#Fic# Tell me why
Title: Tell me why
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst, Romance
Warning: unbetaed
Summary: This is a song-fic, the lyric used (in italic) is Jin's Christmas morning.
Jin's tought when he sees Kame who is waiting for him in the snow at Narita airport.
AN: Merry Christmas everyone!
It is cold, I feel my fingers hurt from the harsh wind of winter and the dancing snowflakes merge with the fog of this thin darkness. It was the time to sunrise, but the clouds covered it, all I could see was the gray color of winter as I was standing there, luggages in my hand. I felt I grab them more as I saw what made my heart beat fast. I wish it didn't, it hurt.
What I saw? You...
You coming to me, amazing me...like always. Why are you here? Why?
Snows blowing on a cold winter morning
Look from you I feel my heart beating
Never thought I couldn't get to you
Never thought I would be with you
Now I wonder how we ever could a got
here
Without your loving in my life my one fear
Waking up without you
Like always... Thousands of fragments of memories and thoughts chase each other in my head. It hurts, it confuses me, but what I feel is melting my icy inside, warming every inch. Why? Why am I still feeling this way for you?? All we were what we could be. Our work...our life doesn't make it work between us. You know it too, right?
R..i..ght...? But still, seeing you again...you coming here picking me up... I fear the day when you really say we are over...When you say you won't welcome me every time I get home...
This crazy lifestyle, this is....
We changing and I know that you don't
need
Everything we had was all we could be
Couldn't hear the words you told me
I'm giving I'm giving I'm giving I'm giving
I'm giving up
On you
I see you said something, I can't hear it. You change, I change, we should... we really should... let it be over...I'm giving up on you, on this, I can't I am sorry, I can't. I can't hurt you like this anymore, and myself neither, I am not that strong.
Let it be the end here...Don't look at me like this, don't steal my world again, don't blind me...
I've been holding back this feeling
For too long and I'm about to fall...on you
I gave you I gave you
All of me all of me
I know... and I hope you know too, I gave all of me to you, always. But I just make scars on your heart. And it will stay like this. This world is not for us, we are not meant to be. I think like this and watch you without blinking, drinking in the sight I ached for so long. I will fail again, right? You will fail again right?
I end up falling on you again...right?
First time I saw your face
The storms came the winds changed
Your fogged my mind with snow
I'm blind now
You opened up the gates
When you came amazed me
Like the first time I saw you, something caught my attention, something drew me to you. What was it? Why was it? Why?? Everything changed. It shouldn't be this way, but still...I am blind when you are here, I see nothing. You are as cold as snow sometimes, it just makes me remember of you... you laid a curtain to my eyes, I can't see anything else just this pureness, this white bliss which are you... and the snow which is slowly falling on you and me... I know I will never forget this. This is graved in my memory for forever.
Why do you open up the gate of my heart everytime? Why do I always end up being with you? Even when we both know we shouldn't! No! But...
And now I'm drowning down down down
down down
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
I feel numb...I want to run away with you. I feel indescribable, it feels weird, my heart is still beating faster and faster as I watch the silent you. Do you know that it was for you that I went away? I did everything for you. What I have done so far, it was for you. I thought it would be easier, that I can protect you like this. But I realize again and again that...
But I know it was true the feeling was you
Was true was you was true was you
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
But I know it was true the feeling was you
Was true was you was true was you
You are the only true thing in my life. It is you, it has to be you. Why are you still looking at me like this? Now... I can't say what I need to. I can't not fall into your charm. I can't not want to fall into it. My chest feels tight, I feel I start to sweat a little even if it is a cold winter day.
The snow envelopes us and time seems to stop.
I can't...but I must.
I shouldn't...but I need.
You.
I pull you to me, grab you as strong as I can and as I feel no reluctance I just lose my mind. Stop me...stop...
I kiss you. Deeply, desperately, I feel even my inside is trembling. It is bittersweet, but the reason why I can still keep up with all the shit around me. With life, with my carrier, with USA, with everything.
