Pledge
If you left me now,
the things I never said would kill me faster then a broken heart.
These delusional tangents hold my focus for too long.
Eventually I know they will consume me.
What will replace my sleep?
It's a break I don't deserve,
a necessity I don't have time for.
I think everyone knows, but plays along.
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today was spent with amazing people.


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im reading Haunted by Chuck Palahniuk and its such a good book. i absoloutley love this part ( Read more... )

im too lazy to update everyday.
not much new.
im done drinking, this time i mean it.
i sleep all day, and im up all night.
what a life.

today was a hiful day.
after our spanish test, me and kace went to the mall.
smoked.
chris meyers picked us up.
smoked.
went to matt cummings house.
smoked.
i just walked home from dairy barn & im hottt.

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friday was all kinds of insane with kace face.
totally almost got arrested.
today was my english final.
afterwards i took a trip to the mall with caitlin, neen, & jerry.
twas funnnn.
spiderman 2 is onnn =].

I wish there was more to this person i've become,
a violent stranger.
Peel back the dreams of never looking back,
and gather around as I fall apart.
My lungs are filled with these toxic fumes.
This really cant be healthy.
I pray that one day you devour me
so you can see what I really meant.

last night did not go as planned.
i feel like shit.
jerry, kace, i cant thank you enough.

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