jin enough how he needed him?
~Jin, do you hear me? I will tell you now what I wanted. Jin??~
„Kazu-chan...please tell me... what is truth..? what is lie?...” it seemed Jin didn't hear Kazuya’s thoughts now which made the other a little desperate. Did something came in between and disturbed their bond?
„They say... my friends are against me... that Yamapi is against me... I don't want to believe it but...but...” Jin squeezed Kazuya’s hand and touched it to his forehead which was leant near the bed, burying the slender fingers into his hold and his hair brushed them a little as they touched.
~Oh God... he is not against you, the only ones who are against you are those girls. Jin, just don't give up, I know you are strong enough to find the truth. And I will come back to you, I promise, no matter what it takes, I will fight my own fight with this condition of mine and will be your power as much as you are my power now. Sorry, so sorry I can do nothing to you now.~ tears welled up in Kazuya’s eyes and he wished it would be like this in reality too.
„I know... I can do nothing just whine... now too, when you are like this... I do nothing else just whining and complaining. And I even snapped at your father...Sorry.” He looked into Kazuya’s face , hoping to see his eyes open, hoping to see him sit up and yell at him not to whine, to be strong, that he is stupid to believe lies. But the miracle didn't happen. Kazuya’s eyes were still closed to the world.
~Baka... don't apologize. Now it is understandable to complain and my father...I would have yelled at him too. I am proud of you. Jin... be strong, please be strong.~
„Allow me...to be selfish just one more time Kazuya... let me say it...” Jin’s voice was broken and wavered a little. „If you wake up...and were hearing everything I had been saying and I really misunderstood your actions earlier you are free to slap me... free to yell at me... just allow me once more to say it out loud...I love you. You are the only reason why I don't give up my life.”
These words made Kazuya’s heart extremely warm and the faint frame of the door he again started to see became sharper, more shining. The Kazuya in the box looked at his hand, the one he knew Jin was holding and closed his eyes. Slowly, very slowly he closed his hand into fists. Jin’s head snapped up and he looked wide eyed at the man on the bed, whose fingers really tightened around his hand which was holding it. It was not a dream nor an illusion, Kazuya really squeezed his hand. Jin’s heart began to beat extremely fast, filling with hope.
„K..Kazuya?” he looked hopeful, even his tears than began to fall from his eyes earlier stopped.
~I..did it, I managed it! Jin! Jin!! Do you hear me?~ Kazuya tried yet again.
Jin was just staring at the younger boy, but as minutes passed with no happening the hope in Jin’s eyes began to fade. Kazuya didn't open his eyes, he didn't say anything. But for now, this little miracle of Kazuya squeezing his hand was enough to give him strength. Tho he couldn't help being a little disappointed. Again he waited for too much.
„Thank you... even like this you seem to support me. Thank you so much Kazuya! Even if it was coinscidence...this made me think you hear everything I say.” Jin kissed the hand that he felt is still holding his. He never wanted to let go. He knew he shouldn't be here, Kazuya’s father still didn't forgive him, but he was ready to face everyone. He won't leave Kazuya’s side. Only if it was Kazuya who asks him to do so. And he was prepared for it too...at least he always told himself he was prepared to. That one day, when Kazuya opens his eyes to the world again, if he was going to say Jin sorry, if he went and hold the hand of the girl with this same hand he is holding Jin’s now. He wanted to be prepared. Although he knew he will break into pieces if it will ever happen.
~Baka... how could it be coinscidence? Jin...you were always so blind...please open your eyes and see clearly. See through your despair. I know it is hard but at least try it. I love you too, and tho I can't express it now there will be a day I can. I believe in it, lets believe in it together.~ Kazuya felt good and times like this he really felt strong. He knew it, every time like this helps him to be healthy and awake again. This accident made him an adult and he was positive it made Jin more of an adult too. If there really will be a time they can be together he knew their bond will really never disappear again.
Tomoko stopped in front of Kazuya’s door and froze. She heard someone talking. This voice...Akanishi? She became a little pissed. Why can't she separate them already? Why can't Jin be hers already? Until that moment she thought her plan might be too harsh and not right. Even she was not that evil, but desperation can make someone do things without considering it or the conclusions of it. One should never allow desperation to be the one telling how to act, but in a weak moment everyone can commit mistake.