But it will cause you to fall... it will cause me to fall...It will cause US to fall. No no no... But...
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
oh oh
Snows blowing on a cold winter morning
Look from you I feel my heart beating
Never thought I couldn't get to you
Never thought I would be with you
Now I wonder how we ever could a got
here
Without your loving in my life my one fear
Waking up without you
I have never thought we can end up here...together...end up being too weak to do what would be the best for us. Tell me Kazuya, why are we so weak? Why do we love each other so much?
Ironic...I would have never thought, now I would never think not to.
Will you love me even if you know I had to go back the next day? Because that it the cruel reality. Is it okay for you? Is it okay for me? Is it okay for us? Why?
We changing and I know that you don't
need
Everything we had was all we could be
Couldn't hear the words you told me
We should end this... Let me go...stop our kiss, don't envelope me in this protecting warmth, don't let me feel this way. We are adults now, we can never be...Don't...please...please Kazuya...
You don't know how much I sung this
song
Didn't know how long I left it on
You don't know how much I sung this
song
Didn't know how long I left it on
I am so messed up. You don't know how much. I wanted to tell you all of this. To give up on you, to tell you that... I replayed it, you can't imagine how many times, but I can't. Because it is what I should do. Not what I want to.
So I am giving up...on resisting...I leave it on, repeating it again and again and again and...
First time I saw your face
The storms came the winds changed
Your fogged my mind with snow
I'm blind now
You opened up the gates
When you came amazed me
And now I'm drowning down down down
down down
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
For ya For ya For ya
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
For ya For ya For ya
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
I fall... you fall...we fall... but I know... we end up doing it for eternity despite the rules. Hurting, falling, but standing up to fall again. It is our destiny. I don't care anymore as I pull you into my awaiting car, enveloping you with my body.
Because no matter how many times you fall...I will always catch you.
And no matter how many times I fall you will always catch me.
I fall into this bittersweet love again and again and again...
****
END
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Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst, Romance
Warning: unbetaed
Summary: This is a song-fic, the lyric used (in italic) is Jin's Christmas morning.
Jin's tought when he sees Kame who is waiting for him in the snow at Narita airport.
AN: Merry Christmas everyone!
It is cold, I feel my fingers hurt from the harsh wind of winter and the dancing snowflakes merge with the fog of this thin darkness. It was the time to sunrise, but the clouds covered it, all I could see was the gray color of winter as I was standing there, luggages in my hand. I felt I grab them more as I saw what made my heart beat fast. I wish it didn't, it hurt.
What I saw? You...
You coming to me, amazing me...like always. Why are you here? Why?
Snows blowing on a cold winter morning
Look from you I feel my heart beating
Never thought I couldn't get to you
Never thought I would be with you
Now I wonder how we ever could a got
here
Without your loving in my life my one fear
Waking up without you
Like always... Thousands of fragments of memories and thoughts chase each other in my head. It hurts, it confuses me, but what I feel is melting my icy inside, warming every inch. Why? Why am I still feeling this way for you?? All we were what we could be. Our work...our life doesn't make it work between us. You know it too, right?
R..i..ght...? But still, seeing you again...you coming here picking me up... I fear the day when you really say we are over...When you say you won't welcome me every time I get home...
This crazy lifestyle, this is....
We changing and I know that you don't
need
Everything we had was all we could be
Couldn't hear the words you told me
I'm giving I'm giving I'm giving I'm giving
I'm giving up
On you
I see you said something, I can't hear it. You change, I change, we should... we really should... let it be over...I'm giving up on you, on this, I can't I am sorry, I can't. I can't hurt you like this anymore, and myself neither, I am not that strong.
Let it be the end here...Don't look at me like this, don't steal my world again, don't blind me...
I've been holding back this feeling
For too long and I'm about to fall...on you
I gave you I gave you
All of me all of me
I know... and I hope you know too, I gave all of me to you, always. But I just make scars on your heart. And it will stay like this. This world is not for us, we are not meant to be. I think like this and watch you without blinking, drinking in the sight I ached for so long. I will fail again, right? You will fail again right?
