I don't think I have ever cried this long and this bad before.

I'm missing your bed,
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots
where we'd have to speak
And this bottle of
beast is taking me home.
I'm cuddling close
to blankets and sheets
You're not alone
and you're not discreet.
You make sure I know,
who's taking you home.
I'm reading your
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I want colored carnations and white roses at my funeral

I want you to play the song you played at Ryans Funeral (the one from seaworld)

I want some straylight run and some tegan and sara

I also want to be layed to rest in a nice dress like the flappers used to wear in the old days.. and one of those hats with the feathers.. and lots of beads and ( Read more... )

I feel like a little kid right now.

Hiding upstairs in their bedroom, sitting indian style cuddling their pillow, blareing music trying to drowned out their parents screams....

But it's not working

It's just not working

Their screams can be heard over the blaring speakers.


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Things are NOT going well for me at all!

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I miss someone a lot a lot a lot... They have moved on already.. onto better things... it's time I should too right? Sigh... I realized things and I just ... :(.. I'm broken. I'm a piece of shit and I don't deserve anything good that has ever happened to me.. I always seem to fuck it up horribly bad.. Jesus H christ


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                           I'M GOING TO SEE EMERY ON THURSDAY!!! ROAD TRIPPPPPP

So I went to the Doc today and im Perfectly HEALTHY! ANNNDDD I lost weight hahahahhahahaha. Not that it shows buuuttt That made me even happier.

So I got bored today and tried on my Prom dress from my senior year.. it looked niceee... I took pics!!!!

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~*~Result nr 6~*~


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 2 TOUGH QUESTIONS:

Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.

Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only ( Read more... )

LAST NIGHT WAS INTENSE! Awe I love my guy friends... when they break shit they fix it:):)

I ended up hanging with Brian and Jerick last night it was a h00t. We went to the mall and the Shed and looked at shit... DROP TOP THE ENTIRE TIME... and when I say Entire time.. I mean ENTIRE time.. we only put it up maybe 2 times... It was down of the ( Read more... )

                                                   I had fun this weekend.

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