#Fic# Call me anytime //Chapter 11//
Title: Call me anytime //Chapter 11//
Author theblackheat & tanakakoki_fan
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warning: unbetaed
Summary: Jin is a famous solo artist, working on his new album. Kame is a young man working in more part time jobs gaining money for his poor family. They don't know each other, but their life crosses by a lucky chance.
Banner b theblackheat
Previous Chapters:
Chapter 1 / hapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 part part2/ Chapter 7 Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10
UPDATE
Kame's mind totally blanked out, he gave himself fully to the overwhelming feeling which was consuming him the same way as the singer's lips, continuing the passionate kiss. He didn't know... and didn't even care where they were, it can't be reality anyway. Or was it? Was the concert a dream too? And why was he so dizzy but at the same time so comfortably warm? His heartbeat sped up and he burned from desire. If it was not a dream how could they end up like this? His mind was in a mess and the alcohol did its best to make his common sense numb. One of his hands tightened around the neck of Akanishi out of instincts, hungry for more as his desires took control of his full being. As he tried to lift his other hand, his elbow accidentally bumped into the doorknob which caused the door to open.
Jin felt the younger’s body falling back, which was supported by the door until that, he had no time to gain some balance for both of them. The only thing he was able to do while his mind was still foggy from the passionate kiss they shared and didn’t want to break, was taking a strong hold around the slim waist of Kazuya and swing them to the side. After they stumbled over the entrance and he pushed the younger against the wall holding the guy in a protective embrace, his teeth clinked together and a deep groan left his mouth because of the rough kiss.
The situation started to be out of control and Kame sank deeper and deeper into the passion. Something at the back of his mind screamed that it was not a good idea, but the voice was so faint he couldn’t really acknowledge it. His heart was beating painfully fast and he felt his body being hot. The kiss became more and more heated and he just couldn’t slow down. The sensual voice of the singer just fired him up more and he himself couldn’t suppress a faint moan. As he heard himself this was the time it struck him: they were in his house, inside. As he broke free to breathe he looked into Jin’s eyes and he knew, if the other won't stop he won't be so strong to hold him back.
“Ka-zu-chan… “ Jin moaned fighting for the air that run out of his lungs and looked at the younger through half lidded eyes. Those eyes of him, which got darker from the passion and focused on the cherry lips. The singer was far from being drunk, he had only a few sip of champagne, maybe it was almost a glass, but right now he felt if he had drunken a bottle and the world spun around him. He was dizzy all over and had to take a strong hold on the call-boy, who was like a magnet drawing him closer and closer until his lips were an inch away.
“Kazu-chan… ang… I want you.”
Looking at the singer like that, being seductive and breathtakingly cool, Kazuya thought his legs will give in. The sentence and the voice sent shiver along his spine, flooding all of his body. Before Kame could think straight, not that it was possible at this time, his protective walls crashed, vow to himself not to ever do this again faded away he grabbed the hand of the singer tugging him upstairs and headed into his room. He didn't really acknowledge anything, he wasn't aware of what he was doing, the alcohol and the burning desire fogged his mind, blocking him from being rational while his heart threatened him to jump out of the cage of his chest. Did he drink this much? Even closing the door behind him, being in his own room with Akanishi Jin didn't reach Kame's rational side and he stepped close to the singer, saying nothing, just leaning in for a kiss.
The act of the younger surprised Jin, but he was not able to stop Kazuya and stumbled after the other man in the darkness. They headed upstairs and entered a tiny room, which was probably Kamenashi’s own territory Jin thought so. The singer had no time to look around, even if he could see something after the heavy blanket of the darkness was pulled back giving place for a little light of the heater that the younger turned on but even while doing so, he was kissing the singer mercilessly. It was a wonder he actually could turn it on. The soft lips were on his claiming for more attention, while his back leant against the door for support. The Kazu-chan now was much dominating than the Kazu-chan from the last time. That was cute and sometimes adorable while being embarrassed, but this was more passionate, like the call-boy who was able to make him hard only with his voice. He wanted Kazu-chan, he wanted all of them.
Kazuya's mind blanked out and the alcohol totally made the feelings he wanted to suppress coming to surface, living only for the illusional moment, burning, feeling insanely turned on. Nuzzling and cuddling, his hand traveled up and down on the broad chest of Akanishi at first, then tightened around his waist, bringing much more closer while moaning into the kiss.
"Jin..." His voice trembled as much as his body from the need for the singer. He wanted to be consumed, to be forever like this, the other to be closer, much much more...
"Ah..." the young man started to lead Akanishi to his bed, slowly sitting onto it, never breaking the kiss, pulling the singer down with him while his heart was still beating like crazy.
Jin let the younger lead him to the bed. He was busy with roaming his hands along the slim body, getting under the clothes, which blocked his way to reach the soft skin under them. His tongue played with the others, luring out the sweet voice of Kazu-chan. The touches along his body and the soft moans which the younger man gave out fired his blood and made him turned on. He was already over the point where he could turn back. It was… it was like a huge black hole sucking him in and making his mind turn off letting the sense rule his body.
“Ka-zu-ya… you are so… sweet. I can’t… ahn… get enough,” Jin’s voice sounded like a deep groan, while his lips wandered from the mouth to the ear and licked his way down on the neck.
What was the singer saying and why did it make him being at the edge more wanting to become one even more desperately? Every of his cell screamed for Jin's touch, let tomorrow never come. His back touched the bed but it was just for a fleeting second because he arched torwards Jin, tilting his head to feel the spoiling lips more. The trace of Jin's lips left fire in his body, it burnt and he felt never so sensitive before. He didn't even notice he was babbling between moans.
"God... Jin... please... don't stop... want you, want you so bad." His hands caressed into the other's velvet hair, making it messy.
The singer continued his way along the sensitive skin, while his hands worked on to undress Kazu-chan. The clothes slowly disappeared from his sight and fell onto the floor creating small piles here and there, while Jin tasted the missed flavor of the moaning man under him. It was better than any dessert and better than any drink he had tasted before. Although everything was so familiar, all little thing had double effect on him. Like the tiny nipples, which got even tinier after he took them into his mouth, or the unbelievable slender waist, which was connected to them with a beautiful abs. He had to taste it all. He just couldn’t get enough of them.
In the end there was only a small boxer left that covered the younger man, after he pulled the jeans down, or particularly tore the poor fabric off of the young man in one piece. Then he knelt there between the alluring thighs panting like a marathon runner and glared at Kazu-chan who was spread on the bed and looked mesmerizing in the dim orange-light. All the little bursts of flame danced inside the heater and projected some special lightshow to the naked skin. Even the dark orbs got some extra shine from them. It was kind of perfect work of art.
“You’re… so… beautiful,” may it sound ridiculous, but he was amazed and the words just ran out of his mouth without thinking on it further.
Kame felt how his body became naked in record speed and he didn't mind it at all. Everything was so perfect at the moment and the words of Jin made his cheek burn. He felt so loved like never before and his foggy mind made him even believe it. His body was shivering helplessly under the ministration of the older, who was very skillful to make Kazuya lose himself even more and behave like a wild cat.
His hands started to undress the man above him impatiently, whimpering when some of the fabric was too stubborn to be removed easily.
"I never ever...wanted anything more...than you... ahnnnn" He didn't know what he was saying; he was in a kind of spell. The world was still turning around somewhat, cool air surrounded his body, but he was not cold at all. The opposite, he felt hot and he just couldn't stop himself from starting kissing the neck of the singer, licking it, biting on it very carefully but passionately at the same time, his hands fighting with the belt of the pants on Jin.
First the singer only returned the kiss, but after a while he helped the younger to get lost of the clothes. His skin was burning from the light touches and made his cock twitch inside his pants from the impatience.
“Ahnn… I’m here… you… can have me, as many times… you want, Kazu-chan.”
When the short fingers reached out for his boxer he took them into his hands making the movement stop and lent forward for a deep kiss. He wanted the young man as much as he never wanted anything before, but he was too much excited and the singer had a little fear that this time he will act the same way he did it the last. He didn’t want to rush as much and didn’t want to cause unpleasant feeling or what more, pain to Kazuya. Jin learnt from the last time. With a strong hold around the slim waist he turned them over so, that Akanishi lied on his back and Kazu-chan straddled him leaning on him in a tight embrace.
Kame was a little surprised from the turn, but he didn't give himself time to ponder. His hunger was stronger than his shock and he acted as his heart and instincts told him. First he was kissing Jin's lips, deeply, passionately, hands caressing the spot behind the singer's ear, and then slipped to the neck, down on the chest. His lips followed his hand, giving butterfly kisses onto the neck and chest, taking his time to make Akanishi's nipple harder, licking on them, pinching them softly. He was sitting on the older's stomach, feeling Akanishi's hard cock behind his back. His legs on both sides of Jin he supported himself on them and moved a little backwards so their cocks collided. With slow movements he started to move, to rub the cocks together, sometimes caressing Jin's skin with his own while he engaged their lips in another heated kiss.
“Uhh… ahn…” a long groan broke free from Akanishi’s throat, while his back arched up from the sensation, that the call-boy caused him sucking on his nipples. After Kazu-chan found his most sensitive spot and nibbled on his collarbones he kind of lost his sense of time and surrounding. The only thing he was able to do was to feel. Feel more of the pleasure that the younger gave him with light touches and kisses. His hands slipped down to the round bottom and took a strong hold on the alluring curves of the butt cheeks kneading them, pushing and pulling closer the other increasing the friction. The voice of Kazuya, who gave out such erotic moans and the connection of their bodies made him crazy. Only a faint voice inside him, which repeated ‘take it slow, take it slow…’ like a mantra could hold him back from turning them around again and rip off the last part of clothes that still blocked the way.
