Well my first relationship came to an end a couple weeks ago. I went through high school without having a boyfriend then in March...he just came out of nowhere. I made a huge mistake which ultimately caused us to brake up, but I'm not perfect, I made a mistake which I wish I could take back...but I cant. I still believe everything happens for a ( Read more... )

This week has been really tough. We had to put my cat of 16 years to sleep. First death I have experienced my whole life, for everyone who has an animal, they can relate and say "its my best friend." She's not there to annoy the hell out of me anymore..and I miss it lol. She's not there to curl up to me when I'm crying. When she was at home ( Read more... )

WOO HOO! I'm 18!!!

Camping trip sucked.

Spring Training game with Johnny...fun but hella hot.

Dinner w/ friends and family, fun.

San Diego tomorrow!!!

He makes me smile and I love how I can be myself around him, he's great.

So I wake up a little late today and I'm driving to school and realize I have two different color sandles on, so I had to turn around and drive home. I get to school all frustrated cause I have to take my Econ final, and I walk through the gates and I see a lot of Pink balloons and a sign at the end of the breezway taped to the lockers. Bailey & ( Read more... )

Went and saw "The Passion of The Christ." Honestly words cannot even explain how that movie was. But to me its not a movie its real. Jesus payed a colossal amount of pain for us. I have never cried so much during a movie, and came home and was still crying. I feel so narrow-minded for the way I have been living my life. I hope I can change for ( Read more... )

I feeling a little conjested (sp?) right now. I dont like being sick, especially on cold days like this ( Read more... )

I'm so happy right now, I hope this continues.

I was so stupid to fall for you.

Why cant people just be happy for me? I guess thats what i get for going for the right guy at the wrong time

I got to class today (Econ), and I am doing horrible in this class so everytime i'm in there I am stressed out beyone belief. Well Mr.Stillman decides to be a really big jerk today and started asking me questions like these ( Read more... )

Friday- Went to scottsdale with Bailey. Then went out to the "sweet sweet" desert AGAIN. I need to meet someone new who will encourage me to do new exciting things ( Read more... )