she told me where she goes two nights a week if I wanted to hang out. but whenever I pass her in the halls, I start texting on my phone so I don't have to make conversation with her. why am I so nervous?

Rest In Peace, Bill Thurston ( Read more... )

I need time to sit down and re-evaluate my life. I'm only 18 but I feel like everything's falling apart. But it's so hard to stay concentrated when it' 80 degrees outside.

I'm taking this photo class at MCC where I have a lab with about 10 other kids and a lecture with about 50 other kids. In the lecture, there's this girl who sits near me in the huge lecture hall who I just so happen to think is the most beautiful girl. I don't know what it is about her but I can't stop thinking about her! I seriously can't. She's ( Read more... )

If I don't let it out, my stomach might explode.

well I guess I might as well say it. The truth is that I don't even like you, in fact I don't really even like anyone in any sort of romantic way. Except for the girl who hasn't wanted to hang out with me since we went to Muthers. The fact is that I just want something to let me know that I am still capable of feeling that way. I need excitement. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just try too hard because I think I want something real bad. I need to chill out a little bit. Nothing will even come out of this. and besides, I'll probably be stuck in my situation for a while anyways. I just wish things could be normal,but ahh whatever.

I feel extremely stupid.

In case you were wondering, I'm still alive ( Read more... )

I had one of the best days in a while today ( Read more... )

Things are weird.
I don't see anyone anymore.