Memento ♥ Mori

( they call me the rattlesnake )

Dear Diary,
My teen-angst bullshit has a body count. I believe it's six going on seven now!2 hours left and he's gone til August. The next oldest is scar(r)ed. New room for Vodka wedding memories. Fall Out Boy and fake downs. Norma Jean and personal grudges. Half assed receptions. Lame excuses. 3 little angels. Devil in disguise. Purple skies and ( Read more... )

I saw Alkaline Trio live! My favorite band, the one that gets me through the thickest of the thick, was only like, 6 feet away from me. Granted, I was in Drunk!Kevin's crotch and armpit the entire night, it was unbelievable. God, I want to do it again. They played Warbrain! Fuck yes ( Read more... )

Jeff says "hi". And keeps poking me with his penisSo, here's the deal kiddies: Kaila apparently has sleep apnea. I stop breathing at least 3 times a night. Fun stuff. So now I have to go to a sleep clinic on Monday at Westerly Hospital at 9 pm. Getting my ass moving at that time will be a bitch. Then Papa will come get me at 6.30 the next morning ( Read more... )

It's amazing how 5 people can make your birthday worth acknowledging. We "celebrated" my birthday on Tuesday because I was going over Erika's on Wednesday and there was no way in hell I was going home. So I got shirts and a picture from my family. I'll probably never wear the shirts but as long as my mother is humored. I love the picture though. It ( Read more... )

Annie's tired of forgetting about today ( Read more... )

No one has faith in me anymore. At least, that's how it seems. I fucking lost my rough draft for english. Burke doesn't believe I did it even though she watched me write most of it in class. If I get it to her by Friday, I get half credit. Woo? I'm tempted to say 'fuck the whole thing' and go to summer school for two weeks. This shit isn't worth ( Read more... )

What To Do When You Are Dead
A comprehensive guide to your afterlife

Light And How It Affects You:
*Avoid direct sunlight. You will disappear and not be able to move (see fig. 1)
*Do not stay in dark places for more than a few hours
*Avoid bright lights (they might change you)

Your Surroundings:*Stay aware of your surroundings at all times...you ( Read more... )

I'm still not sleeping. I'm still not socializing. I'm not getting any better. I refuse to take the sleeping pills. They want to put me on an anti-depressent. I just want a fucking hug. I want someone to cuddle with again. I'm sick of watching everyone else be happy. Take it as bitter, because that's what it is. I'm fucking bitter. I give up.