Tomoko nodded, she was going to do it... and this night. Say goodbye to him Akanishi Jin...coz the next time you will see him will be at his funeral in the coffin. He is dead anyway, I just help him a little, it will be better for him too, what is the meaning of a closed life? Nothing. So he too and you too should be grateful to me.
Since Tomoko was a nurse she could get nightshift, and she arranged this night to be one she has to work. There were only few doctors and nurses in the hospital who were on nightshift too, so she won't be easily noticed. And it is totally not suspicious for her to enter Kazuya’s room since she was his nurse. But she had to wait until Jin goes away.
„I promise I won't leave you alone Kazuya. I don't care who says not to be by your side, I will.” Jin said and his voice was more determined now. „I will come back, sneak up here every night, I promise you.” He leaned to Kazuya and gently caressed into his long hair.
Tho he felt kind of glad Kazuya held his hand he felt sad too at the same time. He wanted Kazuya to be woke again, no matter what the other will tell him. Let it be a refusal or that Kazuya ignores him forever, he still wanted the other to be conscious and have a happy life.
He stood up, looking at the beautiful boy for minutes, remembering days from the past, remembering their time at Okinawa at the seaside. They were so happy back then and so young. How he wished he could turn back time until that time and live everything from there. He would do things so much differently in his life. He remembered the purple light he saw at the last day of their Okinawa trip with Kazuya at the sea and how they played in the water afterwards.
{the colour of the dawn we saw together
it was beautiful purple}
The sea... Jin had to go there, he needed it... he wished he could take Kazuya there with him, but it was impossible. Once again he felt desperate. Kazuya calmed him down, but now he just remembered his problems. He still didn't know what he should believe in. Who is lying? Who is not? He was so confused, he couldn't think clearly.
Kazuya felt Jin’s sudden desperation again and he wanted to help him, but no matter how he tried to go to the door he was seeing he couldn't reach it.
Looking at Kazuya, Jin couldn't bear the sight anymore. He thought he is going crazy. Why? Why did it have to happen? Why Kazuya? Why him? He shook his head and ran out of the room, out of the hospital. The cool wind greeted him, made his skin turn cold all of a sudden, just the warmth of Kazuya’s hand earlier was still what lingered in his hand, but it started to fade away. Jin knew it was childish to run away, but he all of a sudden he couldn't bear to see Kazuya like that anymore. Not after all those memories flooding him like a pond that just started to break its way from a mountain, being a river very soon.
He just kept running, trying those memories not to take the best of him, trying to make his faith in his friends, in Yamapi stand strong. But there was only one word echoing in his head: ’why?’
Kazuya felt helpless, he wanted to embrace Jin finally, to tell him everything is okay, to tell him who is the liar and who are the ones that are really by his side. He just could hope and pray Jin will notice it by himself or that someone comes that helps him.
**
Jin didn't notice how exhausted he was, he just kept running until he reached the seaside. The sea, which used to be so calm now reflected what he was feeling inside. The wind made waves crash to the side furiously under a dark gray sky, even the colour of the sea was darker than usual. The waves that reached higher, that were thrown up to the air and back to collide with one another, soaking the sand reaching further than they usually did looked like flames of fire. The sea is strong, it can kill people, but at the other side it is helpless, helpless for the wind that forms it as it wants.
Is it really the right thing not to say goodbye to Kazuya? It must be, since he held his hand so dearly... but did Kazuya know who he holds the hand of? Jin didn't know why doubt filled his heart again. He heared Kazuya’s desperate voice earlier, he felt Kazuya’s hold on his hand. Or did he just imagined it?
{The fact I cant say goodbye properly
shows that i turn to be my honest self
i am not good at expressing myself with words
but the words „i love you” make me hurry}
He loved Kazuya more than anyone in this world and he just couldn't take it anymore, couldn't calm down. He didn't want to see the other being closed in another world. Does Kazuya feel pain? Is he suffering? He wanted to save him so desperately.
And he himself...
...Where can he go now? Back home? Back to Yamapi? Or to Ueda or a bandmate? He didn't want anyone to see him in a condition he was in at the moment, collapsing to the shore and crying heavily. He couldn't take things anymore.
**
Tomoko looked around and peeked into the room of Kazuya. Good, he was alone. After his breakdown the day before, even if it was miracleously over all of a sudden in the sight of medical view he had to be put on machines again, only a few of them, but now they were the ones responsible of Kazuya’s life.
