[Fic] Break up the love like Lego now
Title: Break up the love like Lego now
Author: 93rdfragment
Pairing: KaiSoo
Rating: K
Summary: But you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus.
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Dear Kyungsoo-hyung,
How are you? Somehow, this all seems awkward. Writing you a letter when I could just message or email you. It doesn't fit me, right? But a stylist noona commented that handwritten letters feel more personal. Now that I'm writing, it does seem like it.
I'm sure you know how my life is going since paparazzi and sasaeng fans never know what privacy or sleep means. Promotions keep me busy. That or practices. It's tiring and sometimes I just zone out. Of course, I get reprimanded by my manager. You won't believe how Junmyeon-hyung can talk a person's ear off. I usually just pretend to listen. But don't tell him that. He gets this weird angry look on his face when people don't listen to him. It's a bit funny really.
I guess you would lecture me too if you were here. Just like you used to when I still wasn't where I am now. Did that last line make sense? I feel like it got confusing at the end. I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you, hyung. But you're right. It never would have worked out with a job like mine. Our relationship would have been all compromises and excuses and never actually getting together for more than 3 hours. I'm grabbing my dreams by the neck and you're walking to yours.
How is he, by the way? Is he treating you right? If he doesn't, tell me and I'll straighten him up. And no, it wouldn't involve fists. Much. I do trust him though. I wouldn't have arranged for you guys to be in the same university and "somehow meet" under "miraculous" circumstances if I wasn't sure you guys would go well. Admit it. I'm smart. He's intelligent but I'm smart. Although I bet he had a hard time starting a relationship with you even with that intellect of his. I swear to God he needs to get his face off those books even if he's a Lit major. Of course, you were so hesitant and avoided him like the plague. I remember because you sent me a lot of messages for about a week. Angry messages. I guess anyone would be angry if their ex sets them up with said ex's previously unknown twin. But hey. He and I are different. I'm sure you know by now. Those little differences in our habits and speech. You've always been observant. I guess you need that when you're in Psychology.
What's the point of all this? Nothing really. Just getting in contact with you again after 10 months and letting you know I'm fine. I'm happy for you and Jongin and I'm glad you gave him a chance. You used to say I was the only one back when we were still naive. But I know. God made another one of me to love you better than I ever will. That's Jongin by the way. I won't accept anyone else. Anyway. Happy anniversary to you guys!
Talk to you another time hyung. Good luck with university!
Kai
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Author's Notes: I sent this drabble to hearteulips on KKT and she told me to post it. So here it is. Haha! And I claim no intellectual rights to the line "But I know God made another one of me to love you better than I ever did". That's Ed Sheeran's genius lyrics which is also the inspiration for this. Thank you Ed! Okay. That's about it. Have a good day everyone!
Author: 93rdfragment
Pairing: KaiSoo
Rating: K
Summary: But you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus.
***
Dear Kyungsoo-hyung,
How are you? Somehow, this all seems awkward. Writing you a letter when I could just message or email you. It doesn't fit me, right? But a stylist noona commented that handwritten letters feel more personal. Now that I'm writing, it does seem like it.
I'm sure you know how my life is going since paparazzi and sasaeng fans never know what privacy or sleep means. Promotions keep me busy. That or practices. It's tiring and sometimes I just zone out. Of course, I get reprimanded by my manager. You won't believe how Junmyeon-hyung can talk a person's ear off. I usually just pretend to listen. But don't tell him that. He gets this weird angry look on his face when people don't listen to him. It's a bit funny really.
I guess you would lecture me too if you were here. Just like you used to when I still wasn't where I am now. Did that last line make sense? I feel like it got confusing at the end. I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you, hyung. But you're right. It never would have worked out with a job like mine. Our relationship would have been all compromises and excuses and never actually getting together for more than 3 hours. I'm grabbing my dreams by the neck and you're walking to yours.
How is he, by the way? Is he treating you right? If he doesn't, tell me and I'll straighten him up. And no, it wouldn't involve fists. Much. I do trust him though. I wouldn't have arranged for you guys to be in the same university and "somehow meet" under "miraculous" circumstances if I wasn't sure you guys would go well. Admit it. I'm smart. He's intelligent but I'm smart. Although I bet he had a hard time starting a relationship with you even with that intellect of his. I swear to God he needs to get his face off those books even if he's a Lit major. Of course, you were so hesitant and avoided him like the plague. I remember because you sent me a lot of messages for about a week. Angry messages. I guess anyone would be angry if their ex sets them up with said ex's previously unknown twin. But hey. He and I are different. I'm sure you know by now. Those little differences in our habits and speech. You've always been observant. I guess you need that when you're in Psychology.
What's the point of all this? Nothing really. Just getting in contact with you again after 10 months and letting you know I'm fine. I'm happy for you and Jongin and I'm glad you gave him a chance. You used to say I was the only one back when we were still naive. But I know. God made another one of me to love you better than I ever will. That's Jongin by the way. I won't accept anyone else. Anyway. Happy anniversary to you guys!
Talk to you another time hyung. Good luck with university!
Kai
***
Author's Notes: I sent this drabble to hearteulips on KKT and she told me to post it. So here it is. Haha! And I claim no intellectual rights to the line "But I know God made another one of me to love you better than I ever did". That's Ed Sheeran's genius lyrics which is also the inspiration for this. Thank you Ed! Okay. That's about it. Have a good day everyone!