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"Will I wake up..."
"some dream I made up; No, I guess it's reality..."
And I remember this exists once again... So yeah, I think most people have forgotten about this place. It's like a ghost town now.
So... Pandemic... About that... At least we're not back to quarantining again yet. Yet. Most places are back to masks. I started wearing mine again before it was mandate ( Read more... ) -
How does it feel...
...to be different from me?
I just feel dead inside. I need help. Tomorrow I'm going to attempt to call the Griswold place at Wing Memorial again... I have anxiety attacks when trying to call the place that's supposed to help with anxiety... yay, irony...
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Shine bright...
...like a diamond...
Today was an odd day, but then this week kinda has been, too. I went with dad to Worcester for an appointment, then he bought us Coney Island hotdogs. Soo delicious. And literally the only time I eat hotdogs. After we got back home, I took a nap then got ready for work and Riot.
Riot was fun. I kinda like the new venue, ( Read more... ) -
You understand the chaos in my head...
...only you understand every word I say...
Work is icky and made me sick. I hate retail and all the germs I get exposed to there. People suck.
...And I want a plum, because every time I got sick when I was with Chuck (and even a little while before we started dating,) he would bring me one. This also ends up with me missing him a bit. Balls.
Ma ( Read more... ) -
So take this night...
...and wrap it around me like a shield ( Read more... ) -
Take this ray of light...
...veil the moon, and hold the tide...
Chuck stopped over for a bit today, to get his mail and chat. My dad was really happy to see him. Dad pretty much adopted him. It can make things a little weird sometimes. I always have mixed feelings when I see him. I'm always gonna be in love with him to some extent. It hurts...
Tomorrow I get to go see a ( Read more... ) -
It's so hard not to sink now...
...but I don't want to drown ( Read more... ) -
But then I start to doubt instead...
...Perhaps it's all just in my head, and my will dissolves like sand...
It's been a little over a year since I posted. But I got gothicnomad posting again, so I thought I should, too.
I'm wicked looking forward to the big Thanksgiving dinner today with the family, since last year I was in Oregon. My dad kinda surprised me yesterday by inviting Kil. For those ( Read more... ) -
Update from the past few months...
Summary ( Read more... ) -
All I really want right now...
...is a place of my own, financial stability/security, and maybe, just maybe a boyfriend who won't call it quits before a year is up.
Is that really so much to ask? *sigh* Back to packing. After all, I enjoy being homeless...