Tomoko stepped to the bed and looked down at the boy. This is the boy who makes Akanishi crazy, who owns the heart and even soul of Jin, who makes Jin break all the rules. She hated him. Why can't she be the one? Why it has to be Kazuya? Tomoko noticed the bond between the two boys is something out of this world. She noticed things that even Jin didn't. For her it was crystal clear Kazuya is in love with Jin too and if he wakes up one day he will go to Jin, hug him, confess to him... and..and....
Tomoko shook her head. It can't happen. And it can only be prevented in one way... the bond that the two boys share can only be seperated by death. She will be the one holding Jin no matter what.
She decided and she won't back off. Tonight it will be the death of the pretty boy owning the heart of her desired one. She stepped next to the machine and she knew, she just has to pull one plug, and it will be over, Kazuya’s heart will stop because the machine won't help him breath.
She placed her hand onto it and just looked at it for a long time, but when she thought of the imagine of the two boys again with a sudden movement she pulled the plug. She grinned, looked at Kazuya but she froze. He was still breathing normally.
„What the hell??” she breathed out surprised. It can only happen if Kazuya was in a good condition enough not to be put on machines. And it seemed it is the case. But how could it be in just a short time?? Does Akanishi’s presence really works as a medicine or what?
She was stunned, but she decided not to give up. She had one secret weapon. She always liked learning and she learned about different medicines and poisons. She knew there is a poison that can't be traced afterwards, it will diffuse in the blood and the person who dies because of it will be considered to die because of stopping of the heart, nothing suspicious about that. This plan was set since the day she found out Jin loves Kazuya and she couldn't know that the young boy will always be on machines so she kept this poison by her every time, in case if opportunity came. Kazuya had many friends and Akanishi was almost every time there so she couldn't do it, but now...it is the time. She took a little glass of poison out of her pocket along with a needle and injection. She carefully opened the glass and put the needle in, starting to fill the injection can with it. When it was half filled Tomoko removed the needle from the glass and put the poison onto the little table next to the bed.
She turned to Kazuya and once again looked down at him.
Kazuya in the box started to feel uneasy. He heard noises but they were definitely not from a visit of Jin. It was not Jin who was here in the room now, but the person carried a familiar aura... it was Tomoko, Kazuya realized it. What was she doing here this late? He never had checkups this late at night.
„Do you want to say something before you die?” Tomoko mocked, bringing the needle near to Kazuya’s arm.
~What? Hey...what are you trying to do? You...you...oh God.. No! I can't die, no! I have to live, for Jin. Jin!!!!~ Kazuya felt desperate. Is it the end now?
**
A really strange feeling clenched Jin’s heart and he looked up, still kneeling in the wet sand of the seashore. He felt uneasy and worried, he felt something is going to happen to Kazuya. Was it just imagination? He didn’t know but all he was sure of he needs to go to Kazuya as soon as possible. He popped up and already forgot everything else, his tiredness, his problems, he was running back in the direction he came from as fast as he could to the hospital.
**
„Oh if not, goodnight cinderella boy.” The needle was now almost touching Kazuya’s skin when a low voice stopped Tomoko.
„Maybe he doesn't have anything to say but I do. What the HELL are you doing??” The voice belonged to Yamapi. He was searching for Jin and hoped he will find him here, but instead of Jin he found something else... is it what it looks like it is?
„Oh Yamashita...the one who betrayed my poor Jin. Don't u see? I'll free Kazuya from his pain.” Tomoko chuckled and turned to Yamapi showing the injection. Yamapi’s eyes widened.
„Why are you doing this?” he asked, trying desperately to think of a solution how to prevent Tomoko from doing it.
„Because I love Jin.” Came the answer and this made Yamapi gape a little.
„You say you love Jin? Let me tell you something girl. You hate Jin. If you do what you are doing now you'll cause Jin the most pain and sorrow he can ever feel.” He tried to reason.
„And? I will comfort him.” Tomoko shrugged her shoulders.
„Comfort him???” Yamapi asked in disbelief. He was very pissed but he didn't show it. What was this bitch thinking?? „You don't know Jin... believe me, I know him, he can't be comforted after this. Do you know what he is going to do if something happens with Kazuya? Killing himself. Do you want that? The moment he will hear Kazuya is dead he will follow him and I am more than sure about it. Do you want Jin to die?”
Yamapi hoped he is reasonable enough tho it was really hard for him to keep keep cool. But he was afraid, any bad movement can cost Kazuya’s life.
