The journal
So i can follow the leader
Just to make me feel at ease for once in my life
It's hard to focus through all this doubt
Even writing in th is journal seems pointless now
When the world ends, who's going to read it?
But I try to find comfort in written words...
All eyes are on the calender, another year passes as the dice rolls by
This wasted year, well, these wasted years
Someone who can just fade out of your life
can leave such a footprint in your heart
Is there anything as forever when it comes to two people?
God, it seems so long ago
And all that's left is a stupid memory
but when you think back and come to grasp it
If its so stupid, then why is it still there?
Well, thats all for tonight, ill wake up and write you in the morning
until then, keep my secrets safe.
I know all i should find is darkness, but then i can never shake this light
It will greet me every morning and make me more aware of its presence
I'm just a piece of the puzzle, so i think i better find my place
its like struggling int he water, being two stubborn to die
When i could just let go, and be lifted
It's determining the person i want to be, the person i was MEANT to be
Yesterday, I wrote a letter to my family
It's not your fault, and you've been good to me
Just lately I feel like I don't belong
Like the grounds are not mine to walk on
And i've heard this music echo through my house
It was so beautiful, Where did it come from?
As I sat there, i watched the flower as it was withering
I was so embarassed by its honesty
Please forgive me for all the things ive done, all my imperfections
You kno you cant stay mad at the setting sun
Forgive this book of wonders, this book of my life
I just want to know the feeling of what its like
To just see myself give i n
Good night