It is amazing the difference my life has when someone believes in me, appreciates me, and shows it.

I didn't feel lovable. And I couldn't figure out how to feel loved. What did I need to feel whole again?

Someone else -might- have cracked the code. I can't even explain it now, but it's working, and maybe I don't hate myself or my circumstances or ( Read more... )

I miss the kids. I miss the house in Orlando. I miss the weather, and the flexibility. I miss a few people, too, and a few resources, and the weather, and...

It would be easier to fall back into a life in Florida.

We played Gloom. The past few weeks have been peppered with Kelsey stories, but not many people really know how close we were. Outside of Orlando, they never saw us all every day for Dinner, or at weekly game nights.

The Kondolojys, where we would all drive northwards to their house. When Kelsey moved in the 2nd time, she came along with us. ( Read more... )

Good Morning to my past.

I'm more than 2500 miles from where I started on December 27. "As the crow flies," I'm only 1000 miles away from you, and idioms in my head will echo on.

I'm super curious about RB4 DLC support being moved to Fortnite Festival support, and instrument-controllers are expected to be involved. I have Clone Hero running pretty ( Read more... )

If anyone were to ask my ex about what happened, she would have a completely different story, and she would say, "He's welcome to see the kids anytime, I'll stay out of the way." She's said that several times before and been lying; no matter her intent, it never ends well.

The point is, she swore she would take everything from me, and she did. She successfully blocked me from everything I gained. She took everything from me. I can't argue that, especially now as I'm using a friend's spare bedroom with no ideas on how to get back home or get income or a job. Nothing works, NOTHING seems to work.

Fun fact, my Dad was born in Pittsburgh. Much like me, my father was born while his father was military. Don was army, and must have been stationed in PGH at some point. It might explain the very few Steelers items in my grandfather's stuff. Steelers just seemed so remote.
I always liked their college mascot of the Panthers, and I liked the concept ( Read more... )

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Homeless guy in a train station yeaaaaaahhhh....

Don't worry, I have beds to borrow.