dry your eyes for the sake of it ( Read more... )

so im seriously so sick
of my old "new" friends.

if you dont want anything
to do with me lets try
something better than
childish games of
"hey im ignoring you"

kthnxbye

baby, your new low is only temporary

♥

and i tried to not let it affect me
but i let my gaurd down
and now these memories
of us driving around town,
and talking about everything
but nothing at once
is finally giving me that heartache
that i always knew it would
but i have to keep in mind
the way you made me feel
when i sat at home wondering
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whoever told you life was fair
is a fucking liar

i would just like to make a public announcement that im ok,
and that i can handle myself no matter
what life throws at me and what roads i go down,
but the concern is appreciated.

<3

ok so this last 6 days
has been full of
sex, drugs, and alcohol.

and black hair dye,
thats right, i got rid
of my red hair and
now its jet black.

when i get my camera back,
ill take some pictures.

but whitleys gonna be 
gone all day tomorrow
and i think somebody
should call me and hangout
with me and stuff cause
this is summer kids,
and summer is for fun.
my last ( Read more... )

fuck her
til she bleeds

kids are starting to kick up rumors
about me and i just want it to be known
that i refuse to let a bunch of stupid kids 
ruin my life this year, im gonna be who i am
regardless of what grudge they have against me.

[end public service announcement]

so mom is at the point of hating me
where she has the months counted up
til its legal for her to shut me out of her life,
and i knew that this day would come
but im suprised to realise that it doesnt hurt
in the way that i imagined it would.

sorry sweetie, guess your little boy really is grown up.

i have some new
user pics of
me and whitley
and theyre cuute.
goo look at them.

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