I end up falling on you again...right?
First time I saw your face
The storms came the winds changed
Your fogged my mind with snow
I'm blind now
You opened up the gates
When you came amazed me
Like the first time I saw you, something caught my attention, something drew me to you. What was it? Why was it? Why?? Everything changed. It shouldn't be this way, but still...I am blind when you are here, I see nothing. You are as cold as snow sometimes, it just makes me remember of you... you laid a curtain to my eyes, I can't see anything else just this pureness, this white bliss which are you... and the snow which is slowly falling on you and me... I know I will never forget this. This is graved in my memory for forever.
Why do you open up the gate of my heart everytime? Why do I always end up being with you? Even when we both know we shouldn't! No! But...
And now I'm drowning down down down
down down
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
I feel numb...I want to run away with you. I feel indescribable, it feels weird, my heart is still beating faster and faster as I watch the silent you. Do you know that it was for you that I went away? I did everything for you. What I have done so far, it was for you. I thought it would be easier, that I can protect you like this. But I realize again and again that...
But I know it was true the feeling was you
Was true was you was true was you
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
But I know it was true the feeling was you
Was true was you was true was you
You are the only true thing in my life. It is you, it has to be you. Why are you still looking at me like this? Now... I can't say what I need to. I can't not fall into your charm. I can't not want to fall into it. My chest feels tight, I feel I start to sweat a little even if it is a cold winter day.
The snow envelopes us and time seems to stop.
I can't...but I must.
I shouldn't...but I need.
You.
I pull you to me, grab you as strong as I can and as I feel no reluctance I just lose my mind. Stop me...stop...
I kiss you. Deeply, desperately, I feel even my inside is trembling. It is bittersweet, but the reason why I can still keep up with all the shit around me. With life, with my carrier, with USA, with everything.
But it will cause you to fall... it will cause me to fall...It will cause US to fall. No no no... But...
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
oh oh
Snows blowing on a cold winter morning
Look from you I feel my heart beating
Never thought I couldn't get to you
Never thought I would be with you
Now I wonder how we ever could a got
here
Without your loving in my life my one fear
Waking up without you
I have never thought we can end up here...together...end up being too weak to do what would be the best for us. Tell me Kazuya, why are we so weak? Why do we love each other so much?
Ironic...I would have never thought, now I would never think not to.
Will you love me even if you know I had to go back the next day? Because that it the cruel reality. Is it okay for you? Is it okay for me? Is it okay for us? Why?
We changing and I know that you don't
need
Everything we had was all we could be
Couldn't hear the words you told me
We should end this... Let me go...stop our kiss, don't envelope me in this protecting warmth, don't let me feel this way. We are adults now, we can never be...Don't...please...please Kazuya...
You don't know how much I sung this
song
Didn't know how long I left it on
You don't know how much I sung this
song
Didn't know how long I left it on
I am so messed up. You don't know how much. I wanted to tell you all of this. To give up on you, to tell you that... I replayed it, you can't imagine how many times, but I can't. Because it is what I should do. Not what I want to.
So I am giving up...on resisting...I leave it on, repeating it again and again and again and...
First time I saw your face
The storms came the winds changed
Your fogged my mind with snow
I'm blind now
You opened up the gates
When you came amazed me
And now I'm drowning down down down
down down
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
For ya For ya For ya
We running to this beat on Christmas
morning
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
Everything that I've done I've done it for
you
For ya For ya For ya
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
Now we fall together
Now I fall now you fall
I fall... you fall...we fall... but I know... we end up doing it for eternity despite the rules. Hurting, falling, but standing up to fall again. It is our destiny. I don't care anymore as I pull you into my awaiting car, enveloping you with my body.
Because no matter how many times you fall...I will always catch you.
And no matter how many times I fall you will always catch me.
I fall into this bittersweet love again and again and again...
****
END
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