Kame totally lost it, he turned into a moaning mess. Though they didn't do that much yet, the young man felt so completely out of his mind from the happenings. The caresses, the strong and warm hands touched him at the most perfect places which made him lose control over his body. His trembling hand reached for Jin's boxer and hated the material with all of his heart because it was very hard to remove; he was fighting with it desperately without any success. He was so impatient, wanted to feel more, skin on skin to bring him onto a higher level. Everything was so good, his whole body was shaking from the excitement and he never really stopped moving against the singer.
"More... ahnnn…" he panted against Jin's neck as his hands tried hard to remove the piece of cloths which separated them. "Jin..."
The pleading gained hearing and the disturbing last pieces of clothes joined to the piles on the floor in a short time. They were totally naked now panting from excitement. Jin took the younger’s cheeks into his hands making Kazu-chan look at him.
“What do you want, Kazuya? I’ll give it all… to you,” he spoke on a deep voice keeping the eye contact. If somebody would have told him a half an hour ago, that he would end in the bed with the pouting call-boy, who has sat next to him in the car, he would have thought that the one is a bit loony. The kiss must have had a magic on them blowing away those pressures and anger. What more, it also pushed the right button on the younger who let out all his passion and the hunger that was fed by his desire till now. They had a few hot phone calls behind, but none of them as hot and sexy as the real Kazu-chan in front of him. Better to say on him and naked what’s more. Breath-taking and beautiful.
Kame's eyes met the singer's and he fell into the trap of the spell even more, almost gasping by the intensity of the stare. Now he was not only drunk from the alcohol but also the desire he felt. He was sure he wouldn't be this courageous if his mind wasn't taken away by the alcohol, but before he could even think about what he had said, the word just slipped out of his mouth.
"You..."
His voice was full with passion, deep and he didn't notice that is was the same one he used in the phone with the older, just more fired this time. Why was the singer so good to him? Why did they end up here? He didn't know but he didn't have common sense now to ponder about these things and to think about anything at all. He closed his eyes and conquered Jin's lips in a deep kiss, starting to move on the top of him now naked, moaning as their cocks collided without any barrier separating them.
Jin leant into the kiss fighting for dominance and brushing his tongue deep inside the other’s mouth. He wanted to taste the hotness, the moans and the playful tongue of Kazuya. Their little game sent more and more impulses deeper down, where his groin was eagerly waiting for the action. Sensitive skin was sliding on sensitive skin making them wet and firing their lust, which made their body tremble in passion. Jin was wriggling and groaning under the younger helplessly. He wanted more. Much more. If Kazuya won’t take the next step…
“Ahnn… Ka-zu… just take me. Lead me… I can’t… can’t hold back… longer.”
Kame's cheeks flushed even more red and for a fleeting second he didn't really know what to do. He just closed his eyes and let the dirty things, which he was imagining during phone calls come to life. He supported himself on his knees, but only for the shortest time when he grabbed the older man's cock and started to massage it, slowly guided it so the tip touched his hole. He didn't think of anything else, just the lust and the anticipation almost burst him out.
“Oh!... shh.. ahhn.. wait! Kazu-chan, s-stop for a minute!” Jin had a hard time to press the words through his teeth. His body protested against his brain, but he had to stop the younger before that could have jumped on him. It was too fast. Surely too fast for, what he had in his mind until now. Though he still wanted the other man with all of his cells, like hell. Everything consuming hot hell.
“T-take it slow… little slower. I have condom somewhere in my pocket… I think.”
"Hnn…" Kame whimpered and nuzzled closer. He was not on his right mind and started kissing the singer's neck. "Not needed... please..." He cooed into the crook of Jin's neck. He didn't want to stop, just wanted Akanishi with every of his might.
“It is. Listen… “ Jin took again the younger’s cheeks between his palms claiming for attention. “I do want you like hell, but… I want you safely. Okay?”
Deja vu... as if they already talked about this. Images of that night flooded Kame's mind and he became more eager for the other. He wanted to be as close as possible. He whined a little and didn't give time to Jin to search for the protection. He attacked Akanishi's lips, neck then licked along his collarbone, taking his mind away from what his hand was doing: guiding the older's cock once again to his hole, starting to lead it inside of him very slowly with a low moan. The impatient desire and alcohol made him not even care what he was doing, he just wanted to cause Jin an unforgettable night. Without any preparation it was a little painful, but his desire overclouded everything as he tried his best to guide it deeper, with not much success though.
"Ahnnn nnhhh...." his hand grabbed the singer's shoulder and he tilted his head back a little.
“Shit! Ahnn…” Jin bit on his lower lip holding his breath as the tightness swallowed him. His fingers dug into the porcelain skin grabbing a handful of Kazuya’s perfect butt, while his toes curled in. All his muscles stiffened for a long minute while he tried to adjust to the feeling. Kazuya managed to lead inside only the head, but that caused them such an intense feeling that Akanishi thought he was already on the edge and it won’t last longer for him, than a few trust. ‘Keep calm, keep calm!’ he repeated his own mantra again. He should calm down a little, before he would go too early leaving a tensed Kazuya behind.
“Oh God you are crazy.”
Kame didn't hear the words said, he was focused on breathing and enduring the impact that hit him like a baseball bat. They were far from end, but even that little friction was so overwhelming he felt his cock twitched several times. He started little pushing movements out of instincts to help himself adjust more and urging the cock inside of him the way he can cope with it, his nails dug into the shoulder of the other, but he tried not to hurt him.
"Ahnnn... God... you are so...hard and big... Jin… ahnnn" His head was tilted back even more as he was rocking himself on the top of the singer, taking a little in with every move.
Now Jin was the one who had to take care about his breathing. Kazuya was like a fiery colt living only for his instincts. He had to keep a strong hold around the younger, leading him the way Akanishi won’t hurt him. The pose must have been not the best for entering the younger. He felt how the muscles of the other man above him stiffened with every movement. Like this Kazu-chan won’t manage to relax to take him in as they both wanted.
“Shh… wait a little!” the singer panted and with a tight hold around the other’s waist he turned them over again topping the young man. “Try to relax, okay?” he whispered into the ear of Kazuya and drove him into a passionate kiss, while he was doing his best not to move for a while.
The sudden change made Kame somewhat surprised, but he adjusted to it in a second. Like this the angle was different and he could ease himself more. The kiss drove his mind away from the tightness and his muscles relaxed slowly, accepting Jin in as if he was meant to be there. The kiss was so passionate he could hardly catch up with it, but he tried his best though he was a bit clumsy at times. Kazuya caressed the other's back hastily and sometimes cupped his butt, giving it a squeeze. He was already out of this world.
"M... move... ahnnn..."
An irritating grin grew on Akanishi’s face hearing the order from Kazu-chan. It was somehow cute and indescribable sexy at the same time how the other turned from the one moment to the other into such a dominant person. He loved that he was able to make that with his call-boy. That blushing shy call-boy who didn’t dare to look into his eyes and on the same night he was ordering him to move… move deeper inside him, what Jin wanted so badly since his lips touched Kazuya’s in the doorway not long ago.
“Are you sure?” with the last piece of his sanity he teased the younger under him pulling back slowly almost out of the hotness of the tight walls.
Kame gave out an unsatisfied whimper, locking his legs around Jin's waist and pulled him closer. The sudden move caused Jin's cock to slip in again, deeper than before and Kame gave out a loud moan, his body trembling, hands desperately grabbing Jin's skin for some sanity.
“Ahhn… I … I take that to a yes,” Jin moaned closing his eyes as he tried to keep a hold on the overwhelming feeling that welcomed him slipping back between the teasing walls. It was just good… too good to be true. His devilish hips started to work and he trusted in deeper and deeper with every movement in a slow rhythm.
Kazuya thought it can't be better than it already was, but he had to admit, it can. He immediately reached a new level of lust, a higher one, where pain didn't exist, only the crazy need for the other. He wanted to be consumed, to become one in every cell with the singer. Those hips were so talented and the feeling so intense he couldn’t keep his voice down. His hand reached for Jin's head, pulling him to a feverish kiss, while he tried to fasten the pace with thrusting back the same rhythm as the other.
"Nhhh..."
In his foggy state Jin noticed he made a good job increasing the sensation of the other man. Although he did the same to himself as well pushing his limits further with that. The wriggling round butt met his thrusts causing him lose his calmness and urging him to speed up a little. Kazu-chan was so alluring and damn hot moaning under him and taking a tight hold here and there urging the singer to increase the rhythm. Jin was painfully close to his own edge and Kazuya pushed him deeper to the craziness. Finally he grabbed the younger’s butt with both of his hands and lifted the other’s legs the way he could place them onto his shoulders. The new angle let him sink deeper than before, while his mouth swallowed all those long moans in a messy kiss, he caused both of them doing so. ‘Oh, holly shit! That will be his end, won’t it?’
Kame felt the world become more and more blank as he felt numb from the overwhelming sensation. He knew, he was dangerously close to the peak, he felt it in every of his vein. He kept saying Jin's name between the muffled moans and hot kisses, thrusting his hips more, letting the other invade him even deeper. His own cock was twitching and as hard as a rock. One of his hands grabbed the sheet and had a strong grip on it. He tossed his head back a little and closed his eyes.
"I...ahnn.."
It was New Year’s Eve, an awesome hot damn good New Year’s Eve. Falling snow in the coldness outside and moaning hotness inside. Jin even was able to see the fireworks in front of his eyes when he came after some mind-blowing long thrusts he was able to make sending both of them over the edge. His muscles tightened at the last time before they went numb. It was New Year’s Eve, the best New Year’s Eve he has had.
