after all the shit in the past few years, I finally feel, SAFE and HAPPY with everyone for the first time time in two years. I still think about you everyday and I know you're watching down on me. I feels good to love again, not to mention I'm terrified

liberation from stress came and I feel better than ever. I don't want to watch my friend go through the same thing I did, either I'm on to something or paranoia has the best of me. just get out!!!

I'm the first to admit I have changed since I lost you. I'm still in the hole and waiting for you to help me out.
I almost don't want to hold a relationship in fear of loosing it. I know it pessimistic but I feel my time is better spent on my art and focusing on where I am going.

how to you give up the only thing you've known your whole life?

It hurts me so bad to see the one I care about ( Read more... )

effff you

I think I hate high school soccer.

this place is a prison.
these people aren't your friends.

I feel as though I'm going through just another phase of life.
I'm enjoying it, and I can see myself living it, but I'm getting
the gut feeling that its just not gonna last, oh please just last.
I dont want to be mislead again.

We've got eveything