i'm so funny. it's okay to laugh at me. things like that never happen to me. and the thing is like that i know they don't. and that they won't. at least not with her. i'm so silly. why did i let myself swim in oblivion? ahhh. i'll never learn.

nothing ever fucking turns out right. never fucking ever.

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i love adderall.

toot that thang up mami make it roll.

so I'm teaching in a pretty bad part of the city, and the kids are so funny. I love them. I do actual cirriculum in the morning with incoming 3rd graders then in the afternoon they have a summer fun program that's basically just playing and I do that with the incoming kindergarteners. the 3rd graders are really tough cause all they wanna do is " ( Read more... )

I somehow got myself into TEACHING summer school for the entire month for 48 hours a week at Eugenia Maria de Hostos charter school downtown. I am not thrilled.

Why do we only hang out after your girlfriend breaks up with you? It's been the same pattern for 5 years now which means I know how bad this will hurt in the end.. but I'm stupid and always think it's worth it just for the present feelings.

I know my boundaries. We could be good friends if I would only let us.

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..5 years later and there still isn't a day I don't think about you, and there still isn't a day you think about me.