So much has happened in the past month. I can't even begin to say it all. I've had a sudden change of heart in the last week.
I've been spending the majority of my weekends with john and his friends. I think I need to take a break and see my friends a bit more I miss them and meet some new people also.
I'm not going to commit to something that I dont ( Read more... )

so the summer is over. It went too fucking fast. I enjoyed every minute of it though.
overall I've gained a lot more weather it be friends, or experiences then I lost and I'm grateful for that.
Yesterday john came over, so he made my last day of summer pretty worth while, sweet guy.
I have to say my first day back wasnt that bad. In fact from what it ( Read more... )

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace."

I just want something to hold on to.

Sometimes I sit and think about what time has pasted. Like a swarm of nostalgia has come over me.
A year ago I would have never even dreamt I would be where I am now.
Time always fascinated, me. Change and time go hand and hand it's natural, it's just so funny to look at the past sometimes, the mistakes you made, the stupid things you got upset over ( Read more... )

well I'm pretty tired but I'm going to update because well the past two days have been fucking amazing.
I got into the city around 4 tuesday and met up with cassie in penn. Her dad drove us down to sandra's which was very cool and nice of him because it saved us from spending money on cab fair.

we started walking up to sandra's when I hear my name ( Read more... )

I remember in the winter. We talked and gazed at the snow out our windows. We talked for hours, we laughed, shared story's, smiled, dreamt and wished of the day where we would meet eye to eye. Where we would not be hundreds of miles away, but only a foot. I have never felt so close to a person so far away. He saw the mountains and I saw the sea. I' ( Read more... )

Corinne is now back in new york. I left for California last friday. Started in san fran and drove down on the pacific coast highway to carmel and montoray, to santa barbra, to LA and santa monica. The scenery is beautiful there.
I finally got to meet mike. We both went to the last nin show of the tour in mountain view CA. He came up from reno ( Read more... )

I got back to the hotel room at 2:57 am, the most drunk I have ever been in my entire life.
The fact that I haven't drank in about 4 months didn't help either. I really don't feel the need for it anymore, or at least a long while. I also got 2 phone calls from two very special people. Thanks guys.
The wedding was beautiful. I couldn't have been more ( Read more... )

I am still in shock from last night.

After picking up sandra, cassie and chris from the train station we headed to jones beach for the pre show bbq. It was a really nice time. It was nice old faces and seeing many new faces as well. Barrett was the cook of the day. And I came to the rescue with bringing tinfoil. About 50 people came and even the dj ( Read more... )

Anthony came back to school today. It's been a month since he was here. And honestly  I can see a difference. I'm so glad he got clean and is going to stay clean. We may not be the best of friends or close but I am really happy he can overcome something so powerful as what he was on and improve his life, and stay like that. I only wish the best for ( Read more... )