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So it hasnt been that long and already i have given up on a long distance relationship. Its lonely. I didnt want to given in to feeling like this. ive been reading "men are from mars, women are from venus"makes sense, kinda wish i had read it earlier to understand or even give me an idea on how most mens minds work. That elastic band theory, true. ( Read more... )

Got my 2 Ricoh digital cameras in the post last week. Best $200 spent on ebay that is. I have one Ricoh R8 and a brand new Ricoh R10. I havent touched the R10 yet, saving it i guess or i may just give to someone as a birthday present? Take note of the latter, i thought that was an ideal thing to do.. The damn cat is pregnant. Forgot to get her ( Read more... )

That last post was just me being paranoid. Whenever i write an entry and look back on it it usually reminds me of word vomit. I have terrible grammer. I know this. And im sorry if you have read my entries and not quite understood what i had written. Full stops, comas and exclamation points.. apostraphes and all that. In the wrong place im sure. I ( Read more... )

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Started back on all meds including warfarin. Havent been taking it in a long time and i have to admit, im feeling good. Started back on the flueoxtine as well. I feel better then i did last week ( Read more... )

Im not in control. Reading over that last post I am not sure if i am or not. It is a nice place to be in. But i'd like something to feel even if isnt good. I thought i'd be past this whatever you want to call it but im not. Its not a bad thing and it isnt even a good thing ( Read more... )

Getting under someone else in order to get over someone.. doesnt work. Havent gone as far as that just yet but ive tried to push myself into it but i just dont feel up to it. Ive kisseda few guys this week but i feel nothing. No desire or need to go down that avenue. I managed to get shit faced Thursday night. Stay in ospital friday and sleep all ( Read more... )

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