Kame's mind blanked out for several seconds as he gave in to the overwhelming orgasm. His body arched from the bed and was panting as if he had run a marathon. He felt he was in heaven on a cloud, warm, the aftereffect was still making his legs shiver and he was unable to open his eyes for a minute, he needed to be down on Earth again for it. The comfortable numbness, which he has never felt before he met the singer. His arms pulled the man as close to him as it was possible, holding him in a tight embrace, his chest rising hectically because of the panting still.
Jin buried his face into the crook of the younger’s neck and gave into the numbness. He let his body press heavily on the other man under him for a short time. His heart was still beating crazily and he needed more time to gain back a normal breathing after the orgasm. It was an amazing orgasm after all, but not just that. Usually he would have rolled off of his partner lighting a cigarette, but not now. The warm embrace made him feel safe and loved. Love? Was that possible he already felt more?
With a husky groan he broke free from the hug and turned the younger to the side, making him some place on the small bed.
“I will squash you,” he added while he snuggled closer from behind.
Kazuya's mind was still in the comfortable foggy state of pleasure and he turned his head to be able to look at the singer in the eye. So handsome... His heart started to beat fast again and his half lidded eyes closed as he snuggled closer, pressing his back to the singer smiling. He still didn't really acknowledge what he was doing and in sober state he wouldn't dare to act like this.
“Happy New Year!” Jin smiled and nibbled on the swollen lips. His nose was still filled with the scent of their lovemaking. It was like an exotic perfume and he snuggled closer, inhaling the aroma and tasting the inviting earlobes too. Kazu-chan was like a purring cat in his arms and the singer enjoyed every single minutes of it.
Kazuya gasped a little and tilted his head automatically to give the lips more access. His cheeks got flushed as he felt his heart start to beat fast again, but the alcohol still made his mind numb and his body and heart to live for the feeling.
"J...Jin?"
“Hmm?” the taller man responded hearing his name, but he kept nibbling on the earlobe and down on the alluring neck making the younger’s breathing hectic again. Was it possible that he couldn’t get enough of the other man? They just had an awesome round and still… a few minutes later they got excited again. Or was that only his imagination? Kazu-chan seemed to get turned on again… just like Jin behind him, whose cock was pressed against a perfect shaped butt. Oh, that slim waist and its round bottom where his hands lost the sense of time again.
“Yes?... I’m… nhh… listening, babe.”
Kame couldn't form words as the familiar excitement filled his body again. He just couldn't help it, he couldn't say stop to himself, and he knew soon he will again turn into a moaning mess.
"Ah..." His butt instinctively jerked towards the other's skin and he closed his eyes whimpering as he felt the hard cock.
The singer captured the moaning lips and sucked on the soft flesh before he entered the younger’s mouth with his tongue. One of his hands travelled down on the chest until it reached the flat belly, where it made a few circles caressing the trembling muscles. Before it continued its way to find Kazuya’s erection that welcomed the warm fingers, which tightened around it.
“You meant… ahnn here? Do you want… more?”
Yes, Akanishi touched exactly the right spot to make Kame unable to catch his breath within a short time. The young man reached behind, groping Jin's ass, pulling it even closer to his already heated skin. Kame didn't know what "he meant" anymore, he was not able to form words as he gave in for the spoiling the second time that night. Let tomorrow be damned, all he wanted was to feel those strong arms on him and it felt oh so good he had to moan again, signaling how much he liked it
Jin got the sign and covered the younger man with his body slipping back between the hot walls while his hand didn’t stop working on Kazuya. He felt the urge to give pleasure while he got just as much in the same time. It was heaven. A consuming hot heaven with maximum pleasure that swallowed him and he let it, let himself sink deeper with every thrust.
***
In the dim morning light Jin tried to turn around in his sleep, but his way was blocked with something. Something that was bigger and warm and curled up under the blanket next to him. The singer stretched his muscles and rubbed his face whipping the tiredness away. After he sat up on the tiny bed and looked around the memories from last night slowly sank in. He was with Kazuya, took him home and… had an awesome sex in the end. His lips curled up in satisfaction and his eyes searched for the young man, who was buried under the huge and tick duvet quilt, though some of his brown locks peeked out curiously.
In the room the temperature was a little chilly, but the blanket kept them warm, even so they were naked under it. Jin lifted the duvet a little and leant closer to the sleeping man next to him. Kazuya still had a sweet aroma mixed with their scent of lovemaking. He lied on his back, his head turned to the other side. The almond shaped eyes were hid under the eyelids with long and heavy eyelashes. The alluring lips were parted as the young man breathed slowly in his deep sleep. His muscles were relaxed completely making his face indescribable beautiful.
Jin nuzzled closer making Kazuya mumble in his sleep. The singer had to chuckle soundlessly and placed a faint little peck on the cherry lips, which were a little still swollen from the last night. The warmness and the soft body of the younger in Akanishi’s arms caused him to almost fall asleep too, when his iPhone started to buzz. Biting back a curse Jin moved and picked the annoying thing up pushing the screen to make it shut down. It was a new message he got from Ben. Actually it was the nineteenth in the row he got during the night, not only from Ben, but even from Daiki and his manager. They all called him without success and rather left him a couple of messages letting him know how stupid and impolite it was from him to disappear from his own party.
A deep groan left the singer as he sat up annoyed. His little sweet bubble of happiness burst quickly. Jin was sure it was the former message that destroyed his comfortable sleep and woke him up. It was still early in the morning, just somewhat after six. The sun was not up but the morning twilight already took over the place of the darkness. How much sleep he had? Probably a few hours, not more.
Jin jumped into his clothes in a hurry and decided to go out for a morning smoke and call the idiots back to let them know he was alright and no need to worry. He left the room carefully not to wake Kazuya up and headed down the stairs. Downstairs there was a small room which was the kitchen and the living room in one. It looked nice and comfortable. Jin was sure there was no one who has lighted a cigarette there ever. So he searched for his shoes and headed outside slipping into his coat as well.
The New Year’s morning was calm and freezing. Fucking freezing, but it made Jin awake in no minute. He scrolled down the list of the last unanswered calls, and pushed the name ‘nerve-killer B’.
“Yo! Happy New Year bro!”
“What the hell, it’s impossible that the famous Akanishi Jin called me back.” Ben’s voice was sarcastic as always and a little bit tired. Maybe he was sleeping when Jin rang him. “Did you have a good night? I hope you did, because I didn’t. I got a dude into my neck and had to babysit him. Ring any bells?”
“Yeah, sorry. Kazuya was a little wasted and I took him home.”
“And just in case he will be worse you stayed and nursed his tight ass. Am I right?”
“No! It was not like that!” Jin snorted into the phone and took a deep drag from the cigarette.
“Okay! But you did fuck him… in the end, didn’t you?”
“Well,… un, yes.” Akanishi mumbled.
“At least you spoiled your cock, while I was playing best buddies with a nerd. It was nice gift from you jegga. If I won’t forget I will thank you later.”
Jin was sure Ben won’t forget it and he has to pay back. If he must have to deal with that guy he would have tied him, gaged and left him behind closed doors, to prevent Hiro from freeing himself and run after them. He couldn’t have been nice with the guy who was so close to Kazuya all the time. Whenever he looked at the black haired man his hands started to itch to hit the handsome face.
“So, it went smooth and you got lost from him in the end, right?”
“Yes. After we filled him with some alcohol, dragged him along into the clubs. Finally the guy passed out and we had to take his ass home with taxi.”
“Where are you now?”
“I just dropped into my favorite place where I can get a breakfast in peace. Daiki left already. He went home to sleep, but he sends his undying hate to you and some promise about kicking your ass hard. If I remember that’s all.” Ben added clearing his throat. “Wanna join?”
“Ummm… I though… “ Jin started, but Ben cut in.
“You rather spend the morning with your precious call-boy. I knew. You are the worst.”
“But if I’ll be kicked out I join you later,” Jin told his friend playfully.
“Don’t rush I won’t wait you anyway. I need a little sleep too, but I tell you, that you should call your manager before the bloke sends the FBI.”
“I wanted, but I called you first. My buddy is more important, than…”
“Shut up and pull your tongue out of my ass jackhole! I’m not your puppy who eats all your sweet talking gotcha?”
“You are grumpy in the mornings, aren’t you?”
“You don’t have to tell me, you are worse dude.”
“Today I’m not at all.” Jin smiled brightly putting out his cigarette. “I have a good mood, and I will have a good breakfast with my call-boy. See you later dude!”
With that Akanishi cut the line, before Ben could have cursed him through the line. He was sure right now his friend envied him like hell and if the blond haired man would have been there, he would have pushed Jin’s grinning face into the snow. But the singer didn’t care. He felt energetic and damn happy… and started to feel hungry as well.
He thought it would be the best to jump into his car and buy some food and an extra cup of his favorite coffee on the way. He didn’t want to wake Kazuya up this early and wouldn’t turn the house upside down while searching for some food. So he sat into his car and drove away.
The half an hour turned into two hours in the end, because he changed his mind and drove home taking a shower and fresh clothes. He even took his favorite guitar with just in case. Jin never knew when he gets a feeling to play a little or just write a new song. On his way he called his manager and promised the man that if he gets this day off, without a phone call, he will be in in time next day and work without a word, making all the interviews and photoshoots he has to do like a good boy. He dropped by at a nice bakery he liked and bought a lot of doughnuts and other sweets and not sweet things. He didn’t know what would Kazuya like so he ended up buying more dozens.
At Starbucks he bought a stronger one for himself, which he drank on the way back, and some other cups for Kazu-chan. There was mocha, latte and macchiato too. For the kids he bought hot chocolate, just in case. It was his luck that he took the Lexus, because he overdid it a little in the end, when he bought a huge bunch of red rose too. The flowery was next to the bakery and they just put out the fresh flowers when Jin got out of the shop. His eyes met the red bunch and without thinking on it twice he scooped it up too. It would be nice to surprise Kazu-chan he thought. His happiness made him into a giggling idiot who wanted to spoil the young guy more. He placed the stuffs inside the car and drove off quickly. He was already pretty late and Kazuya was probably by now.
