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I tried to want something today.
I woke up amazing.
I registered for my class.
I called SOS about my license.
I called Ann Arbor court building for what was "pending"
and they said it was just a 45$ ticket for an mip that I received in 07.
I called my mom excited to tell her that I was putting my life back together and needed her help.
what happened? she said she was at the mall with my sisters buying them dresses for prom. that she was saving up for a house. that she didn't have 45$ to give me. that I need to do school first and take the bus.
I'M SO SICK OF THEM FUCKING PUTTING MY LIFE ON HOLD BECAUSE OF MY SISTERS OR THEMSELVES OR BECAUSE THEY "KNOW WHAT'S BEST"
MOTHER FUCKERS YOU DON'T.
I hate both of them. I'd actually be better off if I didn't have them.
My GED test is 40. so your dumbass piece of shit selves want to gamble at the fact that I may or may not pass it, while what I need to do is get my name cleared by the court and get a license? something that's guaranteed... and need that to be cleared as well to even get a job?
ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE.
I've never been so angry and hurt.
This. Them. Are what's going to get me through my lowest misery by making it worse.
It's the only thing they're good for.