I am too old for this shit.

Dec 27, 2010 18:46

The day after a self-harming episode is difficult. Waking up to see the cuts is a reminder. There is always a lot of shame afterward. Mainly because of the loss of control. But some is because I feel like I did something wrong, which is why I started this habit in the first place, to punish myself for whatever I am punishing myself for. And then ( Read more... )

the day after, questions, cutting, bullshit, reprocussions

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pitzy_04 January 1 2011, 00:26:57 UTC
one day at a time my friend....

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ybbil06 January 2 2011, 23:38:52 UTC
We have a lot of similarities. I am sorry you are struggling. I can throw any number of aa/na-isms in your direction, but I get annoyed when I'm having a hard time and people do that to me.
You have today. If that is too much for you to handle, you have this very second. Sit with it, and you'll get someplace.
PM me if you ever need anything. Seriously.

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8weeksnotme January 3 2011, 00:18:59 UTC
Thanks, it is always nice to know that there are people out there who understand.

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