I can't take this death thing. way too many people are dying. too many famous people.. too many friends from highschool. yeah its a little creepy and its make me realize that I'm getting older.

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oh life..

oh my god not pregnant thank you sweet jesus I love you and ill never damn you again

work keeps me so occupied. its all i ever do.. maybe that's a good thing. except, i'm always too busy to get a haircut. haven't done that in eveeeeeerrrrrrrrr.

i've got a boyfriend now. weiirrddddd.

and I'm sitting in my car drunk listening to tejano music.. sippin on a 32 oz.
infact, I've sat here for 2 hours and I've drank um

3 sparks
2- 24 oz bud lights
40 oz
and

god I can soooo see how easy it is to fall asleep with a lit cigarette

ps. I had to backspace 90 times to make it seem like I'm nottttttt drunk and I dunno where my shoes are?

my parents think i'm crazy. they asked me if i wanted to see a therapist or if i "needed" help to quit drinking. uhm, i guess my little freak out episode friday night didn't quite help the subject or situation at all. needless to say, i think i might take them up on their offer. i'm getting chills just thinking about the entire thing. butttttttt ( Read more... )

i think i'm suffering from depression and i might drink myself to death. i've become extremely bored with my life and everyone in it. i need change. maybe this means i'm going crazy, either way i don't know how much longer i can take this. i've had it with everything and god dammit i can't open this beer bottle. could that be a sign?

wheel of fortune always makes me wanna travel.
i guess i can now since i'm so single

and its nuts ya.

see you tomorrow portland. be kind rewind