#Fic# Call me anytime //Chapter 1//
Title: Call me anytime //Chapter 1//
Author: theblackheat & tanakakoki_fan
Beta: jess_yj
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jin is a famous solo artist, working on his new album. Kame is a young man working in more part time jobs gaining money for his poor family. They don't know each other, but their life crosses by a lucky chance.
AN: This is kind of AU fanfiction. Not the AU you are used to, coz Jin is almost the same as in real.
This is our corporation and this time it is not in the format of POV fic. Do you like it better?
Banner by theblackheat
The ringing of the iPhone informed its owner about the new incoming call. The man on the driver set checked the tiny screen, turned the volume of the music down and pushed the headset to answer it while he kept driving.
"Yea, it's me."
"Moshimoshi Akanishi-san. It's Tomoi. I'm calling you because of the meeting. We can put it to tomorrow afternoon at 6PM." his manager's voice was excited while telling him the news.
"Oh, that's great!" he got a little bit surprised, but his call manner didn't show any sign of emotion.
"Yes, it is. I'll go all out for this business. They seem to have a trend to this co-operation. Well, I think we should catch them on the spot."
"Yea, I know."
"Then I'll send you the address to the meeting and will wait there tomorrow. Is it okay for you?"
"Un. Thanks, see you later Tomoi-san"
"Un, hai, domo"
Jin cut the line with one movement and sighed in relief. He was deep in this business thing, and as time went by more and more pressure added to his stress. Working as a solo artist was exhausting and needed all his time. It couldn't compare to a permanent job. There were no shift starts and ends no breaks and day offs. When he stepped into the music industry and was taken up by a small entertainment company, his images of a professional artist was different from reality. He just wanted to share his music, his art to the world giving people some nice minutes while they listened to it. Carrying with business was not up to him but it was necessary. He got pretty famous in Japan and soon all over the word. His career got high and he flew around the world and carried his words to people in different countries. The main issue presently was the new album which was waiting in the studio for its release.
The light turned green in front of him and he hit the road. Another meeting awaited him on the other side of the Tokyo this time, but to his luck, it had nothing do with the job. It was a long time ago since he had met his family and after getting stuck into the studio he missed them already. His parents were glad he got on in life, but being parted made them sad. Especially his mom, who treasured both of her son as if they were gifts from Buddha. And after Jin moved out ofthe family nest his young brother also turned to the entertainment industry, which caused more headaches to his parents.
This evening the family gathered again for a short birthday celebration. It was hard to find a perfect time for that, but Jin's mother was determined to spend her birthday with her family with both of her son attending. Jin looked to the side at the bunch of flowers, which he bought his mother and a tender smile appeared on his face. He knew any kind of glamorous and expensive thing would mean nothing for his mom compare to spending more time with Jin and his brother. Some flowers and a nice short song written by him would do and it might make his parents feel a little touched.
*****
Kame was exhausted as he got up at six o'clock. He sat up in his bed and stretched his body, feeling as if he hadn't slept at all. Every day was the same.
He was a young man, living with his family, taking care of his brothers. His father left them long ago and his mother died, so he was the only one who could earn money to the family.
He had to sacrifice his studies because he had to take a lot of part-time jobs for having money to eat and live from. Having 3 brothers, all underaged and still learning in school, everyday was exhausting.
He didn't have time to go to enjoy himself at a movie or other places, even if he had the time he didn't have the money.
Usually at 7 o'clock he woke his brothers up, made breakfast to the little one (only 6 years old) and took him to kindergarten while the others went to school. The oldest of them was 12 years old, 13 years younger than Kame himself. They looked at Kazuya as the father they never had and were grateful to him. The young man knew this and he had felt responsibility of them, tho raising them alone was a little hard.
He was taking 3 part time jobs. From 8 until noon he was babysitting a child at the neighborhood. He didn't get so much money for it, but it was better than nothing. He usually was eating his lunch while running to one workplace to another, because at 12:30 his other job was already starting. It was the most exhausting one, working in a storage, helping to move not so light boxes and such.
At a particular day he wanted to give up, when he felt he became gloomy and just not strong enough to deal with everything.
That time, years ago, a thing happened which changed his life.
Once he was in extra hurry, the child he was looking after was sick and his parents got into a traffic jam so he had to stay a little longer. That was the point on the i, he was afraid he will be fired from the other workplace, he felt extremely exhausted and just very bad. He couldn't eat breakfast that day either and it seemed he had to skip lunch too. He had enough, he couldn't think straight. He was young, why can't he live in peace just for a few days? Why did he have to take care of everything alone?
After the parents of the child arrived home, he was running out of the house babbling a short goodbye, not caring for politeness.
He didn't know where he was heading for, but he knew he had to do something before he gets totally depressed. As he got to the end of one street he had to stop because the traffic light turned red. He was standing at the famous Shibuya crossroads, panting from running.
Suddenly he heard a soft voice singing and he felt as if a lightning struck him. He shot his head up to one of the screens on the wall of a building.
A young, handsome man was reflected in the screen, sitting with a guitar, the microphone was in front of him and he was singing a song, eyes closed, giving his all being, soul to the music.
His hair fell onto his shoulders lightly, his features were beautiful, really good to look at. The atmosphere he created was nice, but a little melancholic, somehow out of this world. It seemed that the boy was not only singing, but conveying a message, and something just squeezed Kame's heart.
The view and the song fascinated him tho, the lyric was deep but the man looked somewhat sad no matter how the fans screamed. How can someone seem to be so lonely with so many fans around?
There was something special in the man. The way he was singing was not the way other singers were singing at all. If you watched him sing, you can't take your eyes off, your can't turn it off, you have the feel to listen to the song over and over again. It looked like as if the man didn't care for the people around him or how much he will sell, but only the music itself.
Kame felt his heart filling with warmness and his lips curled up in a faint smile.
He didn't even know the name, but he knew, he wanted to listen to this man more and that he wanted to meet him. Kazuya suddenly felt he has a goal in life, energy in himself.
"Ahhh Akanishi is so cool!!" He heard one girl scream and he glanced at her briefly.
"Yes!!! Jinjin!!!" Another one joined in the fanning.
"Akanishi...Jin?" Kame whispered and continued to watch he singer. Then the name Akanishi Jin really appeared in kanji. Jin as humanity...What a nice name. It suited him perfectly.
Kazuya decided he must go on with his work. He has to give his all, the way Akanishi gives his all.
He knew it was childish in a way, but that day changed something in him which made him stronger.
He went back to work, even doing overwork sometimes. He had another goal too now not only taking care of his family. And a dream. To be able to go once to the concert of his man, to listen to him. To meet him and tell him thank you for appearing in his life, giving hims courage with his song.
The feelings he started to feel from the first time he saw him on screen grew everyday.
He knew it was an impossible dream, that man in unreachable, they live in a different world, but sometimes he still allowed himself to believe in it, it was good to have hope in something after all.
****
The business meeting took longer and as always it ended in one of the famous pubs. Jin was still drunk and got tired of spending more time with the also drunk business men around him who showered him with old and boring jokes. He was glad when his phone ring and a cheerful voice broke the line.
"Hey fella! What's up there!" his old friend Ben greeted him.
"Yo, buddy."
"We are on the way to our club, wanna join?"
"Un, ...after I'm finished here I'll drop by."
"What are you doing? It's time to move your ass out of the studio, geek!" Ben's voice told him he was pretty drunk too and not alone, but he took a liking to meeting them.
"No, I have a meeting and it seems to be ending soon..." Akanishi was wondering if there will be a soon while he explained himself.
"Don't tell me that shit you'd rather show your poker-face to the old blokes, then drink with your best fellow. Jump into a car and come here! I want to see you here in half an hour, gotcha?"
"Don't tell me what to do jerk, I'll be there as soon as I've finished here, got-cha? ...I'm older anyway." Jin pouted at the other's outburst.
"Whatever poker-face, but don't be late or I'll keep the hottest chickens just to myself."
"What a big threat. I can get some whenever I want. They just fly to me from of your lap when I want." Jin teased back laughing, causing the other new wrinkles around his eyes.
"Nice try, but first get your face there and I'll kick your ass 'I'm the Famous Playboy'-guy." And with that he cut the line before Jin could react on that.
Akanishi smirked at the image of his last sentence. They did that sometimes before, but he got tired of the girls. He could get any of them if he wanted. But they wanted just only one: They famous Akanishi Jin. He was fed up with the newbies who though if they can get closer to him they will profit from the acquaintance. Just a few people knew him well, whom he let close enough. Those he could call friends and was ready for spending some time with them.
When he stepped back to the table where the drunk business men he had left, they were just about to leave. It loosed his problem with how to sneak out as soon as possible. They went outside the pub, some of them were holding each other and saying good bye loudly. It seemed all went on well and his manager was proud of himself too.
Jin turned left on the street and headed to the mentioned club which was not that far away. As he walked towards the crowd a guy stepped to him and pushed a paper into his hand talking about some phone service. He thanked him and stuffed into his pocket without showing any interest. In front of the nightclub a small group of guys were talking and laughing loudly. Most of them were smoking and haven't noticed Jin getting closer to them.
Akanishi slapped the blond haired man's back who turned around yelling at him ready to get into a fight before noticing who was standing behind him.
"Our Jinny arrived already! What's with that gloomy face?" Ben embraced the older boy's shoulder while his hand ruffled his hair. "Don't be so down, I'll buy you a drink c'mon!"
