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Over the past couple of weeks, I have read countless "Thought Catalog" articles. I really enoy simply because, without fail, at the right moment, I see a title that always applies directly to my life. At first, I assumed that the writers of Thought Catalog were not only stalking me, but also hold the ability to read my mind ( Read more... ) -
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Seriously. Let's go back two, maybe three, months. Ummm, helllllloooooo??? Why was I so unhappy? I guess its natural and I just wanted something else. Something more even? Maybe I had gotten so into my routine that I just wanted to try something that I thought would be exciting. Something that I thought would be easier... or less demanding. I ( Read more... ) -
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I'm no longer afraid. I decided this week to move to Colorado with my godmother. I'm so excited! Originally I had thought about moving in August, but I moved the date to beginning-mid July. I'm probably just going to bartend until I can find another job. I'm playing it all by ear until I get a little settled. Eeee!! I can't wait! 22hr road trip! ( Read more... ) -
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I wrote myself a note last night. A reminder, really.
Why am I so afraid to take a risk? Everything is set in place. All I have to do is go. When did I become this scared to try something new?
I have no idea what to do.
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I'm 80% sure that I'm not going to South Korea. I just can't. For one, I feel guilty about going and doing something I'm not passionate about. I've never wanted to be a teacher. Ever. Two, I don't think it's fair to the students for me to be there for such selfish reasons. I only want to travel. I don't really even want to go anywhere in Asia. ( Read more... ) -
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So I've been pretty much exhausted since Saturday's hangover. When I finally got off work today, I ate and almost immediately fell asleep. Unfortunately it was 4 hours of a wide variety of nightmares. From tornados, to stealing cars, to seeing dead friends alive again. I haven't been able to sleep since. I'm terrified. I want to sleep, but my fears ( Read more... ) -
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What a decision I have on my hands. My 5 year plan has changed once again. Amber wants to go Costa Rica for a while so we can become bilingual. After that, I really do want to go to South Korea.
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I haven't been sad all day today except when I was making my graduation invite list. It was really nice. I wish every day I felt this good. I actually felt confident with my senior thesis.
Now I'm just listening to Death Cab dreaming of my next move. I'm feeling really excited to see what's going to happen.
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Oh yeah. I told Mandy about this yesterday and decided to turn it into a pathetic, one-liner LJ post.
Yesterday, I cried.... at a bar.... sober... with my parents, who offered me a coke to cheer me up.
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First time for everything
I've pretty much decided that I don't like being under any kind of influence except alcoholic ( Read more... )