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In the morning Kazuya refused to open his eyes, because of the headache he felt. For some minutes it didn't accrued to him what had happened, his mind was blurry and he could feel the aftereffect of the alcohol in his stomach. He looked around, clothes scattered on the floor, mobile also, the light signal he got mail was busy with shining, colors changing. Green...he got a mail... blue, he got a call. Call... Fernandez, concert, alcohol.... Akanishi Jin. His eyes popped open and the pain was long forgotten as he suddenly sat up with eyes wide, heart beating like a drum. He found himself in the middle of big mess, confusion ate his soul and he started to feel a little dizzy, this time not from something he drank.
Drinking... it made him lose his standards, break all the protective walls. God... how bitchy he behaved with Jin, he must have surprised the singer greatly and also scared him away. He didn't know he even can be like that... animal. He was never really drunk before, so he was sure when he gets drunk, the alcohol makes his desires and instincts stronger and his brain unable to work. Every little detail that popped into his mind made him more and more embarrassed. How HE was the one being all over the singer, urging him to all those dirty things, jumping on him giving him no time and opportunity to resist or escape. And the fact he was that needy he forced Akanishi to sleep with him without protection... again. Just how low he can be? He was warned not to, this must have made the singer angry, right?
He remembered everything what had happened between them. Every touch, the kisses, and the warmth he felt and he became hot all of a sudden though the room was chilly. How good it felt having Jin inside of him, how gentle the other was and how loved he felt...
Loved? He had to shake his head because of his own stupidity as he scanned the room one more time and looked at the bedside next to him where the scent of the singer still lingered. The proof he had been there but now... he was nowhere of course. It was understandable. The thoughts of 'next time we meet I will apologize' died immediately. There won't be next time.
What was Kazuya thinking after all? What can he be to Akanishi Jin? Of course if the other saw willingness in him to sleep with, he would, men are like this, right? Right. So damn right. And the singer hadn't really had other choice in those ciscumstances.
Why oh why wasn't Kazuya stronger? He so knew he will hurt himself going to the concert and after it to the meeting with Akanishi. He shouldn't have let himself fall so deep, to allow himself the luxury of ending in the arms of the man, to feel all the overwhelming feelings and wake up to nothing. To a cold bed, being left alone. Sometimes he has to think of other than being polite and act by the rules. He should have said that foreigner guy sorry he can't go with him and just leave.
He had to sigh. Those were all excuses he knew. Not because of the guy, not because of the manners, not because of fearing of impoliteness, he wanted to be there. And this is what he hated in himself. Nothing in the world could make him so up-side-down as Akanishi Jin.
But now... he was left to face the cruel reality where he was nowhere in the singer's life. He was nothing to the other man after all. It hurt pretty much actually, but the more he was thinking about it the more he understood the reason and the absurd part of thinking on them together forever. It just wasn't the scheme that matched them. Impossible. Why did fate make them to meet? To teach Kame a lesson? If this lesson was about self-control, he totally failed in it.
As he moved and got out of the bed the aftereffect of the night was still there, the hot rounds made his body feel a bit sore. It would have been alright. Totally alright if he hasn't woken up alone.
His eyes traveled onto his mobile and he reached down to take it into his hand, just watching the dancing of the lights on it for a while. He blamed himself so much that he had a faint hope that the missed call was from the singer miraculously. Why would it be? He should wake up from the fairytale-like dream he lived himself into already. Even after such a shock and disappointment of waking up alone his dreams cannot face the reality? What did his heart need to understand the obvious? No fairytales, no love, why can't it understand what his mind already did? Sometimes he was wondering why people were punished with being able to feel strong emotions. With being able to feel at all. His life took a drastic turn and he felt as if he was falling down into a hole. Everything was so crazy. There was no rhythm like it used to have. He didn't have so much big things in life before, but now... after a totally dreamlike good thing, a totally bad one. He was tired of the shocks which came one after another washing his sanity away. He had to go with the flow, but that flow belonged to a very stormy river.
As he collected his strength to open his mobile another splash of cold water hit him, this time it was the guilt he felt when he saw the caller's name and read the messages. Hiro.
He was a great friend, always there when needed and Kame was totally unfair to him. Keeping secrets, lying but he dragged him along selfishly to the concert. And at the end? He left him there with strangers, not thinking anything else just his own self. He should have been more grateful, to be there for his friend not to chase a future which never comes. Had this one-sided love he felt changed him so much? To even be a bad friend? How could Akanishi make his mind so away? Why did he have to feel like this? He didn't really like what he became.
'I am very sorry Hiro, please forgive me. I am alright, please don't worry. I will tell you everything from the beginning. Tell me when you are free to meet.' He wrote it and pushed send, sitting on the side of his bed for a while, promising himself to be a better person and stronger. He was afraid with the word sorry it can't be erased. There will be always a thorn in their friendship from now on, right? Will he lose everything? Even that one friend he had? He didn't help but couldn't think positively. The things Jin made him feel, the things the other did to him were so new he started to live only for them. It was a mistake.
He went to the bathroom which was next to his room and looked into the mirror. He looked awful and tired. Even if he wasn't just a poor kid from downtown Akanishi wouldn't be able to love him, right? He washed his face and sighed. He shouldn't feel this disappointed, they promised nothing to each other at all with Jin. They lived in different worlds and Kazuya knew that so well. First he was desperate, now he just was tired and angry. Yes, he was angry, but not at the singer. He felt rage and so much anger at himself. Why did he allow it? Allowed? It was worse... HE really started the whole thing with inviting the other in. The reason of the request from Akanishi still made him puzzled, but most likely the other was under the influence of alcohol too. Why else would Jin ask a kiss from him? He swore himself they won't meet again, that it will protect him and will be the best. And what? Here he was with a broken heart, bad mood and disappointment ate him up inside because he was too weak to keep this promise. You deserved it. The voice in him echoed made him more and more grumpy as he started to go down the stairs.
His brothers were sitting at the table and this was when the thought popped into his mind and he tried not to panic and act natural. What if they heard them? How loud was he? At night he didn't pay attention to anything at all, so it had the possibility he was very noisy. Just what a bad brother was he to forget the being of his brothers because of a man? He started to be even more angry at himself if it was possible. Great... not only he forgot his best friend but his brothers too. His family which meant the life to him. Okay, this has gone too far. Goodbye Akanishi Jin, goodbye stupid feelings. Away, just go away!
"Good morning!" he greeted them, trying to act normally, even cheerful but he knew he failed miserably in it. He just couldn't press down the anger he felt against himself and the miserable situation. The brothers nodded and greeted him also, but their face told the oldest they had something to say or ask. Great. They overheard them right? They maybe even saw them. He failed as a brother. Magnificent, seriously. This time he really swore to everything he held dear he won't ever go in the near of Akanishi Jin for real. Enough. The end.
"I will make you breakfast right away. The usual?" Kazuya asked but as he went to the cupboard in the kitchen he was careless and stumbled upon the little chair which was always there. The three boys looked at him and then at each other.
'Act natural, act natural' Kame repeated in himself, but he almost dropped the cereal box when he heard the question of his youngest brother.
"Are you alright Nii-chan? I heard you must have had a terrible nightmare." The child was looking at him with innocent and worried eyes and Kame felt more guilty all of a sudden. He has to be there for his brothers always and shouldn't make them worry.
"Oh... uhh... yes, I am okay, It was just a dream Yuuya, don't worry." He tried to smile, but the boys were not really convinced.
"You work too much brother, we want to do something to make your days easier, please tell us what to do!" The oldest among the three pleaded but Kame just smiled at him. How cute he was!
"You don't have to do anything, I am happy that I can take care of you all. I am sorry to cause so much worry lately, I promise I will be a better brother from now on and I will spend more time with you." He wanted to be true to his words. Just how hard can it be to forget love and live for his family? He hoped not hard, but something told him otherwise.
"Are you really... okay Kazu?" Yuuichirou asked while eyeing the way his big brother was walking... limping. "You fell somewhere? Your walk is a little..." He didn't really know how to express himself.
Kame tried hard not to blush but he was afraid he failed so he turned his head back to the cereal and concentrated onto it. He just couldn't look into the eyes of the child.
"You know... it's winter and I slipped, but.. it is really not a big deal, it just hurts a little, but I am sure it will go away soon." Another lie. So much of them lately. He felt with every little lie he become more and more bad person.
"You should go to doctor." Kouji said but the oldest shook his head.
"No no I really am okay." Kame thanked God his brothers were still not that old to figure out what really had happened. Or they did just want to be polite? The trail of thoughts were broken with the doorbell ringing. It must be Hiro, he must be damn worried, Kazuya thought and he put the cereal down to go to open the door, but Yuuya was quicker, already running to the entrance. He wanted to help his big brother whose leg visibly hurt, he was glad he could do something too.
"Waah!" Came the surprised scream of the little boy as he saw the banquet headed-bodied man in the doorway. The flowers totally hid the face and upper body of the man and from that angle, it totally looked like as if it was connected to his legs so the boy got scared a little. "A roseheaded-bodied monster is here!"
All of them looked into the direction of the door and Kame raised his eyes. Why would Hiro bring flowers?
The huge bunch moved to the side and a surprised Akanishi blinked at Kazuya and the three guys who were even more surprised, probably shocked facing the man. Jin didn’t expect to meet them like that all in once, like they have been waited at him around the kitchen table to arrive.
“O-oh, hi! Seems I have a bad timing."
