i am fucking lovingggggggggg summmmer o7 and my carr and my girLS<333

"aint my fault cause i try to get away but trouble follows me"

i honestly think that quote explains my life.
=(

why am i so stupid sometimes?
things were actually starting to get kind of okay.
and then i had to do this.

life sucks sometimes.. actually most of the time.

i dont even know what to do anymore

wellll bye.

so i've decided im changing.. NOW. im going to be alot nicer to people especially my family and everyone else. im going to get NOWHERE if im a bitch all the time. im going to stop talking about people i dont even know.. its so stupid. and im gunna stop drinking so much to hide away from my problems. ALL of my problems. the whole reason i like ( Read more... )

so this weekend officially blew.. except friday ( Read more... )

i hate my life.
this is serious.
i know i keep hanging on..
just like i dont knoww whaatt to doo....

i've realized i really am a disrespectful, stubborn, selfish down right bitch who doesnt care about anyone else but herself and doesnt want anyone else to be happy unless she is. i need to change but i think its already too late and i dont know what to do.

my life blows.
my parents dont give a fuck about me and i hate them.
and it feels like im never getting the fuck out of THIS house.. and im never gunna have my own room again.
the only things that make me happy right now is alcohol and cigarettes
and thats reallyyy sad.

K SO. i just feel like typing a long assss entry. about how i hate alot of things and they're pointless ( Read more... )

my lifes falling apart.
i wish i could just get out of here
and just start over
or something.
i have nothing to look forward
& i feel like all this is never going to end
& its gunna be like this forever
and i hate it soo much.
life sucks.

so this weekend was like the best weekend ever.
i was so mad it had to end :[
54 FUCKING DAYS TILL SUMMER.
im so excited
& i love my girlss too much.
♥