You said I began. This messy state of love affair. And I drink too much and smoke too fast.
And this city's cleared my innocence. / Coffee is pouring out my ears. It's the only thing they have in here.
And my heart stops beating. / And when it stops it stops. My heart stopped beating. And when it stops it stops. My heart stopped beating. /  Number ( Read more... )

So yeahh. Shits crazy right now.We've been packing and moving all week. And now we are finally completely moved out of our other place. But yeah, the place here is nothing but a mess. The inside of the house isn't done. It's dusty with paint buckets, wood, tools, everything laying around. I hate it. And I have to stay up in some small ass room for ( Read more... )

I'm done with this. I'm done trying.

The past month or so I haven't talked to my dad at all. And I missed talking to him. I missed him. But that has all changed now. My mom was gone all this week and I was going to stay with my grandma but my dad wouldn't let me. So I have been here for the week. Completely miserable. And Dana's loving it. I will ( Read more... )

Oh my god, I thought this was soo funny. Ryan Jacob and his friends made it. Watch it. You probably won't laugh, cuz I'm lame but I thought it was hilarious.

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Okay, so I guess I'm done with this whole friends only thing. I always forget and have to go back and change it.

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
and a paper plate of course
you think of everything
short love with a long divorce
and a couple of kids
of course they dont mean anything
live in trailers with no class
Goddamn I hope I can pass
High school ( Read more... )

Gayy. Katie told me last night that like 16462345678 freshman had my layout. So yeah, you know what that means. I had to change it. And I can't think of anything else for right now.

I'm at Brooke's right now. She says hello. So does Nicole. Your mom is gay. With my mom. Shh. Your dad offers a helping hand. While my dad records. Nicole is an idiot ( Read more... )

( America's Next Top Model, yo. )

Sometimes I just don't know what to say. You leave me at a loss for words. I am so amazed by you.

So yeah, I seriously think I am going to die by a tornado. I have so many dreams about it. Like seriously, I've probably had about 15 dreams where I am by a tornado, but them somehow it just happens to miss me. And everytime it's a different scene. The ( Read more... )

Everyday I realize a little more just how selfish I am. And I can't say I don't like it. But I can say I am sorry for all of those who I hurt along the way.

( //Sorry. )