school doesnt seem so bad. i have a large scale crush on my english teacher. makes me want to read, do my homework, and do other things like, oh say wake up every morning
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frankly ive never been more jealous of anyone than of you. your writing capabilities astound me. i would give up a lot of things to have your talent. i love reading what you write.
its weird, because i've probably only met you once, and that was last year, yet i think you are amazing. you're such a geek about track, and i think it is so cute because i'm the same way about soccer. your entries always make me laugh, and whenever brandon tells me anything that happened that involves you, its funny. i think out of everyone that commented, if i could choose one person to be more like it would be you. you're so fun loving and positive and it shows.
its been up and down. sometimes ive felt like we were very close, and obvioulsy theres been times when we were at eachothers throats. towards the end of the summer i was upset at you because i felt like i called you the only two times we hung out, and you never bothered to talk to me. but i got over it when i realized we were both very busy with other things. but besides that, in general, i feel like your kind of distant sometimes. in a way i feel like the more i know about you, the less i know you? but thats not really a negative thing, i hope you know, i think you are a very interesting person. and all the sudden this year, you are quite the beauty.
ps; in telling you that i feel like we're distant, i dind't mean it to sound bad. i would enjoy being closer friens with you, and i knid of miss feeling like we were. sorry, because i think the way i said it didnt come across like taht.
i understand how you feel, i hate it when i make the effort to spend time with someone and they never reciprocate it. i kind of got the vibe that you were upset with me but i didn't bring it up because i didn't want to cause any conflict or whatever. and i do apologize for not being more adament about getting together with you, and i didn't do that on purpose of course, i guess it just happened that way. i really want us to hang out more and stay friends because otherwise well, i wouldn't be too happy !! and i know what you mean [i think] about the "the more i know about you, the less i know you" thing. i guess i have lately been doing things and feeling things and keeping to myself about a lot. and thank you i really want us to hang out soon, regardless of work and sports and school, etc etc we will find time and that's that.
before i knew you i pretty much disliked you because you went on a date with my boyfriend. however, you went and it was over with. and you weren't obsessive or psychotic, so i was like oh maybe she's not so bad. then i started reading your journal and realized you're pretty cool. i've seen you once or twice in real life, and you are much more attractive than pictures lead me to believe. especially at prom, in case i never told you that:) ehh, and stay out of trouble? haha.
lauren i like you so much! for some reason just thinking about you it gives me a feeling that like defines patch american girls soccer for me. which is a good feeling, everytime i think back on stuff we did as a team i can picture your face in my head smiling. you've always been so sweet, and such a good soccer player. i hope you start to like your new school and everything better. moving is just terrible.
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i really want us to hang out soon, regardless of work and sports and school, etc etc we will find time and that's that.
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