i admit, i definetly miss talking to you erykah. things have gotten better/ a lot has changed. at least i'm free of craig. :] i don't think i'll be coming back to florida anymore. but if you ever want to chat; call me (615) 397 5636
well good because hes crazy so many times hes tried to pay me to call you or get your number for him but i just told him to fuck off. atleast things are better. ill call youu soon we have to catch up
i dont know how i should feel about this. what is sad, is how did it get this far? why would you let it get this far? i really dont know. ive thought about it a lot, wasted a lot of my time and energy hoping you would answer and trying to think of a reason you would do this when we were all such good friends, i thought nothing could break us apart. thank you for saying those nice things about me, you were a good person when i knew you too. i wish somehow it could be the same again. we had the time of our lives. but you ignored me so many times, how am i supposed to know you wont do it again? honestly i cried for no reason so many times. nothing hurts more than loosing a friend, but after a while, it doesnt even matter anymore erykah. i dont want to seem like im over reacting but am i wrong to be upset. you went from hanging out everyday to ignoring me every single fucking time i called. .....
i know. its like i sit there and i wish i could just go back to when this all began and never lost you as a friend and i wish i could just call you right after school and say hey im on my way over. i hate what i did. you have every reason in the whole entire world to be upset and pissed honestly. i dont blame you one bit. ive said sorry before i know that doesnt cut it i know asking for that all back is too much but i do want you to know what you mean to me kayte.
awww that is very kind of you erykah. i appreciate your words, and they mean alot to me, I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU THAT YOU GOT TO GO TO CALFORNIA!!!! one day, if i find a shit load of money on the road, you can come with me and show me all the kick ass places you went. anyway, i miss you, and i have a new phone (send me a myspace message and i will give it to you in there, because well, i dont want the whole world calling me, especially when its not a night OR a weekend.) we have got to chill and go shopping or something cuz i dont smoke pot anymore, but remember when we went to the bowling alley and met up with two d00ds who i dont remember (i think one of them was richie) and we smoked a big huge fattie? well that was cool d00d. maybe we could actually go inside the bowling alley next time. :]
lol yess that would be fun i havent smoked weed in almost two months but we did have some fun times ill definitly send you a message and we will have to go shopping or do something fun it was amazing i must say but ill send you a message on myspace and we will have to do something soon.
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things have gotten better/ a lot has changed.
at least i'm free of craig. :]
i don't think i'll be coming back to florida anymore. but if you ever want to chat; call me (615) 397 5636
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well good because hes crazy so many times hes tried to
pay me to call you or get your number for him
but i just told him to fuck off.
atleast things are better.
ill call youu soon
we have to catch up
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what is sad, is how did it get this far?
why would you let it get this far?
i really dont know.
ive thought about it a lot,
wasted a lot of my time and energy hoping you would answer
and trying to think of a reason you would do this
when we were all such good friends,
i thought nothing could break us apart.
thank you for saying those nice things about me,
you were a good person when i knew you too.
i wish somehow it could be the same again.
we had the time of our lives.
but you ignored me so many times,
how am i supposed to know you wont do it again?
honestly i cried for no reason so many times.
nothing hurts more than loosing a friend,
but after a while, it doesnt even matter anymore erykah.
i dont want to seem like im over reacting
but am i wrong to be upset.
you went from hanging out everyday
to ignoring me every single fucking time i called.
.....
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its like i sit there
and i wish i could just go back
to when this all began
and never lost you as a friend
and i wish i could just call you right
after school and say hey im on my way over.
i hate what i did.
you have every reason in the whole entire world
to be upset and pissed honestly.
i dont blame you one bit.
ive said sorry before i know that doesnt cut it
i know asking for that all back is too much
but i do want you to know
what you mean to me kayte.
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i appreciate your words, and they mean alot to me, I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU THAT YOU GOT TO GO TO CALFORNIA!!!! one day, if i find a shit load of money on the road, you can come with me and show me all the kick ass places you went. anyway, i miss you, and i have a new phone (send me a myspace message and i will give it to you in there, because well, i dont want the whole world calling me, especially when its not a night OR a weekend.)
we have got to chill and go shopping or something cuz i dont smoke pot anymore, but remember when we went to the bowling alley and met up with two d00ds who i dont remember (i think one of them was richie) and we smoked a big huge fattie? well that was cool d00d.
maybe we could actually go inside the bowling alley next time.
:]
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i havent smoked weed in almost two months
but we did have some fun times
ill definitly send you a message and we will have to
go shopping or do something fun
it was amazing i must say
but ill send you a message on myspace and we will
have to do something soon.
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