Jin let Ben guide him into their favorite club leaving outside his worries and bothering thoughts. The night was young and their party had just started.
*****
The next day was an easy day for Jin. After two short meetings and some calls he headed home to sleep out his hangover. The hot shower and a few cans of beer made him relax and after he lay down he fell asleep quickly.
A weird dream sneaked into his comfortable thoughts. He looked around but couldn't see anything. Around him was pitch dark only a man's low voice was audible. He was listening to it for a while, but the only thing he could understand was a weak 'Call me!'. Jin tried to talk to the man asking him, but suddenly the voice disappeared. He found himself in his huge bed with someone while making love.
He lay on his back and the stranger kissed his neck moving down on his chest licking every part of him teasingly. Jin moaned when the skilled mouth closed his belly and his growing erection under it. His body was on fire and soft shivers run through his spin while the hot mouth surrounded his shaft and the devilish tongue teased his sensitive skin. His head tilted to the sides panting heavily and groaned loudly at the treatment. After he though he will explode soon, his fingers rushed through the stranger's hair but that made the man stop at the spot. Jin couldn't believe that the other had just stopped right now. He wanted to say something but then the stranger lifted his gaze and looked at him in the eyes.
It was a beautiful man who stared at him what made Akanishi speechless. The shock and the surprise blocked his mind and before he could react, the stranger smirked at him and lay closer to whisper a soft 'Call me'.
Jin jumped in his bed and panted heavily when he woke up suddenly from the weird dream. He looked around but he was alone. Just a few seconds ago a strange guy was having his fun on him in the dream, which made him really shocked. 'Just a stupid dream' he assured himself. After he took some long breaths to calm down he headed to his kitchen and drank some juice from the fridge. Then he walked back and watched the TV, taking his mind off the weird feeling the dream caused him.
He got bored pretty soon and fumbled for his phone. That was the only thing he couldn't live without. He hoped it could distract him from thinking about that stranger. Just when he searched in his pocket a crushed paper fell out. He lifted and opened it. His eyes widened in shock when he looked at the picture of the same man who was in his dream. It seemed to be a flyer which promoted a hot line service. The man lay half naked on a sofa and touched himself with the words 'Call me any time' written above him.
Jin burst out in laughter when he finally linked it to his dream. That was too weird, better to say an eerie situation. He didn't remember where he got the paper and from who. He flopped down on his bar stool by the counter and opened a new can of beer. After he stopped laughing he placed the flyer in front of him and watched all parts carefully.
The boy was young, or surely younger than him. His body was slim and his face rivaled with a woman's face avoiding trendy solarium skin. His hair was curled stylish and his eyebrow was slightly raised in an unbelievable arc. The soft lips parted a little making an erotic view. Whoever took the photo was aware of the young man's beauty and used it up pretty well.
As Jin analyzed the picture for long he thought about his dream's meaning.
"What do you want from me, huh?" he just asked loudly to the man on the flyer and poked it with his finger. "...tell me, why did you do that with me? Should I call you?" He sipped his beer and looked into the other's eyes on the picture.
"I'd do better to ask you personally, ne?" He took his mobile and dialed the number. He didn't have to wait long when someone picked up.
***
Nighttime came and with it the work he hated the most. It gave the most money tho, that's why he took it, but it was not his cup of tea at all. He still remembered the day.
He met his friend in his only free hour because the friend asked for meeting. He didn't have much friends, only one to be exact. That's why he treasured that friendship more than anything else. Always ready for Hiro when he called him to meet.
"Hey Kazuya. Have you ever thought of doing something like this?" His friend asked as he showed the young man an advertisement in the newspaper.
Kame's jaw dropped.
"Are you serious?!" It was a job on a sex hotline. Kame was horrified. He didn't even had sex before, he didn't have time for himself, for falling in love. Love... Wasn't it what he felt for Akanishi Jin? The boy shook his head. He didn't even know that man! How could he be in love with him? Those special feelings were more pure than dirty thoughts.
And anyway, how could Hiro think it was suitable for him? He knew him very well, knew that Kame is not that kind of guy.
"Kazu?"
"I am surprised you show me this, you know I have never..." His voice died. "It wouldn't be suitable for me."
"Everything can be learned and believe me, you have a very good voice for this. And you could afford something for yourself from the money too. It's nice to live for others, but Kazu, you have to think about yourself too sometimes." Hiro looked at him worried.
"I... will think about it, thank you." Kame was so messed up. He didn't even know what he was doing anymore when he stood up and excused himself. grabbing the newspaper and ran out of the cafe.
"Kazu, your umbrella!" Hiro shouted after him but he didn't hear it, he was already a street away. The rain was pouring down and the young man was standing there, at the empty street in the dark.
"The warmth received from mother
wrapped me in a big love
I keep going forward always
the lot of kindness I receive from friend
I embrace it in my heart
we can joke around, we can fight
but we share and it has happiness in it
memories that are that much I cant count them
let's draw them from now on together too
There are things you have to go through
but no matter what happens, don't give up
I am with you."
He heard the singing voice and one tear dropped from his eye. He didn't know the title of the song, he didn't hear it before either, but he knew who the singer was. This soft melody can only be from that person. Yes, he mustn't give up, he must fight, continue.
For the sake of his future. For the day he can hold the CD in his hand, for the day he can look at this man live. For the day, he can meet him and thank him that once more he gave him courage.
He looked at the newspaper, which was already soaked in his hands. He opened it, but couldn't read the advertisement anymore. He got desperate and looked around to have some place with roof he can stand under or something he can dry the paper with, but found no place and nothing.
Was his chance for the job gone? Was this a sign?
Suddenly he saw a pole and an advertisement on it. It was in an angle the rain couldn't pour at it that much to immediately destroy it. Kame ran to it and started to read it, he just felt he had to. It was another advertisement and was a hot line too, just another one. With trembling hands he took his mobile from his pocket and wrote the details in, the number that was given.
It was half a year before. Kazuya got the job and told the whole story to Hiro who had been glad Kame could earn more like this.
Yes, the salary was better than any of the jobs he had done before, but he really didn't like it. It was not that hard to learn, but well he didn't really had to learn anything, just talking in a sexy way. During the months the perverted expressions glued onto him, not that he had to talk much. It was enough if he just moaned. He felt it humiliated and not comfortable at all, but everytime he was about to give up he remembered the song from that day.
Now he knew what the title was: Eternal. And it was really sang by Akanishi Jin. He managed to collect enough money, now with 3 jobs, and bought the CD. It was with him all the time and whenever he felt down he looked at the picture of the man he was dreaming of. Let it be love or adoration or a kind of respect, he was glad that he had something which could ease the stress of work.
He sighed as he heard the phone ring. Yet another perverted man or woman probably, but this time he had the feel maybe this could be different. He chased this feeling away tho and sighed one deep again, putting his "mask" on, grabbing the phone to answer it.
Eternal...he hoped this job of his won't last for eternity.
“Hello sweety, Kazu-chan here~ What can I do for you?” He was using his most sensual and comforting voice.
„Hm,...Hi.” he finally answered, but he fumbled what to say.
Kazuya was slightly surprised. Usually the men or women calling him were sure in what to say, they sounded horny or worse, sometimes they were even half way of entertaining themselves in THAT way. It was a sex-hotline after all. This was the first time someone actually greeted him and not flooding him with wishes.
“Hi pretty boy~” Or maybe this man called a line like this the first time? “Shy type?” He asked in a sweet tone of voice.
“Hehe...” Jin laughed at this embarrassed. “Well, I don't know how it works, so tell me about it.” He was amused how he got himself into this situation, and why.
Kame was more than surprised now. Something happened which never had before. The voice of the man made Kame relax and it was somewhat smoothing, very nice to hear. He almost had goosebumps and he didn't really know why. However, he didn't think about it much, it was work and he needed to entertain the customer.
“Hmm~ don't know how sex works?” He teased and giggled a bit “Mr...How can I call you?”
“Haha, I know how it works!” Jin smacked his tongue and talked on a grumpy voice while thinking about a name. Of course he wouldn't give his real name. It's not a fan who wants an autograph or something. “Em...F-fernandez. Call me Fernandez.”
This man was quite interesting Kame noted to himself. Why did he have a feeling he was not called for playing orgasm this time? A foreigner name. It was probably a fake name.
“Okay, Fernandez...what a nice name you have.” he smiled and started to speak in a lower, sexier voice “well... tell me what you would like me to do to you, don't hold back, every of your fantasy is welcomed.” The voice was really cooing, and it can be felt he was smiling. “Or if you would just want to talk about something, that is okay too.” He shouldn't tell this, it was not what he was paid for at work, but hey, everything for the customer, whenever he wants, ne?
“Well, ...em... Kazu-chan, I had a weird dream and your number was in my pocket, so I thought I just call you. Have you ever had a feeling you must do something?” he started to talk and calmness slowly surrounded him.
A feeling suddenly struck Kame. He didn't want to hung the phone and answer another call. He wanted to talk to this man as long as he could. Something calming was in this soft voice that got him to enjoy the talk. Finally not some perverted bastard! And what a good topic he brought up!
“Oh, I see. Yes, I had such a feeling too. That I must do something. To tell you the truth that's why I agreed on this job. Not that I like it, it's necessary, but...I just felt that I needed to take it. Hmmm...Can I know what your dream was?” Kazuya mentally kicked himself. He got carried away, asking from the customer and actually talking about himself. He never talked about his private life, not even asking questions, he just followed orders. So why now?
