good bye for now pittsburgh, i promise to visit you soon. hello new york. hello mama and sisters and memories and energy im confused about. 

i am hurt. i am scared. i am not acting in a way that represents my heart and my mind, because right now they are running on faulty wiring. i am anxious, more and more everyday. i am a failure and i am sorry.

hi everyone, sorry if i drunk texted you about this already. last night while at station square for a concert i was beat up by two different men both calling me faggot. the first got was someone i pushed to get through the crowd. the second was unprovoked. this shit is fucked up and i realize why i hate 98% of straight people. luckily ocean was ( Read more... )

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i just moved to pittsburgh. it's an adventure and a half. here's proof.


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ok so i now live in pittsburgh. im in love with a boy in ny. he'll be here soon and he rules. i work alot. and i think this adventure is the best idea i have had in a while.

i now have a place in pittsburgh. moving in 3 weeks.

http://www.thestranger.com/seattle/Content?oid=18630

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i've wanted to update this thing in a way that feels real. i've also wanted to just delete the damn thing. both are hard. there are so many things i have done. things i have felt. things i have wanted to share. it's easier said than done. it's easier to live in the moment. to think of the neuances as the are occuring than to kill myself recording ( Read more... )