i'm leaving for california on friday at 6. i'll be seeing this whole "FIDM" thing through my eyes, instead of someone else's. I guess i'm pretty interested. its just going to be my father, my stepmother and i. i'm visiting the school on saturday morning. Then in the afternoon we might be having lunch with kevin. At night we're supposedly going to ( Read more... )

i have to stop thinking that people care ( Read more... )

i am done..

okay so moving on...
i should get my fit letter sometime this week. =x im pretty nervous.
and alsoooooo 2 more days of school until break? hell fucking yeaaaa.

i guess i'm confused about what i want.
every time i write my feelings down, its something different.
but what keeps repeating in my head is; why should i feel confused?
do i want this to keep happening?

that love song by sarah bareilles is getting annoying.

okay, what the hell is going on?

FIT interview is done. now im waiting for response back. =x nervous. hope i get in. been working for this, forever!

i feel sick.

i did the designs.
but i should really be getting some sleep one of these days.

next week is february break thank gosh.

btw. i want to go dancing one of these days. who's up for it with me?

15 designs left for the cut this wednesday. think i can do it?