“I thought so.... though I've never taken a service like this, I was sure you will do it like a job. Em, not for complaining, but...you know.” Jin was a somewhat surprised that the man on the other end of the line was ready to talk randomly. His dream? Yes, he had a dream, and still has, but he hardly believe it could be achieved. After a short silence he changed the topic.
“Ne, I was thinking if you are somewhat similar to the man on the flyer I have.” that was the most stupid idea he could say out loud
Kame really felt awfully embarrassed now. Of course the man swept the topic away. They were complete strangers, talking for the first time. And probably the last. There is no need to ask questions.
“I am sorry for asking, I usually am not like this, sumimasen.” He said politely. He wanted to be a little mystery too and he didn't know if it was that flyer he was on or not, so he changed his voice to the same sexy tone as the first time and said: “Hmmm....the boy on the flyer? Maaaaybe~ What if I am?” He chuckled, this was work after all, the question with the dream lectured him enough. Still... he couldn't really handle this call as work in himself.
“Did u do it with the photographer?” the question just flopped out from his mouth.
“What if I did?” Kame chuckled once again. This guy was so cute, might as well tease him more. "Would you like me to be the guy on that flyer?"
“... doesn't matter” Akanishi got grumpy again. He knew it's a special service, what means he won't get a shy guy to chat. “I'm sure all who call you do it , but I wonder if you have ever imagined someone before, while you jerked off? Or it's something you don't like 'cause its your job after all.”
“Excuse me, but it is not my job to jerk off, the people who call me do it. Get to tell you something, I do this money for living and taking care of my family, I don't do it for fun.” the other was quite an interesting person, not so easy to come up with but as more difficult the situation got as more Kame wanted to catch the attention of this man. “And actually... no one really wants to know how I look like, they imagine someone else I guess. No one asked me how I look like everyone was too busy with themselves to treat me like an actual person.” He was a little fed up with this job, and slightly grumpy by the sudden change in behavior of Ferandez, but he still didn't want to hung up.
“You know Kazu-chan, I'm not that type who wants a quick round with a guy. If I want something like that I would get it... I'm curious about the guy who sit next the phone whos job is to satisfy other's fantasy. What satisfies yours Kazu-chan?”
Totally shock was the least to express what Kame was feeling. This guy surely is something special. Curious about him? Kazuya felt a warm feeling. Suddenly he was not so sure anymore, but more shy.
“M..mine? Woah, noone asked me this before." What should he tell? He didn't really know, it came all of a sudden. "My fantasy? Is a dream I can never achieve.” The answer was said in a calm voice.
“Haha” Jin laughed loudly. “So hentai?”
“Pardon?” Kame blinked but then laughed slightly “No, it has nothing to do with that. Oh, you want to know THAT way? So you are interested in the "slut" in me too then?”
“I... mean it was just a joke. Seems we are not so different. I have a dream too, it can't be fulfilled ...hmm... but now I want to know what make you happy, delighted, or even satisfied.” he thought if he can understand a simple guy who works by a service like this he will be able to fulfill his own dream to give something memorable to the people through his music without caring about the sale dates or the boring things.
Kame didn't know what to make of this, this person talked to him as if they knew each other for long, asking intimate things, but not the way others do, and strangely enough it felt like that he knows this guy for long.
“Oh, you know you really are...special in a way Fernandez-san. Calling a line like this and going into a deep conversation...but I like it. About your dream, I don't know what it is, but I can just say, don't give up. My dream is impossible to fulfill, sometimes I feel so, but it wouldn't harm to believe in it once in a while ne?” He chuckled “What makes me happy? When I can do something for people, for my family, when I can see them smile. Because of my work, I don't really have friends, I work at a lot of places so I don't have time for anything really. But when I give my family the result of my work I don't care working a lot but staying poor, I only care that they are happy. Maybe you will laugh, but this call made me somewhat delighted too. It's refreshing to talk to someone like this.” Kame was curious too and he couldn't suppress the urge to ask too. “And what about you?"
“I see...” The other man's straight talk made him cozy in some way. “Hmm...my dream. I am working hard too and I just have a few time for my friends. I know a lot of people, you know, buddies and all, but... I know most of the people don't know me. They just want something from me...” He stopped at the point thinking through. This conversation went somehow in an other way what he had wanted. “Em...” he laughed embarrassed. “...It sounds like a term in a psychologist, ne haha...”
Kame turned to be serious. He realized he really wanted to get to know this man.
”I think in life it is a gift to get real friends. I don't know what your work is, but I think you should be careful. It must be a terrible feeling if they are around just around you to get something from you, such people shouldn't be cared for. As for me, I don't have those friends neither. Only a few, but those are real friends I think, or at least I hope.”
He started to think and smiled.
“But...the one who inspires me, tho I can never meet him, we live in different worlds so to speak, doesn't even needs to be friends. My dream is to meet him at least only once and thank him for being who he is and giving me strength with his wonderful talent.”
He really got too far, but with this man it was so natural to speak about anything.
“Hm, it sounds good. Meeting someone is not an unreachable dream, I think. Just ganbare.” Jin smiled at himself. This strange guy is more sincere with him than most of his friends, but he felt somehow satisfied and a little happy.
Kame's heart skipped a beat hearing this and he scolded himself. What happened all of a sudden? Why was Akanishi Jin's image mixed with this mysterious man in his heart? Why did he felt they resemble? The voice maybe? He doesn't even know how he looks like or if he is sincere, but something just pulled him to this pleasant voice.
“You think so? I think, meeting him is impossible, but un, ganbaru! Thank you!”
His thoughts were rushing in his head, he didn't know what he should say not to blurt out what he really wanted because it was a taboo: meet this man or at least talk to him once more.
“Ne, when I called you I knew it's just a service, and was almost sure you are not the guy from the photo. That's why I'm not interested in phonesex. I don't want to jerk off to a fake image, you know. But...” he mumbled softly. “I'd like to know how you look like..."
“I didn't say I am not the guy from the picture.”
“And you know... I was never interested in anyone who called me before, but...can you tell me a little about how you look like? I am sorry but speaking to you is a unique and kind of pleasant thing and I am curious.”Kazuya chuckled and closed his eyes, imagining how this man might look like.“I am just an average boy who had nothing special in him. Semi-long brown hair, average body, really not a big deal.”
“But your voice is pretty enjoyable.”
Jin sipped the last drop of his beer, and walked to the livingroom to lay down on his couch lazily.
“Oh thank you” Kame smiled. “That's my job, of course it's enjoyable.” he said giggling “But you know...Fernandez... it's not fair only you know how I look like~” he cooed.
Jin giggled too while thinking about what to tell about himself.
“Well, Kazu-chan... I can say the same about me, only my hair is longer than average. I'm lazy to cut it haha..."
“Then we are the same, the only difference is that I don't cut it because I like it this way” he laughed lightly. Speaking with Fernandez was really enjoyable “You finished work for today?” He knew it was lame, but he wanted to keep some conversation up without being too pushy.
“Ehm, yes... it's after midnight after all. Ne Kazu-chan...how do you know what satisfies the dudes who called you? They are strangers or what...” He knew that sounded lame after he said out loud, but he got curious too.
“Well, in the most cases I don't have to think about what can satisfy them. They tell me, I just do what they order me. They tell me to talk dirty, or moan or whisper their names.” He sighed “Not that I enjoy it, but I had to learn to be a good actor.”
“Even if you aren't in the mood?” it was a little like his job too, he thought. They told him what to say and what to do, and he had to smile even if he was pissed like hell.
“Yes. It is my work after all. I do it because I must. Don't think I don't have the feeling of shouting enough. Sometimes it's harder, sometimes it's easier, depends on how tired I am.”
He sighed “But whenever I think about that I have a reason I do it, it makes me accept it better. There are not many people who enjoy their work anyway.”
“Sounds shitty.” He made a face and sighed “I won’t ask you anything embarrassing be sure. I hate that thing to...feel like you are their slave ne?”
“Yes. Sometimes it feels like that, but sometimes I just shut everything out and do it like a robot. Not very relaxing tho.” Strange...Fernandez seemed to understand him in this.
“It’s familiar.” he laughed sadly “Thoough it is so fucking annoying. Ne talk to me about something you like to do.”
“Oh... you also are working on a field you don't like?” He fell silent a little “What I like? I like music, just listen to it and close myself in it's world and I also like baseball and taking photos. And what do you like?”
“Hm, yep. I like music too. Karaoke with friends and so on.” Jin yawned a long “Ah, hmm... sorry it's not because of you. I’m just a little tired. After my weird dream I was awake quickly, but now you've made me relaxed.” he smiled at this softly.
“I am glad I could help.” Kame smiled. “I don't know what your dream was, but don't worry. Dreams are not always telling the future but reproductions of ideas or just a scary film you have watched.” He smiled “Oh you like to sing too? Check out how weird my voice is by going to karaoke?” he was joking but his heart still throbbed fastly.
“Haha well...it was not scary.” he laughed loud. “I was in my bed... and kissed... and had sex...with you.” He felt he had made the other man silent for a few minute.
Kame was not the type to blush easily, but this made him blush. “O..oh...” This was something he didn't expect to hear, but made his heart race “Then you already imagined me...hmmm...how was it?” his voice was sexy again, but in another way as before, it was not really acting now, he wanted to seduce the boy really.
