Three weeks are completed of field placement.

I love/hate it.

Days are long.
Kids are....yeah.

But it means I'm so close.

I'm ready to be done.

As long as I get a job after it all.
And get accepted into the Army program.
*fingerscrossedpleasepleasepleaseplease*

Getting ready and going out.

Because I effing deserve it.

It occurred to me that

I write this journal to you.

Day one of field placement complete.

I get to teach IL classes.

Anyways.

Saturday proved to be interesting.
I enjoy that you give me butterflies.
I just want you to do it again.

I enjoy frustrating you too.
;)

I have a week until field placement starts ( Read more... )

I go home in four/five days.

I'm excited.

No City BBQ for ten days.
No Findlay for ten days.
And I believe it should be no thinking about you for ten days.

I have no Christmas Shopping done.

I have almost no money for Christmas Shopping.

Time to go get a TB test and then work.

I survived.

At least...I believe I did.

And then I got intoxicated and felt so much better.

Except I want to kick myself
for thinking that it would have been better with someone else there.

Bad habit.

Now I get to work for a week before going home so I can pay rent next month.

All I know is.

I need to make it to Thursday.

Please.

Let me make it to Thursday.

Exhausted and burned out but alive.

That's all I ask for.

Then if I could just have a few hours with my bed on Friday that would be alright.
If a boy wanted to join just to snuggle that would be ok I guess.
I would have to ask my bed first.

Last full day of under grad classes

Besides the once a week class next semester

But you get what I'm saying.

So..

Bring it.

%#$!?

Yeah.

That will be my life for the next two weeks.

Goodbye sleep
Goodbye fun
Goodbye sanity.

I will be doing my field placement at Safe Harbor in Lima, Ohio.

Check list of stuff to do in the next week or so

1.) Background check
2.) TB Test
3.) Update resume
4.) Driving forms
5.) Application
6.) Waiver/Release forms

Let the chaos commence.