So loads has happened in and outside my head since I posted last. Ive decided my plan, well parts of it, I drew it up and pieced together other pages of other plans from over the years all laid out on my bedroom floor,dreams and maybe's and pasted them all together.Itw as funny and confusing and also sad at the same time, but I felt happy knowing ( Read more... )

La-la-la-la had a very cool weekend.Got Karac earphones he use to have but his housemate broke em so he was a happy babe.The day was long.Really fucking long...worked it out I was awake about 32 hours on Thursday but I got a sweet lie-in on Friday ( Read more... )

Ok ok ok...Ive had a very interesting night so far ( Read more... )

My tummy pains are really bad lately,so Im off to the doctor in the morning to find out what can be done.Maybe Ill just be able to get a smear done or he might send me in for tests after I tell him whats actually goin on in there.I swear to God this morning,it was like Id another heart pumping away down there,I was in bed,terrified,it was pretty ( Read more... )

The last post was me just feelin shitty and down and sorry for myself.I go worked up over lots of things.The nite was good in the loft! I got hammered and had a ball!I watched every single one of supervisors,co-ordinators and older colleagues get rat-arsed and turn into a pack of drunken teenagers,gettin sleazy with the ones they bitched about,etc ( Read more... )

My heads all muzzled up,I just erased an entire post bitching about everything(everyone ( Read more... )

I am fucking knackered.Worn out and dying for a shag.My sex drive is worse than a dogs.Holy shit I just cant think straight.5 days to go.5 whole days.And I might get the "Im jetlagged" thing.That just wont do! Actually now that I think of it,gone are the days when a boyfriend use to cancel on me,and Id go out and arrange another fuck for the night. ( Read more... )

Ok...forget the last post cause it turns out he was drunk and it doesnt matter anymore.Once a loser, always a loser ( Read more... )

At 3AM last night, my ex best friend rang my friend looking for my number. This guy broke my heart in so many places, it is unreal.He bent over sideways and would do anything for me,I was closer to him than I would be Sinead.He loved me,I didnt see that,and when I finally did see that,he didnt anymore.I used to go out with his best mate,who then ( Read more... )

Thursday night,began idealistically with Sinead and I having dinner together and 1bottle of wine.Sipping...LA-DI-DA...the night ended with 3empty bottles on the table and Karac,Steven and Bobby added in for good measure,and the two of us,baked to the extreme...stroking a really nice pussy at her front door.Dont laugh...I have photo's ( Read more... )