“Haha I don't know... maybe it was not you...” he played with the strange guy teasingly “but it made me call you~” his voice deepened more to a sexy groan.
Kame gasped and felt a little panicked and embarrassed. He was never excited during calls, but now he started to feel quite a bit.
“Hmm...was it so? And... what did I do?” his voice went down to a whisper “Did I caress into your hair, kissing your soft skin on your neck, whispering how much I want you?”
Jin relaxed more on the couch lying with one of his shoulder supporting the phone next to his ear “not really~ I remember...we kissed deeply and it was hot and passionate” he chuckled lightly “you were a little beast haha.”
Kame laughed softly “Yes, then you were really dreaming about me. Nee...Fernandez... would you like me to do that? Claim your lips, kiss them deeply until we are out of breath, burning in passion and discovering every inch of each other's body?” God, what was he saying? And the worst...why was he longing for it now?
“Haha I thought you were a beast. Maybe it's not a good idea to put my dick into your mouth, it would be in danger ne, Kazu-chan? Won't it?” he joined the game playfully.
“Hmmm it wouldn't be in danger, it would be in heaven. I know how to handle him, believe me. Want to try it out?” He hoped the man knows he was not a slut in reality.
“Oh, I forgot I was talking to an expert.” he teased devilish “But I'll make your job harder. I won't tell you what to do, and if you find out what I like you can play with it, or I'll play with you instead” his giggling told the other he was in a good mood for a game.
“Agreed prettyboy, but I will make you moan my name.”
Kame never wished to be more charming and he decided to give his all “I lick my lips and stand in front of you, looking into your eyes, slowly unbuttoning my shirt one by one” he moaned lightly into the phone.
“Oh, really? Show me Kazu-chan” he kept smirking while he imagined the guy in his dream.
“Don't rush sweety, one by one.” Kame closed his eyes to live himself into it more. This was something new. “I finish to unbutton my shirt and throw it away, then caressing down on my chest with my fingers, slowly, teasing one of my nipple while closing my eyes with tilted head.” it was exciting when he was not told to what to do.
“How is your nipples like?” he followed the other's story in front of his eyes.
“They are not so big, but cute, and...hard for you.” he moaned sexily as he imagined to continue his journey down. “Now I arrived to the rim of my jeans, what should I do? Ahh...It needs to be touched, to....” he moaned again and had the urge to really do it not just imagine.
“Cute nipples are liked" he smiled as he imagined "Hmm, do you need help Kazu-chan or something?"
His heart jumped in his chest to this question and he said in his most seductive but playful voice. “Hmmm...let's see how talented you are? Ahh...”. He swallowed and his hand couldn't resist anymore, it started to move down in reality.
“Your voice is made for phonesex Kazu-chan” he groaned into his mobile. One of his hands ran onto the bulge of his pants and rubbed a few times before he continued to talk “My fingers like to touch your growing erection and playing with it.”
Kame gasped louder now and needed a lot of effort to calm himself just a little “I like your hand on me, do you feel it? It is harder and harder as you make me aching for you more and more...Nhhhh...Now I touch your hand and caress up on your arm, stopping at your neck.”
“Yes I feel you poking my thumbs with it. I'll close my fingers around it tighter, if you'd like to...ahnn ne Kazu-chan.” Jin's hand worked on his own erection in the meantime.
“Yes... I would like to...show me what you can prettyboy...ahnnn” he closed his hand around his growing erection, letting passion clouding his mind “I start to caress your neck while I toss my head back, biting my lower lip, teasingly move my waist up to make your hand move... so good... ahnnn...nhh”
Akanishi's hand slid on his shaft while his mind imagined the other man's body in front of him “Do I make it good, really?...ahn ...I'd like to touch your butt and knead it.”
“What... holds you back? You have one free hand.” He asked but his voice was trembling a little. It never happened before, he never was even in the near to lose self control or touch himself. “You..ahnn.... move your hand...faster” He whimpered as he really did, imagining the other's hand.
“You... ahn... little beast haha... I speed up my hand but my other hand is on your buttock teasing it. Kazuchan do you want more? Hmm?”
His asking ended in a low moan while his tongue wet his lips.
Kame already felt a bit dizzy, it was another shock for him but he couldn't really care for it when the voice was so passionate and deep. This man's voice was even better than his, he could bet “It feels so good...ahnnn...more...my body is trembling from the need for you.”
“Yes, I feel your pretty ass seek my hand and I will slip my finger inside you to tease you from both sides. The head of your cock is sensitive ne.” his palm rubbed his own sensitive skin while imagining the other's.
“God..ahnn....your hand matches my butt so much” He licked his lips again “I...want..you...” he moaned in a sexy but needy voice and he got totally carried away. “Your fingers.....are awaited, don't keep me waiting” he started to caress himself faster “uhhh.... you make my cock so sensitive....I start to caress yours too, take it into my hand..ahnn..I want to kiss you.”
“Your whole body seems to be sensitive today, ne. My lips are on yours in the flash of light and while my tongue explores your mouth I push my finger inside your hole. I want to suck out your moans Kazu-chan don't hold them back.” he pulled his legs up and freed his cock from the prison of his pants.
“God...ahnnn” Kazuya really winched as he imagined everything and he didn't really notice his fingers really slipped into his hole. He gave out a low moan, then little whimpers again and again, eyes closed shut but opened widely as he had a vision about kissing and making love with Akanishi Jin on a couch of a flat he had never been before. Why was the voice of this man so alike to Akanishi's? “Ahnn...so good..” He couldn't hold himself back, the vision didn't shock him enough. But he couldnt understand why he was so worked up.
“You make my whole body burn with passion, I have never... ahnn felt like this. Your kisses are so powerful and sensual and your fingers...ahnn... I love to suck your tongue and love the way you work on me.”
“Your moans are so hot I want to hear more of them. And another finger is added to the first one stretching you while you thrust your hard shaft between my fingers. ahnn your lips are sweet Kazu-chan... hmm I'd love to slam my dick into your sexy ass... ahn”
Kame's heart pounded as fast as never and he groaned at the picture painted in front of him. With desire-filled wavering voice he said “I want your cock in me, it is so hard in my hand, so ready for me, you....enter me...ahnnnnn please...”. he licked his lips “your tongue is so playful and amazing, take me...in every way possible... ahnnn”
“I do it sweetie, I lead you back sitting above me and trust my hard cock inside you. Ahnn ride me Kazuchan. My hand keeps rubbing your shaft as you start to move on me” his imagination was back on the wild stranger who jumped on him in his bed in his dream and let him do what made him go crazy.
Kame gasped and almost screamed as he imagined the hard cock entering him, and he continued to rub his cock in a fast speed “I will ride you as noone before sexy boy. I move up and down on you, while my hands grab your shoulder and sometimes caress along your chest, stopping at your nipple, my lips go to suck your neck, muffling my moans” in reality nothing muffled his moans so he was quite loud.
“Ahhnn... I'm sure you are pretty tight ahnn but after you found your rhythm I join you and meet your movements trusting in deeper. Hnnn Kazuchan ...you are doing good... so good” his hand speed up again smearing the precum on his cock.
“You..can't complain either... ahnn your cock feels so good in me...so big.. you...touch the point in me that makes me see stars...ahnnn uhhhh” his moans were more and more high pitched and his voice trembling more” I am so close...so...very close...it's so...good, moving in a faster pace on you.” his hand was trembling on his cock and his fingers disappearing as deep as they could in his hole “ahnnn”
“Me... ahnn... too... c-close ahnn” his hands rubbed his shaft without a break “I took the rhythm and grab your hip to speed up. My member disappears in your hole again and again until you will scream from pleasure Ka-zu-chan ahn...”
He felt how his whole body was trembling and his breaths were already panting between erotic moans ”I feel your cock is so rock hard and I really...can't...stand ...cant..hold...myself back...ahnnn God..." He sped his hand on his twitching cock more and screamed out as he came, trembling like a leaf. "AHNN nnhh..."
“D-don't h-hold... ahn... Kazu... ahn” Jin's whole body was in pleasure and as he heard the erotic moan telling him Kame already came he let his fluid into his hand and bit his lip while shaking from pleasure.
For minutes he just panted into the phone, but then he acknowledged he actually was aroused and...came because of a call. This Fernandez really was something who he never met in his life. But why did he have a feeling he was with Akanishi Jin? And why was his heart beating still so fast? “So...did you like it?” what an awkward question!
“Ahn”... He chuckled lightly “... yes, your are really good in that. Thanks Kazu-chan.” his body became numb and almost fell asleep while mumbling into the phone.
Kame was afraid, he knew he will feel so empty after Fernandez cuts the line “You were great too, and your voice is very sensual you know.” he felt numb but a little sad. From now on they won't even talk, right?
Jin chuckled again slightly “Well... maybe I missed career ne” his voice got lower and he talked slower as the sleepiness took over his body.
“Yes, it seems so, if you are not someone who uses his voice for carrier” he laughed “Want to work here? I only work here from 20:00 until 2:00, the other hours are free.” he told it deliberately, to have a little hope the other will call him back.
“Hmm... yeah... may I ....... call you..... back... Kazu-chan…” And just when he finished his sentence he started to snore softly.
Kame blinked as he heard the sound. At first he didn't know what it was, but then he realized. Was it, snoring? He had to chuckle and shake his head smiling “Okay, I will be waiting for it" he whispered and smiled
"Good night Fernandez. Have good dreams again.” And with this he cut the line hoping he will be really called back.