***
To be continued
AN: Sorry for the late update!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! :D
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Author theblackheat & tanakakoki_fan
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warning: unbetaed
Summary: Jin is a famous solo artist, working on his new album. Kame is a young man working in more part time jobs gaining money for his poor family. They don't know each other, but their life crosses by a lucky chance.
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Previous Chapters:
Chapter 1 / hapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 part part2/ Chapter 7 Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10
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Kame's mind totally blanked out, he gave himself fully to the overwhelming feeling which was consuming him the same way as the singer's lips, continuing the passionate kiss. He didn't know... and didn't even care where they were, it can't be reality anyway. Or was it? Was the concert a dream too? And why was he so dizzy but at the same time so comfortably warm? His heartbeat sped up and he burned from desire. If it was not a dream how could they end up like this? His mind was in a mess and the alcohol did its best to make his common sense numb. One of his hands tightened around the neck of Akanishi out of instincts, hungry for more as his desires took control of his full being. As he tried to lift his other hand, his elbow accidentally bumped into the doorknob which caused the door to open.
Jin felt the younger’s body falling back, which was supported by the door until that, he had no time to gain some balance for both of them. The only thing he was able to do while his mind was still foggy from the passionate kiss they shared and didn’t want to break, was taking a strong hold around the slim waist of Kazuya and swing them to the side. After they stumbled over the entrance and he pushed the younger against the wall holding the guy in a protective embrace, his teeth clinked together and a deep groan left his mouth because of the rough kiss.
The situation started to be out of control and Kame sank deeper and deeper into the passion. Something at the back of his mind screamed that it was not a good idea, but the voice was so faint he couldn’t really acknowledge it. His heart was beating painfully fast and he felt his body being hot. The kiss became more and more heated and he just couldn’t slow down. The sensual voice of the singer just fired him up more and he himself couldn’t suppress a faint moan. As he heard himself this was the time it struck him: they were in his house, inside. As he broke free to breathe he looked into Jin’s eyes and he knew, if the other won't stop he won't be so strong to hold him back.
“Ka-zu-chan… “ Jin moaned fighting for the air that run out of his lungs and looked at the younger through half lidded eyes. Those eyes of him, which got darker from the passion and focused on the cherry lips. The singer was far from being drunk, he had only a few sip of champagne, maybe it was almost a glass, but right now he felt if he had drunken a bottle and the world spun around him. He was dizzy all over and had to take a strong hold on the call-boy, who was like a magnet drawing him closer and closer until his lips were an inch away.
“Kazu-chan… ang… I want you.”
Looking at the singer like that, being seductive and breathtakingly cool, Kazuya thought his legs will give in. The sentence and the voice sent shiver along his spine, flooding all of his body. Before Kame could think straight, not that it was possible at this time, his protective walls crashed, vow to himself not to ever do this again faded away he grabbed the hand of the singer tugging him upstairs and headed into his room. He didn't really acknowledge anything, he wasn't aware of what he was doing, the alcohol and the burning desire fogged his mind, blocking him from being rational while his heart threatened him to jump out of the cage of his chest. Did he drink this much? Even closing the door behind him, being in his own room with Akanishi Jin didn't reach Kame's rational side and he stepped close to the singer, saying nothing, just leaning in for a kiss.
The act of the younger surprised Jin, but he was not able to stop Kazuya and stumbled after the other man in the darkness. They headed upstairs and entered a tiny room, which was probably Kamenashi’s own territory Jin thought so. The singer had no time to look around, even if he could see something after the heavy blanket of the darkness was pulled back giving place for a little light of the heater that the younger turned on but even while doing so, he was kissing the singer mercilessly. It was a wonder he actually could turn it on. The soft lips were on his claiming for more attention, while his back leant against the door for support. The Kazu-chan now was much dominating than the Kazu-chan from the last time. That was cute and sometimes adorable while being embarrassed, but this was more passionate, like the call-boy who was able to make him hard only with his voice. He wanted Kazu-chan, he wanted all of them.
Kazuya's mind blanked out and the alcohol totally made the feelings he wanted to suppress coming to surface, living only for the illusional moment, burning, feeling insanely turned on. Nuzzling and cuddling, his hand traveled up and down on the broad chest of Akanishi at first, then tightened around his waist, bringing much more closer while moaning into the kiss.
"Jin..." His voice trembled as much as his body from the need for the singer. He wanted to be consumed, to be forever like this, the other to be closer, much much more...
"Ah..." the young man started to lead Akanishi to his bed, slowly sitting onto it, never breaking the kiss, pulling the singer down with him while his heart was still beating like crazy.
Jin let the younger lead him to the bed. He was busy with roaming his hands along the slim body, getting under the clothes, which blocked his way to reach the soft skin under them. His tongue played with the others, luring out the sweet voice of Kazu-chan. The touches along his body and the soft moans which the younger man gave out fired his blood and made him turned on. He was already over the point where he could turn back. It was… it was like a huge black hole sucking him in and making his mind turn off letting the sense rule his body.
“Ka-zu-ya… you are so… sweet. I can’t… ahn… get enough,” Jin’s voice sounded like a deep groan, while his lips wandered from the mouth to the ear and licked his way down on the neck.
What was the singer saying and why did it make him being at the edge more wanting to become one even more desperately? Every of his cell screamed for Jin's touch, let tomorrow never come. His back touched the bed but it was just for a fleeting second because he arched torwards Jin, tilting his head to feel the spoiling lips more. The trace of Jin's lips left fire in his body, it burnt and he felt never so sensitive before. He didn't even notice he was babbling between moans.
"God... Jin... please... don't stop... want you, want you so bad." His hands caressed into the other's velvet hair, making it messy.
The singer continued his way along the sensitive skin, while his hands worked on to undress Kazu-chan. The clothes slowly disappeared from his sight and fell onto the floor creating small piles here and there, while Jin tasted the missed flavor of the moaning man under him. It was better than any dessert and better than any drink he had tasted before. Although everything was so familiar, all little thing had double effect on him. Like the tiny nipples, which got even tinier after he took them into his mouth, or the unbelievable slender waist, which was connected to them with a beautiful abs. He had to taste it all. He just couldn’t get enough of them.
In the end there was only a small boxer left that covered the younger man, after he pulled the jeans down, or particularly tore the poor fabric off of the young man in one piece. Then he knelt there between the alluring thighs panting like a marathon runner and glared at Kazu-chan who was spread on the bed and looked mesmerizing in the dim orange-light. All the little bursts of flame danced inside the heater and projected some special lightshow to the naked skin. Even the dark orbs got some extra shine from them. It was kind of perfect work of art.
“You’re… so… beautiful,” may it sound ridiculous, but he was amazed and the words just ran out of his mouth without thinking on it further.
Kame felt how his body became naked in record speed and he didn't mind it at all. Everything was so perfect at the moment and the words of Jin made his cheek burn. He felt so loved like never before and his foggy mind made him even believe it. His body was shivering helplessly under the ministration of the older, who was very skillful to make Kazuya lose himself even more and behave like a wild cat.
His hands started to undress the man above him impatiently, whimpering when some of the fabric was too stubborn to be removed easily.
"I never ever...wanted anything more...than you... ahnnnn" He didn't know what he was saying; he was in a kind of spell. The world was still turning around somewhat, cool air surrounded his body, but he was not cold at all. The opposite, he felt hot and he just couldn't stop himself from starting kissing the neck of the singer, licking it, biting on it very carefully but passionately at the same time, his hands fighting with the belt of the pants on Jin.
First the singer only returned the kiss, but after a while he helped the younger to get lost of the clothes. His skin was burning from the light touches and made his cock twitch inside his pants from the impatience.
“Ahnn… I’m here… you… can have me, as many times… you want, Kazu-chan.”
When the short fingers reached out for his boxer he took them into his hands making the movement stop and lent forward for a deep kiss. He wanted the young man as much as he never wanted anything before, but he was too much excited and the singer had a little fear that this time he will act the same way he did it the last. He didn’t want to rush as much and didn’t want to cause unpleasant feeling or what more, pain to Kazuya. Jin learnt from the last time. With a strong hold around the slim waist he turned them over so, that Akanishi lied on his back and Kazu-chan straddled him leaning on him in a tight embrace.
Kame was a little surprised from the turn, but he didn't give himself time to ponder. His hunger was stronger than his shock and he acted as his heart and instincts told him. First he was kissing Jin's lips, deeply, passionately, hands caressing the spot behind the singer's ear, and then slipped to the neck, down on the chest. His lips followed his hand, giving butterfly kisses onto the neck and chest, taking his time to make Akanishi's nipple harder, licking on them, pinching them softly. He was sitting on the older's stomach, feeling Akanishi's hard cock behind his back. His legs on both sides of Jin he supported himself on them and moved a little backwards so their cocks collided. With slow movements he started to move, to rub the cocks together, sometimes caressing Jin's skin with his own while he engaged their lips in another heated kiss.
“Uhh… ahn…” a long groan broke free from Akanishi’s throat, while his back arched up from the sensation, that the call-boy caused him sucking on his nipples. After Kazu-chan found his most sensitive spot and nibbled on his collarbones he kind of lost his sense of time and surrounding. The only thing he was able to do was to feel. Feel more of the pleasure that the younger gave him with light touches and kisses. His hands slipped down to the round bottom and took a strong hold on the alluring curves of the butt cheeks kneading them, pushing and pulling closer the other increasing the friction. The voice of Kazuya, who gave out such erotic moans and the connection of their bodies made him crazy. Only a faint voice inside him, which repeated ‘take it slow, take it slow…’ like a mantra could hold him back from turning them around again and rip off the last part of clothes that still blocked the way.
