I'm right back where I started.

[_0bs3ssed_]

I'm 117 fucking pounds, i'm so god fucking damn far from where I want to be right now it isn't even funny, I feel so out of control,I feel like i've been fighting for utter perfection and it has literally came back and bitch slapped me into hell, I really am out of control and I need to stop this cycle before I do end up fatter than I already am,I

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[pickupmypieces]

Christmas time is SO fucking hard, it's normal to gain a little. I've DEFINITELY gained since I've been home, I"m just thanking God I didn't get all the way bvack up to 160... blehhh. But just keep going, I KNOW you can do this. It'll be worth it in the end.
xx