January 8th will come and go and nothing will happen.
This is me giving up now.

(How close is close enough?)

This is the grace only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for loss of control.
This is the break in the bend.
This is the closest of calls.
This is the reason you're alone.
THIS IS THE RISE AND THE FALL.

 January 8, 2008, 11:59pm.
That's it. That's all I'll(we'll) give it.
It's fair.
Otherwise, a new Desiree will be born.

 My stomach is in knots. I absolutely hate feeling this way. I wish something would give. I'm sick of waiting, wondering, and hoping. It's really unfair to me. I know I've gotten myself into this situation, and I can only blame myself, but I couldn't help it. I tried very hard to overcome this feelings, but now they're overwhelming me. I either ( Read more... )

I weighed myself today for the first time in a couple of weeks, and I've lost 10 lbs. :o) 

I had a very nice Christmas Eve and Day.
Thank you to everyone who was part of it.
I love you all dearly.<3 

I realized that I'm a very friendly person. I like that.
I don't have much shame.

Goodbye to sleep
I think this staying up is exactly what i need
Take apart your head
Take apart the counting and the flock it has bred

Goodbye to love
It’s just a ride that will push you
Up right against the wall
Take apart your head
Chew it up and swallow it

(Does everybody really need to know everyone?
Do you really think you're really a part of it?
And ( Read more... )

Very very annoyed today ( Read more... )