I have many thoughts, all unorganized. So many words waiting to be spoken, words, I'll never say. I have a thousand emotions, but I don't know which ones. I wish fear didn't controll my actions. I feel so numb compared to last night. I don't even know how I feel about everything right now. This weekend has been so long. It seems as if it has been ( Read more... )

The past two days it seems I've forgotten to breathe, I liked it.
I don't think I'm going to breath anymore.

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Days like this I don't know what to do with myself
All day, and all night
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath I say to myself
I need fuel to take flight
And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion

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Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal ( Read more... )

for the bored...
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I laughed alot today.
It was such a release.
I love the feeling of being in so much pain, because your so happy.
Where your stomach muscles ache from the laughter,
where your eyes water and your face gets red....

I haven't laughed this hard in awhile... it was great.

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Tonight Aerin and I are going to the dance concert ( Read more... )

I can not believe it is

the

first

of

decemeber.
I think I slept threw Novemeber, I dont remeber being there..