Kame totally lost it, he turned into a moaning mess. Though they didn't do that much yet, the young man felt so completely out of his mind from the happenings. The caresses, the strong and warm hands touched him at the most perfect places which made him lose control over his body. His trembling hand reached for Jin's boxer and hated the material with all of his heart because it was very hard to remove; he was fighting with it desperately without any success. He was so impatient, wanted to feel more, skin on skin to bring him onto a higher level. Everything was so good, his whole body was shaking from the excitement and he never really stopped moving against the singer.
"More... ahnnn…" he panted against Jin's neck as his hands tried hard to remove the piece of cloths which separated them. "Jin..."
The pleading gained hearing and the disturbing last pieces of clothes joined to the piles on the floor in a short time. They were totally naked now panting from excitement. Jin took the younger’s cheeks into his hands making Kazu-chan look at him.
“What do you want, Kazuya? I’ll give it all… to you,” he spoke on a deep voice keeping the eye contact. If somebody would have told him a half an hour ago, that he would end in the bed with the pouting call-boy, who has sat next to him in the car, he would have thought that the one is a bit loony. The kiss must have had a magic on them blowing away those pressures and anger. What more, it also pushed the right button on the younger who let out all his passion and the hunger that was fed by his desire till now. They had a few hot phone calls behind, but none of them as hot and sexy as the real Kazu-chan in front of him. Better to say on him and naked what’s more. Breath-taking and beautiful.
Kame's eyes met the singer's and he fell into the trap of the spell even more, almost gasping by the intensity of the stare. Now he was not only drunk from the alcohol but also the desire he felt. He was sure he wouldn't be this courageous if his mind wasn't taken away by the alcohol, but before he could even think about what he had said, the word just slipped out of his mouth.
"You..."
His voice was full with passion, deep and he didn't notice that is was the same one he used in the phone with the older, just more fired this time. Why was the singer so good to him? Why did they end up here? He didn't know but he didn't have common sense now to ponder about these things and to think about anything at all. He closed his eyes and conquered Jin's lips in a deep kiss, starting to move on the top of him now naked, moaning as their cocks collided without any barrier separating them.
Jin leant into the kiss fighting for dominance and brushing his tongue deep inside the other’s mouth. He wanted to taste the hotness, the moans and the playful tongue of Kazuya. Their little game sent more and more impulses deeper down, where his groin was eagerly waiting for the action. Sensitive skin was sliding on sensitive skin making them wet and firing their lust, which made their body tremble in passion. Jin was wriggling and groaning under the younger helplessly. He wanted more. Much more. If Kazuya won’t take the next step…
“Ahnn… Ka-zu… just take me. Lead me… I can’t… can’t hold back… longer.”
Kame's cheeks flushed even more red and for a fleeting second he didn't really know what to do. He just closed his eyes and let the dirty things, which he was imagining during phone calls come to life. He supported himself on his knees, but only for the shortest time when he grabbed the older man's cock and started to massage it, slowly guided it so the tip touched his hole. He didn't think of anything else, just the lust and the anticipation almost burst him out.
“Oh!... shh.. ahhn.. wait! Kazu-chan, s-stop for a minute!” Jin had a hard time to press the words through his teeth. His body protested against his brain, but he had to stop the younger before that could have jumped on him. It was too fast. Surely too fast for, what he had in his mind until now. Though he still wanted the other man with all of his cells, like hell. Everything consuming hot hell.
“T-take it slow… little slower. I have condom somewhere in my pocket… I think.”
"Hnn…" Kame whimpered and nuzzled closer. He was not on his right mind and started kissing the singer's neck. "Not needed... please..." He cooed into the crook of Jin's neck. He didn't want to stop, just wanted Akanishi with every of his might.
“It is. Listen… “ Jin took again the younger’s cheeks between his palms claiming for attention. “I do want you like hell, but… I want you safely. Okay?”
Deja vu... as if they already talked about this. Images of that night flooded Kame's mind and he became more eager for the other. He wanted to be as close as possible. He whined a little and didn't give time to Jin to search for the protection. He attacked Akanishi's lips, neck then licked along his collarbone, taking his mind away from what his hand was doing: guiding the older's cock once again to his hole, starting to lead it inside of him very slowly with a low moan. The impatient desire and alcohol made him not even care what he was doing, he just wanted to cause Jin an unforgettable night. Without any preparation it was a little painful, but his desire overclouded everything as he tried his best to guide it deeper, with not much success though.
"Ahnnn nnhhh...." his hand grabbed the singer's shoulder and he tilted his head back a little.
“Shit! Ahnn…” Jin bit on his lower lip holding his breath as the tightness swallowed him. His fingers dug into the porcelain skin grabbing a handful of Kazuya’s perfect butt, while his toes curled in. All his muscles stiffened for a long minute while he tried to adjust to the feeling. Kazuya managed to lead inside only the head, but that caused them such an intense feeling that Akanishi thought he was already on the edge and it won’t last longer for him, than a few trust. ‘Keep calm, keep calm!’ he repeated his own mantra again. He should calm down a little, before he would go too early leaving a tensed Kazuya behind.
“Oh God you are crazy.”
Kame didn't hear the words said, he was focused on breathing and enduring the impact that hit him like a baseball bat. They were far from end, but even that little friction was so overwhelming he felt his cock twitched several times. He started little pushing movements out of instincts to help himself adjust more and urging the cock inside of him the way he can cope with it, his nails dug into the shoulder of the other, but he tried not to hurt him.
"Ahnnn... God... you are so...hard and big... Jin… ahnnn" His head was tilted back even more as he was rocking himself on the top of the singer, taking a little in with every move.
Now Jin was the one who had to take care about his breathing. Kazuya was like a fiery colt living only for his instincts. He had to keep a strong hold around the younger, leading him the way Akanishi won’t hurt him. The pose must have been not the best for entering the younger. He felt how the muscles of the other man above him stiffened with every movement. Like this Kazu-chan won’t manage to relax to take him in as they both wanted.
“Shh… wait a little!” the singer panted and with a tight hold around the other’s waist he turned them over again topping the young man. “Try to relax, okay?” he whispered into the ear of Kazuya and drove him into a passionate kiss, while he was doing his best not to move for a while.
The sudden change made Kame somewhat surprised, but he adjusted to it in a second. Like this the angle was different and he could ease himself more. The kiss drove his mind away from the tightness and his muscles relaxed slowly, accepting Jin in as if he was meant to be there. The kiss was so passionate he could hardly catch up with it, but he tried his best though he was a bit clumsy at times. Kazuya caressed the other's back hastily and sometimes cupped his butt, giving it a squeeze. He was already out of this world.
"M... move... ahnnn..."
An irritating grin grew on Akanishi’s face hearing the order from Kazu-chan. It was somehow cute and indescribable sexy at the same time how the other turned from the one moment to the other into such a dominant person. He loved that he was able to make that with his call-boy. That blushing shy call-boy who didn’t dare to look into his eyes and on the same night he was ordering him to move… move deeper inside him, what Jin wanted so badly since his lips touched Kazuya’s in the doorway not long ago.
“Are you sure?” with the last piece of his sanity he teased the younger under him pulling back slowly almost out of the hotness of the tight walls.
Kame gave out an unsatisfied whimper, locking his legs around Jin's waist and pulled him closer. The sudden move caused Jin's cock to slip in again, deeper than before and Kame gave out a loud moan, his body trembling, hands desperately grabbing Jin's skin for some sanity.
“Ahhn… I … I take that to a yes,” Jin moaned closing his eyes as he tried to keep a hold on the overwhelming feeling that welcomed him slipping back between the teasing walls. It was just good… too good to be true. His devilish hips started to work and he trusted in deeper and deeper with every movement in a slow rhythm.
Kazuya thought it can't be better than it already was, but he had to admit, it can. He immediately reached a new level of lust, a higher one, where pain didn't exist, only the crazy need for the other. He wanted to be consumed, to become one in every cell with the singer. Those hips were so talented and the feeling so intense he couldn’t keep his voice down. His hand reached for Jin's head, pulling him to a feverish kiss, while he tried to fasten the pace with thrusting back the same rhythm as the other.
"Nhhh..."
In his foggy state Jin noticed he made a good job increasing the sensation of the other man. Although he did the same to himself as well pushing his limits further with that. The wriggling round butt met his thrusts causing him lose his calmness and urging him to speed up a little. Kazu-chan was so alluring and damn hot moaning under him and taking a tight hold here and there urging the singer to increase the rhythm. Jin was painfully close to his own edge and Kazuya pushed him deeper to the craziness. Finally he grabbed the younger’s butt with both of his hands and lifted the other’s legs the way he could place them onto his shoulders. The new angle let him sink deeper than before, while his mouth swallowed all those long moans in a messy kiss, he caused both of them doing so. ‘Oh, holly shit! That will be his end, won’t it?’
Kame felt the world become more and more blank as he felt numb from the overwhelming sensation. He knew, he was dangerously close to the peak, he felt it in every of his vein. He kept saying Jin's name between the muffled moans and hot kisses, thrusting his hips more, letting the other invade him even deeper. His own cock was twitching and as hard as a rock. One of his hands grabbed the sheet and had a strong grip on it. He tossed his head back a little and closed his eyes.
"I...ahnn.."
It was New Year’s Eve, an awesome hot damn good New Year’s Eve. Falling snow in the coldness outside and moaning hotness inside. Jin even was able to see the fireworks in front of his eyes when he came after some mind-blowing long thrusts he was able to make sending both of them over the edge. His muscles tightened at the last time before they went numb. It was New Year’s Eve, the best New Year’s Eve he has had.