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To Be Continued...
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Chapter 2
Author: theblackheat & tanakakoki_fan
Beta: jess_yj
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jin is a famous solo artist, working on his new album. Kame is a young man working in more part time jobs gaining money for his poor family. They don't know each other, but their life crosses by a lucky chance.
AN: This is kind of AU fanfiction. Not the AU you are used to, coz Jin is almost the same as in real.
This is our corporation and this time it is not in the format of POV fic. Do you like it better?
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The ringing of the iPhone informed its owner about the new incoming call. The man on the driver set checked the tiny screen, turned the volume of the music down and pushed the headset to answer it while he kept driving.
"Yea, it's me."
"Moshimoshi Akanishi-san. It's Tomoi. I'm calling you because of the meeting. We can put it to tomorrow afternoon at 6PM." his manager's voice was excited while telling him the news.
"Oh, that's great!" he got a little bit surprised, but his call manner didn't show any sign of emotion.
"Yes, it is. I'll go all out for this business. They seem to have a trend to this co-operation. Well, I think we should catch them on the spot."
"Yea, I know."
"Then I'll send you the address to the meeting and will wait there tomorrow. Is it okay for you?"
"Un. Thanks, see you later Tomoi-san"
"Un, hai, domo"
Jin cut the line with one movement and sighed in relief. He was deep in this business thing, and as time went by more and more pressure added to his stress. Working as a solo artist was exhausting and needed all his time. It couldn't compare to a permanent job. There were no shift starts and ends no breaks and day offs. When he stepped into the music industry and was taken up by a small entertainment company, his images of a professional artist was different from reality. He just wanted to share his music, his art to the world giving people some nice minutes while they listened to it. Carrying with business was not up to him but it was necessary. He got pretty famous in Japan and soon all over the word. His career got high and he flew around the world and carried his words to people in different countries. The main issue presently was the new album which was waiting in the studio for its release.
The light turned green in front of him and he hit the road. Another meeting awaited him on the other side of the Tokyo this time, but to his luck, it had nothing do with the job. It was a long time ago since he had met his family and after getting stuck into the studio he missed them already. His parents were glad he got on in life, but being parted made them sad. Especially his mom, who treasured both of her son as if they were gifts from Buddha. And after Jin moved out ofthe family nest his young brother also turned to the entertainment industry, which caused more headaches to his parents.
This evening the family gathered again for a short birthday celebration. It was hard to find a perfect time for that, but Jin's mother was determined to spend her birthday with her family with both of her son attending. Jin looked to the side at the bunch of flowers, which he bought his mother and a tender smile appeared on his face. He knew any kind of glamorous and expensive thing would mean nothing for his mom compare to spending more time with Jin and his brother. Some flowers and a nice short song written by him would do and it might make his parents feel a little touched.
*****
Kame was exhausted as he got up at six o'clock. He sat up in his bed and stretched his body, feeling as if he hadn't slept at all. Every day was the same.
He was a young man, living with his family, taking care of his brothers. His father left them long ago and his mother died, so he was the only one who could earn money to the family.
He had to sacrifice his studies because he had to take a lot of part-time jobs for having money to eat and live from. Having 3 brothers, all underaged and still learning in school, everyday was exhausting.
He didn't have time to go to enjoy himself at a movie or other places, even if he had the time he didn't have the money.
Usually at 7 o'clock he woke his brothers up, made breakfast to the little one (only 6 years old) and took him to kindergarten while the others went to school. The oldest of them was 12 years old, 13 years younger than Kame himself. They looked at Kazuya as the father they never had and were grateful to him. The young man knew this and he had felt responsibility of them, tho raising them alone was a little hard.
He was taking 3 part time jobs. From 8 until noon he was babysitting a child at the neighborhood. He didn't get so much money for it, but it was better than nothing. He usually was eating his lunch while running to one workplace to another, because at 12:30 his other job was already starting. It was the most exhausting one, working in a storage, helping to move not so light boxes and such.
At a particular day he wanted to give up, when he felt he became gloomy and just not strong enough to deal with everything.
That time, years ago, a thing happened which changed his life.
Once he was in extra hurry, the child he was looking after was sick and his parents got into a traffic jam so he had to stay a little longer. That was the point on the i, he was afraid he will be fired from the other workplace, he felt extremely exhausted and just very bad. He couldn't eat breakfast that day either and it seemed he had to skip lunch too. He had enough, he couldn't think straight. He was young, why can't he live in peace just for a few days? Why did he have to take care of everything alone?
After the parents of the child arrived home, he was running out of the house babbling a short goodbye, not caring for politeness.
He didn't know where he was heading for, but he knew he had to do something before he gets totally depressed. As he got to the end of one street he had to stop because the traffic light turned red. He was standing at the famous Shibuya crossroads, panting from running.
Suddenly he heard a soft voice singing and he felt as if a lightning struck him. He shot his head up to one of the screens on the wall of a building.
A young, handsome man was reflected in the screen, sitting with a guitar, the microphone was in front of him and he was singing a song, eyes closed, giving his all being, soul to the music.
His hair fell onto his shoulders lightly, his features were beautiful, really good to look at. The atmosphere he created was nice, but a little melancholic, somehow out of this world. It seemed that the boy was not only singing, but conveying a message, and something just squeezed Kame's heart.
The view and the song fascinated him tho, the lyric was deep but the man looked somewhat sad no matter how the fans screamed. How can someone seem to be so lonely with so many fans around?
There was something special in the man. The way he was singing was not the way other singers were singing at all. If you watched him sing, you can't take your eyes off, your can't turn it off, you have the feel to listen to the song over and over again. It looked like as if the man didn't care for the people around him or how much he will sell, but only the music itself.
Kame felt his heart filling with warmness and his lips curled up in a faint smile.
He didn't even know the name, but he knew, he wanted to listen to this man more and that he wanted to meet him. Kazuya suddenly felt he has a goal in life, energy in himself.
"Ahhh Akanishi is so cool!!" He heard one girl scream and he glanced at her briefly.
"Yes!!! Jinjin!!!" Another one joined in the fanning.
"Akanishi...Jin?" Kame whispered and continued to watch he singer. Then the name Akanishi Jin really appeared in kanji. Jin as humanity...What a nice name. It suited him perfectly.
Kazuya decided he must go on with his work. He has to give his all, the way Akanishi gives his all.
He knew it was childish in a way, but that day changed something in him which made him stronger.
He went back to work, even doing overwork sometimes. He had another goal too now not only taking care of his family. And a dream. To be able to go once to the concert of his man, to listen to him. To meet him and tell him thank you for appearing in his life, giving hims courage with his song.
The feelings he started to feel from the first time he saw him on screen grew everyday.
He knew it was an impossible dream, that man in unreachable, they live in a different world, but sometimes he still allowed himself to believe in it, it was good to have hope in something after all.
****
The business meeting took longer and as always it ended in one of the famous pubs. Jin was still drunk and got tired of spending more time with the also drunk business men around him who showered him with old and boring jokes. He was glad when his phone ring and a cheerful voice broke the line.
"Hey fella! What's up there!" his old friend Ben greeted him.
"Yo, buddy."
"We are on the way to our club, wanna join?"
"Un, ...after I'm finished here I'll drop by."
"What are you doing? It's time to move your ass out of the studio, geek!" Ben's voice told him he was pretty drunk too and not alone, but he took a liking to meeting them.
"No, I have a meeting and it seems to be ending soon..." Akanishi was wondering if there will be a soon while he explained himself.
"Don't tell me that shit you'd rather show your poker-face to the old blokes, then drink with your best fellow. Jump into a car and come here! I want to see you here in half an hour, gotcha?"
"Don't tell me what to do jerk, I'll be there as soon as I've finished here, got-cha? ...I'm older anyway." Jin pouted at the other's outburst.
"Whatever poker-face, but don't be late or I'll keep the hottest chickens just to myself."
"What a big threat. I can get some whenever I want. They just fly to me from of your lap when I want." Jin teased back laughing, causing the other new wrinkles around his eyes.
"Nice try, but first get your face there and I'll kick your ass 'I'm the Famous Playboy'-guy." And with that he cut the line before Jin could react on that.
Akanishi smirked at the image of his last sentence. They did that sometimes before, but he got tired of the girls. He could get any of them if he wanted. But they wanted just only one: They famous Akanishi Jin. He was fed up with the newbies who though if they can get closer to him they will profit from the acquaintance. Just a few people knew him well, whom he let close enough. Those he could call friends and was ready for spending some time with them.
When he stepped back to the table where the drunk business men he had left, they were just about to leave. It loosed his problem with how to sneak out as soon as possible. They went outside the pub, some of them were holding each other and saying good bye loudly. It seemed all went on well and his manager was proud of himself too.
Jin turned left on the street and headed to the mentioned club which was not that far away. As he walked towards the crowd a guy stepped to him and pushed a paper into his hand talking about some phone service. He thanked him and stuffed into his pocket without showing any interest. In front of the nightclub a small group of guys were talking and laughing loudly. Most of them were smoking and haven't noticed Jin getting closer to them.
Akanishi slapped the blond haired man's back who turned around yelling at him ready to get into a fight before noticing who was standing behind him.
"Our Jinny arrived already! What's with that gloomy face?" Ben embraced the older boy's shoulder while his hand ruffled his hair. "Don't be so down, I'll buy you a drink c'mon!"