„He won't do it because I love him and Kazuya has a girlfriend anyway.” Tomoko looked into Yamapi’s eyes.
„Do you really acknowledge what you are saying? You don't see things that much? Do you think it will stop Jin’s feelings and caring because Kazuya has a girlfriend? Don't do something that stupid, come here, put down that needle. You don't love Jin, it is not love if you were be able to do something like this.”
Tomoko laughed and shook his head.
„No no pretty boy, the cinderella story ends here.”
„Yamapi...?” They heared Jin’s faint voice and Tomoko suddenly hide the needle behind her back. Shit. She didn't think Jin will come here, he was here earlier, why did he return?
Jin didn't understand anything...why is Yamapi here? And why did he feel so uneasy again? As if Kazuya’s life was in danger. It is not possible Yamapi wanted to do something to Kazuya, is it? No. Nonsense... He looked at Kazuya, seeing the other breathing rythmically, everything seemed to be allright with him. Jin let out a relieved sigh. Maybe he was just too tired thats why he felt something bad is about to happen.
Yamapi froze. Now what should he do or say? If he tells Jin what Tomoko was about to do the girl will do it in front of Jins eyes. As long as she feels safe she won't do anything, at least not now and from now on Yamapi will keep an eye on Kazuya, every day if it is a must. He turned his head and looked back at Jin. The sight pained him. Jins eyes were red and he looked like some homeless who just came from under the bridge. He did the only thing he tought is right at that moment. He went to Jin, taking his hand then walked to the bed, seeing Tomoko backs off to hide the small table behind her back where the poison was.
Pi took Kazuya’s hand and made Jin hold it. Jin’s teary eyes looked at his friend and he heard Yamapis voice.
„Don’t leave him alone.” Yamapi patted his shoulder and turned his back.
„Tomoko-chan I would like to talk to you, can you come outside?” He tired not to sound too cold or irritated.
The girl had no other choice than to follow Yamapi, quickly hiding the posion in her pocket. Once they exited the room Yamapi turend to the girl.
„Don’t do it. Don't you dare. I will call the cops.” Yamapi threatened immediately they closed the door behind them.
„That wouldn't be wise Yamashita, noone would believe you. Besides there are bad rumours about you do you remember?” she grinned and Yamapi had the urge to punch her on the face.
„I won't do it allright, I will give Jin one last chance. Under one condition.” She tossed her hair back with her hand smirking. Yamapi clenched his fists.
„You won't tell about it anyone. Not a word. If I hear it leaked out I will kill Kazuya at that moment. You know...I didn't really want to do it from the beginning I have other plans.” Yes indeed she had, the main point was the press conference, she had surprises for Jin for that time.
„So you are the one working against Jin...” it made sense, it all was so clear to Yamapi now. Maybe it was Tomoko’s work that his name got into this all so badly, maybe she was the one who made the article. But how? As long as Yamapi doesn't find out who Tomoko’s partners are it is cleverer to play by her rules.
„You won't tell anything to Akanishi. If you will, I will make sure Kazuya will never wake up. Understand?”
There was no ensurance Tomoko really won't do it, but Yamapi couldn't do anything else than nodding. He will come up with a great plan too. He didn't know who are Tomoko’s partners but he knew surely who are not. Ueda...TTUN, along with Jin are surely not. And Yamapi was positive to work a plan out with T-TUN he won't let Kazuya die. He decided it is wise not to tell Jin tho.
„Good boy. To see I really won't do it, at least not now...not until you behave bad I go home. But remember this Yamashita, now I am the one who holds power. And I know you are wise enough not to tell anything to Akanishi or anyone you never know where my partners are.” She turned away to go, but she stopped and turned back.
„Oh just one thing, encourage Akanishi to leave Kazuya’s side because Kazuya’s life depends on what he is saying. I am looking forward to the press conference this week.” She laughed and waved byebye.
Yamapi just stood there, immediately thinking of a plan. The power of friendship always will win, Yamapi was positive about that and he really knew who he can speak to. He has to be careful. He thanked God he was an actor, like this all of the happenings will go smoother. Tomoko wants to play with fire? She will greatly pay. This Yamapi sweared in his heart.
****
TBC
AN: Sorry again for keeping you wait this long! >< I am very busy lately but now I had a little freetime so I decided to continue it. I hope you like it tho it is again a lil bit too angsty ^^;;;;
The sentences in {} are the lyric of the song Murasaki from Akanishi Jin.
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