Kame's mind blanked out for several seconds as he gave in to the overwhelming orgasm. His body arched from the bed and was panting as if he had run a marathon. He felt he was in heaven on a cloud, warm, the aftereffect was still making his legs shiver and he was unable to open his eyes for a minute, he needed to be down on Earth again for it. The comfortable numbness, which he has never felt before he met the singer. His arms pulled the man as close to him as it was possible, holding him in a tight embrace, his chest rising hectically because of the panting still.
Jin buried his face into the crook of the younger’s neck and gave into the numbness. He let his body press heavily on the other man under him for a short time. His heart was still beating crazily and he needed more time to gain back a normal breathing after the orgasm. It was an amazing orgasm after all, but not just that. Usually he would have rolled off of his partner lighting a cigarette, but not now. The warm embrace made him feel safe and loved. Love? Was that possible he already felt more?
With a husky groan he broke free from the hug and turned the younger to the side, making him some place on the small bed.
“I will squash you,” he added while he snuggled closer from behind.
Kazuya's mind was still in the comfortable foggy state of pleasure and he turned his head to be able to look at the singer in the eye. So handsome... His heart started to beat fast again and his half lidded eyes closed as he snuggled closer, pressing his back to the singer smiling. He still didn't really acknowledge what he was doing and in sober state he wouldn't dare to act like this.
“Happy New Year!” Jin smiled and nibbled on the swollen lips. His nose was still filled with the scent of their lovemaking. It was like an exotic perfume and he snuggled closer, inhaling the aroma and tasting the inviting earlobes too. Kazu-chan was like a purring cat in his arms and the singer enjoyed every single minutes of it.
Kazuya gasped a little and tilted his head automatically to give the lips more access. His cheeks got flushed as he felt his heart start to beat fast again, but the alcohol still made his mind numb and his body and heart to live for the feeling.
"J...Jin?"
“Hmm?” the taller man responded hearing his name, but he kept nibbling on the earlobe and down on the alluring neck making the younger’s breathing hectic again. Was it possible that he couldn’t get enough of the other man? They just had an awesome round and still… a few minutes later they got excited again. Or was that only his imagination? Kazu-chan seemed to get turned on again… just like Jin behind him, whose cock was pressed against a perfect shaped butt. Oh, that slim waist and its round bottom where his hands lost the sense of time again.
“Yes?... I’m… nhh… listening, babe.”
Kame couldn't form words as the familiar excitement filled his body again. He just couldn't help it, he couldn't say stop to himself, and he knew soon he will again turn into a moaning mess.
"Ah..." His butt instinctively jerked towards the other's skin and he closed his eyes whimpering as he felt the hard cock.
The singer captured the moaning lips and sucked on the soft flesh before he entered the younger’s mouth with his tongue. One of his hands travelled down on the chest until it reached the flat belly, where it made a few circles caressing the trembling muscles. Before it continued its way to find Kazuya’s erection that welcomed the warm fingers, which tightened around it.
“You meant… ahnn here? Do you want… more?”
Yes, Akanishi touched exactly the right spot to make Kame unable to catch his breath within a short time. The young man reached behind, groping Jin's ass, pulling it even closer to his already heated skin. Kame didn't know what "he meant" anymore, he was not able to form words as he gave in for the spoiling the second time that night. Let tomorrow be damned, all he wanted was to feel those strong arms on him and it felt oh so good he had to moan again, signaling how much he liked it
Jin got the sign and covered the younger man with his body slipping back between the hot walls while his hand didn’t stop working on Kazuya. He felt the urge to give pleasure while he got just as much in the same time. It was heaven. A consuming hot heaven with maximum pleasure that swallowed him and he let it, let himself sink deeper with every thrust.
***
In the dim morning light Jin tried to turn around in his sleep, but his way was blocked with something. Something that was bigger and warm and curled up under the blanket next to him. The singer stretched his muscles and rubbed his face whipping the tiredness away. After he sat up on the tiny bed and looked around the memories from last night slowly sank in. He was with Kazuya, took him home and… had an awesome sex in the end. His lips curled up in satisfaction and his eyes searched for the young man, who was buried under the huge and tick duvet quilt, though some of his brown locks peeked out curiously.
In the room the temperature was a little chilly, but the blanket kept them warm, even so they were naked under it. Jin lifted the duvet a little and leant closer to the sleeping man next to him. Kazuya still had a sweet aroma mixed with their scent of lovemaking. He lied on his back, his head turned to the other side. The almond shaped eyes were hid under the eyelids with long and heavy eyelashes. The alluring lips were parted as the young man breathed slowly in his deep sleep. His muscles were relaxed completely making his face indescribable beautiful.
Jin nuzzled closer making Kazuya mumble in his sleep. The singer had to chuckle soundlessly and placed a faint little peck on the cherry lips, which were a little still swollen from the last night. The warmness and the soft body of the younger in Akanishi’s arms caused him to almost fall asleep too, when his iPhone started to buzz. Biting back a curse Jin moved and picked the annoying thing up pushing the screen to make it shut down. It was a new message he got from Ben. Actually it was the nineteenth in the row he got during the night, not only from Ben, but even from Daiki and his manager. They all called him without success and rather left him a couple of messages letting him know how stupid and impolite it was from him to disappear from his own party.
A deep groan left the singer as he sat up annoyed. His little sweet bubble of happiness burst quickly. Jin was sure it was the former message that destroyed his comfortable sleep and woke him up. It was still early in the morning, just somewhat after six. The sun was not up but the morning twilight already took over the place of the darkness. How much sleep he had? Probably a few hours, not more.
Jin jumped into his clothes in a hurry and decided to go out for a morning smoke and call the idiots back to let them know he was alright and no need to worry. He left the room carefully not to wake Kazuya up and headed down the stairs. Downstairs there was a small room which was the kitchen and the living room in one. It looked nice and comfortable. Jin was sure there was no one who has lighted a cigarette there ever. So he searched for his shoes and headed outside slipping into his coat as well.
The New Year’s morning was calm and freezing. Fucking freezing, but it made Jin awake in no minute. He scrolled down the list of the last unanswered calls, and pushed the name ‘nerve-killer B’.
“Yo! Happy New Year bro!”
“What the hell, it’s impossible that the famous Akanishi Jin called me back.” Ben’s voice was sarcastic as always and a little bit tired. Maybe he was sleeping when Jin rang him. “Did you have a good night? I hope you did, because I didn’t. I got a dude into my neck and had to babysit him. Ring any bells?”
“Yeah, sorry. Kazuya was a little wasted and I took him home.”
“And just in case he will be worse you stayed and nursed his tight ass. Am I right?”
“No! It was not like that!” Jin snorted into the phone and took a deep drag from the cigarette.
“Okay! But you did fuck him… in the end, didn’t you?”
“Well,… un, yes.” Akanishi mumbled.
“At least you spoiled your cock, while I was playing best buddies with a nerd. It was nice gift from you jegga. If I won’t forget I will thank you later.”
Jin was sure Ben won’t forget it and he has to pay back. If he must have to deal with that guy he would have tied him, gaged and left him behind closed doors, to prevent Hiro from freeing himself and run after them. He couldn’t have been nice with the guy who was so close to Kazuya all the time. Whenever he looked at the black haired man his hands started to itch to hit the handsome face.
“So, it went smooth and you got lost from him in the end, right?”
“Yes. After we filled him with some alcohol, dragged him along into the clubs. Finally the guy passed out and we had to take his ass home with taxi.”
“Where are you now?”
“I just dropped into my favorite place where I can get a breakfast in peace. Daiki left already. He went home to sleep, but he sends his undying hate to you and some promise about kicking your ass hard. If I remember that’s all.” Ben added clearing his throat. “Wanna join?”
“Ummm… I though… “ Jin started, but Ben cut in.
“You rather spend the morning with your precious call-boy. I knew. You are the worst.”
“But if I’ll be kicked out I join you later,” Jin told his friend playfully.
“Don’t rush I won’t wait you anyway. I need a little sleep too, but I tell you, that you should call your manager before the bloke sends the FBI.”
“I wanted, but I called you first. My buddy is more important, than…”
“Shut up and pull your tongue out of my ass jackhole! I’m not your puppy who eats all your sweet talking gotcha?”
“You are grumpy in the mornings, aren’t you?”
“You don’t have to tell me, you are worse dude.”
“Today I’m not at all.” Jin smiled brightly putting out his cigarette. “I have a good mood, and I will have a good breakfast with my call-boy. See you later dude!”
With that Akanishi cut the line, before Ben could have cursed him through the line. He was sure right now his friend envied him like hell and if the blond haired man would have been there, he would have pushed Jin’s grinning face into the snow. But the singer didn’t care. He felt energetic and damn happy… and started to feel hungry as well.
He thought it would be the best to jump into his car and buy some food and an extra cup of his favorite coffee on the way. He didn’t want to wake Kazuya up this early and wouldn’t turn the house upside down while searching for some food. So he sat into his car and drove away.
The half an hour turned into two hours in the end, because he changed his mind and drove home taking a shower and fresh clothes. He even took his favorite guitar with just in case. Jin never knew when he gets a feeling to play a little or just write a new song. On his way he called his manager and promised the man that if he gets this day off, without a phone call, he will be in in time next day and work without a word, making all the interviews and photoshoots he has to do like a good boy. He dropped by at a nice bakery he liked and bought a lot of doughnuts and other sweets and not sweet things. He didn’t know what would Kazuya like so he ended up buying more dozens.
At Starbucks he bought a stronger one for himself, which he drank on the way back, and some other cups for Kazu-chan. There was mocha, latte and macchiato too. For the kids he bought hot chocolate, just in case. It was his luck that he took the Lexus, because he overdid it a little in the end, when he bought a huge bunch of red rose too. The flowery was next to the bakery and they just put out the fresh flowers when Jin got out of the shop. His eyes met the red bunch and without thinking on it twice he scooped it up too. It would be nice to surprise Kazu-chan he thought. His happiness made him into a giggling idiot who wanted to spoil the young guy more. He placed the stuffs inside the car and drove off quickly. He was already pretty late and Kazuya was probably by now.
