so there is this person i know, and over the course of about 6 months i got to know this person very well. i learned many things about them, about the way they reacted to situations and the way they handeled various problems and circumstances. all this time it was ingrained in my mind how much this person (we will call them tmv) hated this girl ( Read more... )

wow i never thought that would happen, that was a kick in the balls (almost), damn if i hadnt of done some of the things i have done, that would really have sucked. damn thats going to haunt my dreams tonite, but at the same time i saw this coming (almost). wow this wont leave my mind now, i wish i knew more details but thats never going to happen.

i need your help, i want a new car and i found one that i can afford but about everyother person told me that its not something i would really want. why not i ask? i havent heard a decent answer as to why i shouldnt buy a car like the one i want (pictures below). this isnt exactly the car of my dreams, but its next to the car of my dreams and its a ( Read more... )

things are slowly turning around for me, after an all time low last night where life seemed to stop and i almost welcomed death as it would save me from the feelings of the present moment. these next two - three months are going to be a struggle and a challenge like no other and things are going to be really hard and only a few of you will still be ( Read more... )

"Money, so they say
Is the root of all evil today."

-pink floyd

"your luck will completely change today"

-jones soda

can life get any worse? first no germany, then plans to move away, then no date to prom, then all my friends decide to hate me, now this. i cant fucking take it. I MIGHT NOT FUCKING GRADUATE BECAUSE OF FUCKING MS SCOTT. oh my im angry

what a screwed up week, and what an odd day. today wasnt so bad especially when compared to the rest of the week so far. a lot has happened, and a lot has changed, and i am a different person than i was this time last week, and even more so than i was this time a month ago, and holy shit you should have seen me 6 weeks ago. any way my point is, a ( Read more... )

i learned a great lesson this week. not everyone you meet is your friend. and not everyone you think is your friend is really your friend. 'nuff said

so i was denied entrance into the congress-bundestag youth exchange program yesterday, a big part of my high school life has been geared towards this event. now im stuck with somewhat of a plan as to what i should do. a lot of things are going to be different now, my train of thought is different, my actions towards certain things are different, ( Read more... )