Jin let Ben guide him into their favorite club leaving outside his worries and bothering thoughts. The night was young and their party had just started.
*****
The next day was an easy day for Jin. After two short meetings and some calls he headed home to sleep out his hangover. The hot shower and a few cans of beer made him relax and after he lay down he fell asleep quickly.
A weird dream sneaked into his comfortable thoughts. He looked around but couldn't see anything. Around him was pitch dark only a man's low voice was audible. He was listening to it for a while, but the only thing he could understand was a weak 'Call me!'. Jin tried to talk to the man asking him, but suddenly the voice disappeared. He found himself in his huge bed with someone while making love.
He lay on his back and the stranger kissed his neck moving down on his chest licking every part of him teasingly. Jin moaned when the skilled mouth closed his belly and his growing erection under it. His body was on fire and soft shivers run through his spin while the hot mouth surrounded his shaft and the devilish tongue teased his sensitive skin. His head tilted to the sides panting heavily and groaned loudly at the treatment. After he though he will explode soon, his fingers rushed through the stranger's hair but that made the man stop at the spot. Jin couldn't believe that the other had just stopped right now. He wanted to say something but then the stranger lifted his gaze and looked at him in the eyes.
It was a beautiful man who stared at him what made Akanishi speechless. The shock and the surprise blocked his mind and before he could react, the stranger smirked at him and lay closer to whisper a soft 'Call me'.
Jin jumped in his bed and panted heavily when he woke up suddenly from the weird dream. He looked around but he was alone. Just a few seconds ago a strange guy was having his fun on him in the dream, which made him really shocked. 'Just a stupid dream' he assured himself. After he took some long breaths to calm down he headed to his kitchen and drank some juice from the fridge. Then he walked back and watched the TV, taking his mind off the weird feeling the dream caused him.
He got bored pretty soon and fumbled for his phone. That was the only thing he couldn't live without. He hoped it could distract him from thinking about that stranger. Just when he searched in his pocket a crushed paper fell out. He lifted and opened it. His eyes widened in shock when he looked at the picture of the same man who was in his dream. It seemed to be a flyer which promoted a hot line service. The man lay half naked on a sofa and touched himself with the words 'Call me any time' written above him.
Jin burst out in laughter when he finally linked it to his dream. That was too weird, better to say an eerie situation. He didn't remember where he got the paper and from who. He flopped down on his bar stool by the counter and opened a new can of beer. After he stopped laughing he placed the flyer in front of him and watched all parts carefully.
The boy was young, or surely younger than him. His body was slim and his face rivaled with a woman's face avoiding trendy solarium skin. His hair was curled stylish and his eyebrow was slightly raised in an unbelievable arc. The soft lips parted a little making an erotic view. Whoever took the photo was aware of the young man's beauty and used it up pretty well.
As Jin analyzed the picture for long he thought about his dream's meaning.
"What do you want from me, huh?" he just asked loudly to the man on the flyer and poked it with his finger. "...tell me, why did you do that with me? Should I call you?" He sipped his beer and looked into the other's eyes on the picture.
"I'd do better to ask you personally, ne?" He took his mobile and dialed the number. He didn't have to wait long when someone picked up.
***
Nighttime came and with it the work he hated the most. It gave the most money tho, that's why he took it, but it was not his cup of tea at all. He still remembered the day.
He met his friend in his only free hour because the friend asked for meeting. He didn't have much friends, only one to be exact. That's why he treasured that friendship more than anything else. Always ready for Hiro when he called him to meet.
"Hey Kazuya. Have you ever thought of doing something like this?" His friend asked as he showed the young man an advertisement in the newspaper.
Kame's jaw dropped.
"Are you serious?!" It was a job on a sex hotline. Kame was horrified. He didn't even had sex before, he didn't have time for himself, for falling in love. Love... Wasn't it what he felt for Akanishi Jin? The boy shook his head. He didn't even know that man! How could he be in love with him? Those special feelings were more pure than dirty thoughts.
And anyway, how could Hiro think it was suitable for him? He knew him very well, knew that Kame is not that kind of guy.
"Kazu?"
"I am surprised you show me this, you know I have never..." His voice died. "It wouldn't be suitable for me."
"Everything can be learned and believe me, you have a very good voice for this. And you could afford something for yourself from the money too. It's nice to live for others, but Kazu, you have to think about yourself too sometimes." Hiro looked at him worried.
"I... will think about it, thank you." Kame was so messed up. He didn't even know what he was doing anymore when he stood up and excused himself. grabbing the newspaper and ran out of the cafe.
"Kazu, your umbrella!" Hiro shouted after him but he didn't hear it, he was already a street away. The rain was pouring down and the young man was standing there, at the empty street in the dark.
"The warmth received from mother
wrapped me in a big love
I keep going forward always
the lot of kindness I receive from friend
I embrace it in my heart
we can joke around, we can fight
but we share and it has happiness in it
memories that are that much I cant count them
let's draw them from now on together too
There are things you have to go through
but no matter what happens, don't give up
I am with you."
He heard the singing voice and one tear dropped from his eye. He didn't know the title of the song, he didn't hear it before either, but he knew who the singer was. This soft melody can only be from that person. Yes, he mustn't give up, he must fight, continue.
For the sake of his future. For the day he can hold the CD in his hand, for the day he can look at this man live. For the day, he can meet him and thank him that once more he gave him courage.
He looked at the newspaper, which was already soaked in his hands. He opened it, but couldn't read the advertisement anymore. He got desperate and looked around to have some place with roof he can stand under or something he can dry the paper with, but found no place and nothing.
Was his chance for the job gone? Was this a sign?
Suddenly he saw a pole and an advertisement on it. It was in an angle the rain couldn't pour at it that much to immediately destroy it. Kame ran to it and started to read it, he just felt he had to. It was another advertisement and was a hot line too, just another one. With trembling hands he took his mobile from his pocket and wrote the details in, the number that was given.
It was half a year before. Kazuya got the job and told the whole story to Hiro who had been glad Kame could earn more like this.
Yes, the salary was better than any of the jobs he had done before, but he really didn't like it. It was not that hard to learn, but well he didn't really had to learn anything, just talking in a sexy way. During the months the perverted expressions glued onto him, not that he had to talk much. It was enough if he just moaned. He felt it humiliated and not comfortable at all, but everytime he was about to give up he remembered the song from that day.
Now he knew what the title was: Eternal. And it was really sang by Akanishi Jin. He managed to collect enough money, now with 3 jobs, and bought the CD. It was with him all the time and whenever he felt down he looked at the picture of the man he was dreaming of. Let it be love or adoration or a kind of respect, he was glad that he had something which could ease the stress of work.
He sighed as he heard the phone ring. Yet another perverted man or woman probably, but this time he had the feel maybe this could be different. He chased this feeling away tho and sighed one deep again, putting his "mask" on, grabbing the phone to answer it.
Eternal...he hoped this job of his won't last for eternity.
“Hello sweety, Kazu-chan here~ What can I do for you?” He was using his most sensual and comforting voice.
„Hm,...Hi.” he finally answered, but he fumbled what to say.
Kazuya was slightly surprised. Usually the men or women calling him were sure in what to say, they sounded horny or worse, sometimes they were even half way of entertaining themselves in THAT way. It was a sex-hotline after all. This was the first time someone actually greeted him and not flooding him with wishes.
“Hi pretty boy~” Or maybe this man called a line like this the first time? “Shy type?” He asked in a sweet tone of voice.
“Hehe...” Jin laughed at this embarrassed. “Well, I don't know how it works, so tell me about it.” He was amused how he got himself into this situation, and why.
Kame was more than surprised now. Something happened which never had before. The voice of the man made Kame relax and it was somewhat smoothing, very nice to hear. He almost had goosebumps and he didn't really know why. However, he didn't think about it much, it was work and he needed to entertain the customer.
“Hmm~ don't know how sex works?” He teased and giggled a bit “Mr...How can I call you?”
“Haha, I know how it works!” Jin smacked his tongue and talked on a grumpy voice while thinking about a name. Of course he wouldn't give his real name. It's not a fan who wants an autograph or something. “Em...F-fernandez. Call me Fernandez.”
This man was quite interesting Kame noted to himself. Why did he have a feeling he was not called for playing orgasm this time? A foreigner name. It was probably a fake name.
“Okay, Fernandez...what a nice name you have.” he smiled and started to speak in a lower, sexier voice “well... tell me what you would like me to do to you, don't hold back, every of your fantasy is welcomed.” The voice was really cooing, and it can be felt he was smiling. “Or if you would just want to talk about something, that is okay too.” He shouldn't tell this, it was not what he was paid for at work, but hey, everything for the customer, whenever he wants, ne?
“Well, ...em... Kazu-chan, I had a weird dream and your number was in my pocket, so I thought I just call you. Have you ever had a feeling you must do something?” he started to talk and calmness slowly surrounded him.
A feeling suddenly struck Kame. He didn't want to hung the phone and answer another call. He wanted to talk to this man as long as he could. Something calming was in this soft voice that got him to enjoy the talk. Finally not some perverted bastard! And what a good topic he brought up!
“Oh, I see. Yes, I had such a feeling too. That I must do something. To tell you the truth that's why I agreed on this job. Not that I like it, it's necessary, but...I just felt that I needed to take it. Hmmm...Can I know what your dream was?” Kazuya mentally kicked himself. He got carried away, asking from the customer and actually talking about himself. He never talked about his private life, not even asking questions, he just followed orders. So why now?