***
In the morning Kazuya refused to open his eyes, because of the headache he felt. For some minutes it didn't accrued to him what had happened, his mind was blurry and he could feel the aftereffect of the alcohol in his stomach. He looked around, clothes scattered on the floor, mobile also, the light signal he got mail was busy with shining, colors changing. Green...he got a mail... blue, he got a call. Call... Fernandez, concert, alcohol.... Akanishi Jin. His eyes popped open and the pain was long forgotten as he suddenly sat up with eyes wide, heart beating like a drum. He found himself in the middle of big mess, confusion ate his soul and he started to feel a little dizzy, this time not from something he drank.
Drinking... it made him lose his standards, break all the protective walls. God... how bitchy he behaved with Jin, he must have surprised the singer greatly and also scared him away. He didn't know he even can be like that... animal. He was never really drunk before, so he was sure when he gets drunk, the alcohol makes his desires and instincts stronger and his brain unable to work. Every little detail that popped into his mind made him more and more embarrassed. How HE was the one being all over the singer, urging him to all those dirty things, jumping on him giving him no time and opportunity to resist or escape. And the fact he was that needy he forced Akanishi to sleep with him without protection... again. Just how low he can be? He was warned not to, this must have made the singer angry, right?
He remembered everything what had happened between them. Every touch, the kisses, and the warmth he felt and he became hot all of a sudden though the room was chilly. How good it felt having Jin inside of him, how gentle the other was and how loved he felt...
Loved? He had to shake his head because of his own stupidity as he scanned the room one more time and looked at the bedside next to him where the scent of the singer still lingered. The proof he had been there but now... he was nowhere of course. It was understandable. The thoughts of 'next time we meet I will apologize' died immediately. There won't be next time.
What was Kazuya thinking after all? What can he be to Akanishi Jin? Of course if the other saw willingness in him to sleep with, he would, men are like this, right? Right. So damn right. And the singer hadn't really had other choice in those ciscumstances.
Why oh why wasn't Kazuya stronger? He so knew he will hurt himself going to the concert and after it to the meeting with Akanishi. He shouldn't have let himself fall so deep, to allow himself the luxury of ending in the arms of the man, to feel all the overwhelming feelings and wake up to nothing. To a cold bed, being left alone. Sometimes he has to think of other than being polite and act by the rules. He should have said that foreigner guy sorry he can't go with him and just leave.
He had to sigh. Those were all excuses he knew. Not because of the guy, not because of the manners, not because of fearing of impoliteness, he wanted to be there. And this is what he hated in himself. Nothing in the world could make him so up-side-down as Akanishi Jin.
But now... he was left to face the cruel reality where he was nowhere in the singer's life. He was nothing to the other man after all. It hurt pretty much actually, but the more he was thinking about it the more he understood the reason and the absurd part of thinking on them together forever. It just wasn't the scheme that matched them. Impossible. Why did fate make them to meet? To teach Kame a lesson? If this lesson was about self-control, he totally failed in it.
As he moved and got out of the bed the aftereffect of the night was still there, the hot rounds made his body feel a bit sore. It would have been alright. Totally alright if he hasn't woken up alone.
His eyes traveled onto his mobile and he reached down to take it into his hand, just watching the dancing of the lights on it for a while. He blamed himself so much that he had a faint hope that the missed call was from the singer miraculously. Why would it be? He should wake up from the fairytale-like dream he lived himself into already. Even after such a shock and disappointment of waking up alone his dreams cannot face the reality? What did his heart need to understand the obvious? No fairytales, no love, why can't it understand what his mind already did? Sometimes he was wondering why people were punished with being able to feel strong emotions. With being able to feel at all. His life took a drastic turn and he felt as if he was falling down into a hole. Everything was so crazy. There was no rhythm like it used to have. He didn't have so much big things in life before, but now... after a totally dreamlike good thing, a totally bad one. He was tired of the shocks which came one after another washing his sanity away. He had to go with the flow, but that flow belonged to a very stormy river.
As he collected his strength to open his mobile another splash of cold water hit him, this time it was the guilt he felt when he saw the caller's name and read the messages. Hiro.
He was a great friend, always there when needed and Kame was totally unfair to him. Keeping secrets, lying but he dragged him along selfishly to the concert. And at the end? He left him there with strangers, not thinking anything else just his own self. He should have been more grateful, to be there for his friend not to chase a future which never comes. Had this one-sided love he felt changed him so much? To even be a bad friend? How could Akanishi make his mind so away? Why did he have to feel like this? He didn't really like what he became.
'I am very sorry Hiro, please forgive me. I am alright, please don't worry. I will tell you everything from the beginning. Tell me when you are free to meet.' He wrote it and pushed send, sitting on the side of his bed for a while, promising himself to be a better person and stronger. He was afraid with the word sorry it can't be erased. There will be always a thorn in their friendship from now on, right? Will he lose everything? Even that one friend he had? He didn't help but couldn't think positively. The things Jin made him feel, the things the other did to him were so new he started to live only for them. It was a mistake.
He went to the bathroom which was next to his room and looked into the mirror. He looked awful and tired. Even if he wasn't just a poor kid from downtown Akanishi wouldn't be able to love him, right? He washed his face and sighed. He shouldn't feel this disappointed, they promised nothing to each other at all with Jin. They lived in different worlds and Kazuya knew that so well. First he was desperate, now he just was tired and angry. Yes, he was angry, but not at the singer. He felt rage and so much anger at himself. Why did he allow it? Allowed? It was worse... HE really started the whole thing with inviting the other in. The reason of the request from Akanishi still made him puzzled, but most likely the other was under the influence of alcohol too. Why else would Jin ask a kiss from him? He swore himself they won't meet again, that it will protect him and will be the best. And what? Here he was with a broken heart, bad mood and disappointment ate him up inside because he was too weak to keep this promise. You deserved it. The voice in him echoed made him more and more grumpy as he started to go down the stairs.
His brothers were sitting at the table and this was when the thought popped into his mind and he tried not to panic and act natural. What if they heard them? How loud was he? At night he didn't pay attention to anything at all, so it had the possibility he was very noisy. Just what a bad brother was he to forget the being of his brothers because of a man? He started to be even more angry at himself if it was possible. Great... not only he forgot his best friend but his brothers too. His family which meant the life to him. Okay, this has gone too far. Goodbye Akanishi Jin, goodbye stupid feelings. Away, just go away!
"Good morning!" he greeted them, trying to act normally, even cheerful but he knew he failed miserably in it. He just couldn't press down the anger he felt against himself and the miserable situation. The brothers nodded and greeted him also, but their face told the oldest they had something to say or ask. Great. They overheard them right? They maybe even saw them. He failed as a brother. Magnificent, seriously. This time he really swore to everything he held dear he won't ever go in the near of Akanishi Jin for real. Enough. The end.
"I will make you breakfast right away. The usual?" Kazuya asked but as he went to the cupboard in the kitchen he was careless and stumbled upon the little chair which was always there. The three boys looked at him and then at each other.
'Act natural, act natural' Kame repeated in himself, but he almost dropped the cereal box when he heard the question of his youngest brother.
"Are you alright Nii-chan? I heard you must have had a terrible nightmare." The child was looking at him with innocent and worried eyes and Kame felt more guilty all of a sudden. He has to be there for his brothers always and shouldn't make them worry.
"Oh... uhh... yes, I am okay, It was just a dream Yuuya, don't worry." He tried to smile, but the boys were not really convinced.
"You work too much brother, we want to do something to make your days easier, please tell us what to do!" The oldest among the three pleaded but Kame just smiled at him. How cute he was!
"You don't have to do anything, I am happy that I can take care of you all. I am sorry to cause so much worry lately, I promise I will be a better brother from now on and I will spend more time with you." He wanted to be true to his words. Just how hard can it be to forget love and live for his family? He hoped not hard, but something told him otherwise.
"Are you really... okay Kazu?" Yuuichirou asked while eyeing the way his big brother was walking... limping. "You fell somewhere? Your walk is a little..." He didn't really know how to express himself.
Kame tried hard not to blush but he was afraid he failed so he turned his head back to the cereal and concentrated onto it. He just couldn't look into the eyes of the child.
"You know... it's winter and I slipped, but.. it is really not a big deal, it just hurts a little, but I am sure it will go away soon." Another lie. So much of them lately. He felt with every little lie he become more and more bad person.
"You should go to doctor." Kouji said but the oldest shook his head.
"No no I really am okay." Kame thanked God his brothers were still not that old to figure out what really had happened. Or they did just want to be polite? The trail of thoughts were broken with the doorbell ringing. It must be Hiro, he must be damn worried, Kazuya thought and he put the cereal down to go to open the door, but Yuuya was quicker, already running to the entrance. He wanted to help his big brother whose leg visibly hurt, he was glad he could do something too.
"Waah!" Came the surprised scream of the little boy as he saw the banquet headed-bodied man in the doorway. The flowers totally hid the face and upper body of the man and from that angle, it totally looked like as if it was connected to his legs so the boy got scared a little. "A roseheaded-bodied monster is here!"
All of them looked into the direction of the door and Kame raised his eyes. Why would Hiro bring flowers?
The huge bunch moved to the side and a surprised Akanishi blinked at Kazuya and the three guys who were even more surprised, probably shocked facing the man. Jin didn’t expect to meet them like that all in once, like they have been waited at him around the kitchen table to arrive.
“O-oh, hi! Seems I have a bad timing."
***
To be continued
AN: Sorry for the late update!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! :D
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