It's not so easy to accept that this may actually be happening ( Read more... )

Please don't leave ( Read more... )

Everything I want to say to you ( Read more... )

I don't want to sound desperate
I don't want to be clingy.
Or needy.

I want you.

I want us to be happy.
Together.

Please don't leave me.
Again.

I like when we spend time with each other.
It doesn't even matter what we are doing.

Please don't go.

So stressed.
All I want to do is sleep.
And not worry.

But we are more than just talking again.
Not sure what I want.
Not sure what you want.
So far this is ok.

Maybe tonight I will learn more.

One successful semester of grad school completed.

Break is almost over.

I'm excited. But I'm not.

Back to having no life.

:(

Talking to you in a normal way is unexpected.
Not sure how I feel.
It's good for now.

Grad school.

I might rip my eyeballs out.

Almost to the one month left mark.

Woohoo.

I skipped a lot of months.

Oh well.

You didn't prove me wrong ( Read more... )

Prove me wrong.

Answer me.

So I can stop being

Confused/frustrated/scared/exhausted/overwhelmed/worried/anxious.

I'm not happy here anymore.

It almost hurts to admit that

This place has been my home for over four years.

And now all I want to do is leave it behind me

A new beginning sounds good
A new job.
Applying to grad school.
And maybe letting a new person in my life

Because I want more days like this past weekend.
With you in them.