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Everything seems to be against me lately, seriously. Conference was good, but I can't post about that now.. Okay so sure co-chair would be uber hard to get, but why not try? As cliché as it sounds, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. At first I was thinkin well I'll be way to far away, and just accepted that I could do logistics/chapping whatever. But then I thought well other "far away" people have positions right? I shouldn't let this get in my way, I can figure out those details later on. There's no other position I could do out of school, which blows - I wish I knew about applying and stuff last year, it's being well promoted this year!!! ..why didn't I go in grade 10? honestly why.. anyways my point is I'm not allowed to run for it because I'll be out of province....but I will be CLOSER than many people in Cape Breton, etc. That's really dumb. Mt. A is right on the border. ALSO, I'm still a resident of NS studying in NB I believe. This is all I could think about for a few days, just the possibility....... BUT now it's busted and whatever, not whatever really.
So ontop of that I've still got this month's events still on my mind very often. Then there's the insane amount of work I have to do this weekend/week..I honestly can't handle it!! AND I didn't get the job, they want me as a friggin spare, yeah whatever. I knew it wasn't the best interview but I mean I just found out about the accident 15 minutes beforehand, it really sucked doing that, a lot. I really didn't think I did THAT bad. Oh yeah and I sent in my scholarship acceptance and everything including deposit, and I've been wondering why the hell they haven't sent my rez stuff yet..well TODAY I got an email about why I haven't sent in my form and stuff yet, they didn't get it!! I don't know what the hell happened, but it must've got lost in the mail unless Chrisanna didn't actually mail it..she said she did. I better not get a shit room/rez next year. Maybe I should've chosen X, I could run for co-chair if I was THERE..aagh.