“I thought so.... though I've never taken a service like this, I was sure you will do it like a job. Em, not for complaining, but...you know.” Jin was a somewhat surprised that the man on the other end of the line was ready to talk randomly. His dream? Yes, he had a dream, and still has, but he hardly believe it could be achieved. After a short silence he changed the topic.
“Ne, I was thinking if you are somewhat similar to the man on the flyer I have.” that was the most stupid idea he could say out loud
Kame really felt awfully embarrassed now. Of course the man swept the topic away. They were complete strangers, talking for the first time. And probably the last. There is no need to ask questions.
“I am sorry for asking, I usually am not like this, sumimasen.” He said politely. He wanted to be a little mystery too and he didn't know if it was that flyer he was on or not, so he changed his voice to the same sexy tone as the first time and said: “Hmmm....the boy on the flyer? Maaaaybe~ What if I am?” He chuckled, this was work after all, the question with the dream lectured him enough. Still... he couldn't really handle this call as work in himself.
“Did u do it with the photographer?” the question just flopped out from his mouth.
“What if I did?” Kame chuckled once again. This guy was so cute, might as well tease him more. "Would you like me to be the guy on that flyer?"
“... doesn't matter” Akanishi got grumpy again. He knew it's a special service, what means he won't get a shy guy to chat. “I'm sure all who call you do it , but I wonder if you have ever imagined someone before, while you jerked off? Or it's something you don't like 'cause its your job after all.”
“Excuse me, but it is not my job to jerk off, the people who call me do it. Get to tell you something, I do this money for living and taking care of my family, I don't do it for fun.” the other was quite an interesting person, not so easy to come up with but as more difficult the situation got as more Kame wanted to catch the attention of this man. “And actually... no one really wants to know how I look like, they imagine someone else I guess. No one asked me how I look like everyone was too busy with themselves to treat me like an actual person.” He was a little fed up with this job, and slightly grumpy by the sudden change in behavior of Ferandez, but he still didn't want to hung up.
“You know Kazu-chan, I'm not that type who wants a quick round with a guy. If I want something like that I would get it... I'm curious about the guy who sit next the phone whos job is to satisfy other's fantasy. What satisfies yours Kazu-chan?”
Totally shock was the least to express what Kame was feeling. This guy surely is something special. Curious about him? Kazuya felt a warm feeling. Suddenly he was not so sure anymore, but more shy.
“M..mine? Woah, noone asked me this before." What should he tell? He didn't really know, it came all of a sudden. "My fantasy? Is a dream I can never achieve.” The answer was said in a calm voice.
“Haha” Jin laughed loudly. “So hentai?”
“Pardon?” Kame blinked but then laughed slightly “No, it has nothing to do with that. Oh, you want to know THAT way? So you are interested in the "slut" in me too then?”
“I... mean it was just a joke. Seems we are not so different. I have a dream too, it can't be fulfilled ...hmm... but now I want to know what make you happy, delighted, or even satisfied.” he thought if he can understand a simple guy who works by a service like this he will be able to fulfill his own dream to give something memorable to the people through his music without caring about the sale dates or the boring things.
Kame didn't know what to make of this, this person talked to him as if they knew each other for long, asking intimate things, but not the way others do, and strangely enough it felt like that he knows this guy for long.
“Oh, you know you really are...special in a way Fernandez-san. Calling a line like this and going into a deep conversation...but I like it. About your dream, I don't know what it is, but I can just say, don't give up. My dream is impossible to fulfill, sometimes I feel so, but it wouldn't harm to believe in it once in a while ne?” He chuckled “What makes me happy? When I can do something for people, for my family, when I can see them smile. Because of my work, I don't really have friends, I work at a lot of places so I don't have time for anything really. But when I give my family the result of my work I don't care working a lot but staying poor, I only care that they are happy. Maybe you will laugh, but this call made me somewhat delighted too. It's refreshing to talk to someone like this.” Kame was curious too and he couldn't suppress the urge to ask too. “And what about you?"
“I see...” The other man's straight talk made him cozy in some way. “Hmm...my dream. I am working hard too and I just have a few time for my friends. I know a lot of people, you know, buddies and all, but... I know most of the people don't know me. They just want something from me...” He stopped at the point thinking through. This conversation went somehow in an other way what he had wanted. “Em...” he laughed embarrassed. “...It sounds like a term in a psychologist, ne haha...”
Kame turned to be serious. He realized he really wanted to get to know this man.
”I think in life it is a gift to get real friends. I don't know what your work is, but I think you should be careful. It must be a terrible feeling if they are around just around you to get something from you, such people shouldn't be cared for. As for me, I don't have those friends neither. Only a few, but those are real friends I think, or at least I hope.”
He started to think and smiled.
“But...the one who inspires me, tho I can never meet him, we live in different worlds so to speak, doesn't even needs to be friends. My dream is to meet him at least only once and thank him for being who he is and giving me strength with his wonderful talent.”
He really got too far, but with this man it was so natural to speak about anything.
“Hm, it sounds good. Meeting someone is not an unreachable dream, I think. Just ganbare.” Jin smiled at himself. This strange guy is more sincere with him than most of his friends, but he felt somehow satisfied and a little happy.
Kame's heart skipped a beat hearing this and he scolded himself. What happened all of a sudden? Why was Akanishi Jin's image mixed with this mysterious man in his heart? Why did he felt they resemble? The voice maybe? He doesn't even know how he looks like or if he is sincere, but something just pulled him to this pleasant voice.
“You think so? I think, meeting him is impossible, but un, ganbaru! Thank you!”
His thoughts were rushing in his head, he didn't know what he should say not to blurt out what he really wanted because it was a taboo: meet this man or at least talk to him once more.
“Ne, when I called you I knew it's just a service, and was almost sure you are not the guy from the photo. That's why I'm not interested in phonesex. I don't want to jerk off to a fake image, you know. But...” he mumbled softly. “I'd like to know how you look like..."
“I didn't say I am not the guy from the picture.”
“And you know... I was never interested in anyone who called me before, but...can you tell me a little about how you look like? I am sorry but speaking to you is a unique and kind of pleasant thing and I am curious.”Kazuya chuckled and closed his eyes, imagining how this man might look like.“I am just an average boy who had nothing special in him. Semi-long brown hair, average body, really not a big deal.”
“But your voice is pretty enjoyable.”
Jin sipped the last drop of his beer, and walked to the livingroom to lay down on his couch lazily.
“Oh thank you” Kame smiled. “That's my job, of course it's enjoyable.” he said giggling “But you know...Fernandez... it's not fair only you know how I look like~” he cooed.
Jin giggled too while thinking about what to tell about himself.
“Well, Kazu-chan... I can say the same about me, only my hair is longer than average. I'm lazy to cut it haha..."
“Then we are the same, the only difference is that I don't cut it because I like it this way” he laughed lightly. Speaking with Fernandez was really enjoyable “You finished work for today?” He knew it was lame, but he wanted to keep some conversation up without being too pushy.
“Ehm, yes... it's after midnight after all. Ne Kazu-chan...how do you know what satisfies the dudes who called you? They are strangers or what...” He knew that sounded lame after he said out loud, but he got curious too.
“Well, in the most cases I don't have to think about what can satisfy them. They tell me, I just do what they order me. They tell me to talk dirty, or moan or whisper their names.” He sighed “Not that I enjoy it, but I had to learn to be a good actor.”
“Even if you aren't in the mood?” it was a little like his job too, he thought. They told him what to say and what to do, and he had to smile even if he was pissed like hell.
“Yes. It is my work after all. I do it because I must. Don't think I don't have the feeling of shouting enough. Sometimes it's harder, sometimes it's easier, depends on how tired I am.”
He sighed “But whenever I think about that I have a reason I do it, it makes me accept it better. There are not many people who enjoy their work anyway.”
“Sounds shitty.” He made a face and sighed “I won’t ask you anything embarrassing be sure. I hate that thing to...feel like you are their slave ne?”
“Yes. Sometimes it feels like that, but sometimes I just shut everything out and do it like a robot. Not very relaxing tho.” Strange...Fernandez seemed to understand him in this.
“It’s familiar.” he laughed sadly “Thoough it is so fucking annoying. Ne talk to me about something you like to do.”
“Oh... you also are working on a field you don't like?” He fell silent a little “What I like? I like music, just listen to it and close myself in it's world and I also like baseball and taking photos. And what do you like?”
“Hm, yep. I like music too. Karaoke with friends and so on.” Jin yawned a long “Ah, hmm... sorry it's not because of you. I’m just a little tired. After my weird dream I was awake quickly, but now you've made me relaxed.” he smiled at this softly.
“I am glad I could help.” Kame smiled. “I don't know what your dream was, but don't worry. Dreams are not always telling the future but reproductions of ideas or just a scary film you have watched.” He smiled “Oh you like to sing too? Check out how weird my voice is by going to karaoke?” he was joking but his heart still throbbed fastly.
“Haha well...it was not scary.” he laughed loud. “I was in my bed... and kissed... and had sex...with you.” He felt he had made the other man silent for a few minute.
Kame was not the type to blush easily, but this made him blush. “O..oh...” This was something he didn't expect to hear, but made his heart race “Then you already imagined me...hmmm...how was it?” his voice was sexy again, but in another way as before, it was not really acting now, he wanted to seduce the boy really.
“Haha I don't know... maybe it was not you...” he played with the strange guy teasingly “but it made me call you~” his voice deepened more to a sexy groan.
Kame gasped and felt a little panicked and embarrassed. He was never excited during calls, but now he started to feel quite a bit.
“Hmm...was it so? And... what did I do?” his voice went down to a whisper “Did I caress into your hair, kissing your soft skin on your neck, whispering how much I want you?”
Jin relaxed more on the couch lying with one of his shoulder supporting the phone next to his ear “not really~ I remember...we kissed deeply and it was hot and passionate” he chuckled lightly “you were a little beast haha.”
Kame laughed softly “Yes, then you were really dreaming about me. Nee...Fernandez... would you like me to do that? Claim your lips, kiss them deeply until we are out of breath, burning in passion and discovering every inch of each other's body?” God, what was he saying? And the worst...why was he longing for it now?
“Haha I thought you were a beast. Maybe it's not a good idea to put my dick into your mouth, it would be in danger ne, Kazu-chan? Won't it?” he joined the game playfully.
“Hmmm it wouldn't be in danger, it would be in heaven. I know how to handle him, believe me. Want to try it out?” He hoped the man knows he was not a slut in reality.
“Oh, I forgot I was talking to an expert.” he teased devilish “But I'll make your job harder. I won't tell you what to do, and if you find out what I like you can play with it, or I'll play with you instead” his giggling told the other he was in a good mood for a game.
“Agreed prettyboy, but I will make you moan my name.”
Kame never wished to be more charming and he decided to give his all “I lick my lips and stand in front of you, looking into your eyes, slowly unbuttoning my shirt one by one” he moaned lightly into the phone.
“Oh, really? Show me Kazu-chan” he kept smirking while he imagined the guy in his dream.
“Don't rush sweety, one by one.” Kame closed his eyes to live himself into it more. This was something new. “I finish to unbutton my shirt and throw it away, then caressing down on my chest with my fingers, slowly, teasing one of my nipple while closing my eyes with tilted head.” it was exciting when he was not told to what to do.
“How is your nipples like?” he followed the other's story in front of his eyes.
“They are not so big, but cute, and...hard for you.” he moaned sexily as he imagined to continue his journey down. “Now I arrived to the rim of my jeans, what should I do? Ahh...It needs to be touched, to....” he moaned again and had the urge to really do it not just imagine.
“Cute nipples are liked" he smiled as he imagined "Hmm, do you need help Kazu-chan or something?"
His heart jumped in his chest to this question and he said in his most seductive but playful voice. “Hmmm...let's see how talented you are? Ahh...”. He swallowed and his hand couldn't resist anymore, it started to move down in reality.
“Your voice is made for phonesex Kazu-chan” he groaned into his mobile. One of his hands ran onto the bulge of his pants and rubbed a few times before he continued to talk “My fingers like to touch your growing erection and playing with it.”
Kame gasped louder now and needed a lot of effort to calm himself just a little “I like your hand on me, do you feel it? It is harder and harder as you make me aching for you more and more...Nhhhh...Now I touch your hand and caress up on your arm, stopping at your neck.”
“Yes I feel you poking my thumbs with it. I'll close my fingers around it tighter, if you'd like to...ahnn ne Kazu-chan.” Jin's hand worked on his own erection in the meantime.
“Yes... I would like to...show me what you can prettyboy...ahnnn” he closed his hand around his growing erection, letting passion clouding his mind “I start to caress your neck while I toss my head back, biting my lower lip, teasingly move my waist up to make your hand move... so good... ahnnn...nhh”
Akanishi's hand slid on his shaft while his mind imagined the other man's body in front of him “Do I make it good, really?...ahn ...I'd like to touch your butt and knead it.”
“What... holds you back? You have one free hand.” He asked but his voice was trembling a little. It never happened before, he never was even in the near to lose self control or touch himself. “You..ahnn.... move your hand...faster” He whimpered as he really did, imagining the other's hand.
“You... ahn... little beast haha... I speed up my hand but my other hand is on your buttock teasing it. Kazuchan do you want more? Hmm?”
His asking ended in a low moan while his tongue wet his lips.
Kame already felt a bit dizzy, it was another shock for him but he couldn't really care for it when the voice was so passionate and deep. This man's voice was even better than his, he could bet “It feels so good...ahnnn...more...my body is trembling from the need for you.”
“Yes, I feel your pretty ass seek my hand and I will slip my finger inside you to tease you from both sides. The head of your cock is sensitive ne.” his palm rubbed his own sensitive skin while imagining the other's.
“God..ahnn....your hand matches my butt so much” He licked his lips again “I...want..you...” he moaned in a sexy but needy voice and he got totally carried away. “Your fingers.....are awaited, don't keep me waiting” he started to caress himself faster “uhhh.... you make my cock so sensitive....I start to caress yours too, take it into my hand..ahnn..I want to kiss you.”
“Your whole body seems to be sensitive today, ne. My lips are on yours in the flash of light and while my tongue explores your mouth I push my finger inside your hole. I want to suck out your moans Kazu-chan don't hold them back.” he pulled his legs up and freed his cock from the prison of his pants.
“God...ahnnn” Kazuya really winched as he imagined everything and he didn't really notice his fingers really slipped into his hole. He gave out a low moan, then little whimpers again and again, eyes closed shut but opened widely as he had a vision about kissing and making love with Akanishi Jin on a couch of a flat he had never been before. Why was the voice of this man so alike to Akanishi's? “Ahnn...so good..” He couldn't hold himself back, the vision didn't shock him enough. But he couldnt understand why he was so worked up.
“You make my whole body burn with passion, I have never... ahnn felt like this. Your kisses are so powerful and sensual and your fingers...ahnn... I love to suck your tongue and love the way you work on me.”
“Your moans are so hot I want to hear more of them. And another finger is added to the first one stretching you while you thrust your hard shaft between my fingers. ahnn your lips are sweet Kazu-chan... hmm I'd love to slam my dick into your sexy ass... ahn”
Kame's heart pounded as fast as never and he groaned at the picture painted in front of him. With desire-filled wavering voice he said “I want your cock in me, it is so hard in my hand, so ready for me, you....enter me...ahnnnnn please...”. he licked his lips “your tongue is so playful and amazing, take me...in every way possible... ahnnn”
“I do it sweetie, I lead you back sitting above me and trust my hard cock inside you. Ahnn ride me Kazuchan. My hand keeps rubbing your shaft as you start to move on me” his imagination was back on the wild stranger who jumped on him in his bed in his dream and let him do what made him go crazy.
Kame gasped and almost screamed as he imagined the hard cock entering him, and he continued to rub his cock in a fast speed “I will ride you as noone before sexy boy. I move up and down on you, while my hands grab your shoulder and sometimes caress along your chest, stopping at your nipple, my lips go to suck your neck, muffling my moans” in reality nothing muffled his moans so he was quite loud.
“Ahhnn... I'm sure you are pretty tight ahnn but after you found your rhythm I join you and meet your movements trusting in deeper. Hnnn Kazuchan ...you are doing good... so good” his hand speed up again smearing the precum on his cock.
“You..can't complain either... ahnn your cock feels so good in me...so big.. you...touch the point in me that makes me see stars...ahnnn uhhhh” his moans were more and more high pitched and his voice trembling more” I am so close...so...very close...it's so...good, moving in a faster pace on you.” his hand was trembling on his cock and his fingers disappearing as deep as they could in his hole “ahnnn”
“Me... ahnn... too... c-close ahnn” his hands rubbed his shaft without a break “I took the rhythm and grab your hip to speed up. My member disappears in your hole again and again until you will scream from pleasure Ka-zu-chan ahn...”
He felt how his whole body was trembling and his breaths were already panting between erotic moans ”I feel your cock is so rock hard and I really...can't...stand ...cant..hold...myself back...ahnnn God..." He sped his hand on his twitching cock more and screamed out as he came, trembling like a leaf. "AHNN nnhh..."
“D-don't h-hold... ahn... Kazu... ahn” Jin's whole body was in pleasure and as he heard the erotic moan telling him Kame already came he let his fluid into his hand and bit his lip while shaking from pleasure.
For minutes he just panted into the phone, but then he acknowledged he actually was aroused and...came because of a call. This Fernandez really was something who he never met in his life. But why did he have a feeling he was with Akanishi Jin? And why was his heart beating still so fast? “So...did you like it?” what an awkward question!
“Ahn”... He chuckled lightly “... yes, your are really good in that. Thanks Kazu-chan.” his body became numb and almost fell asleep while mumbling into the phone.
Kame was afraid, he knew he will feel so empty after Fernandez cuts the line “You were great too, and your voice is very sensual you know.” he felt numb but a little sad. From now on they won't even talk, right?
Jin chuckled again slightly “Well... maybe I missed career ne” his voice got lower and he talked slower as the sleepiness took over his body.
“Yes, it seems so, if you are not someone who uses his voice for carrier” he laughed “Want to work here? I only work here from 20:00 until 2:00, the other hours are free.” he told it deliberately, to have a little hope the other will call him back.
“Hmm... yeah... may I ....... call you..... back... Kazu-chan…” And just when he finished his sentence he started to snore softly.
Kame blinked as he heard the sound. At first he didn't know what it was, but then he realized. Was it, snoring? He had to chuckle and shake his head smiling “Okay, I will be waiting for it" he whispered and smiled
"Good night Fernandez. Have good dreams again.” And with this he cut the line hoping he will be really called back.
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