"theres something about you that i just cant put my finger on." it keeps that intrigue from fading because no one will ever know. dont let anyone know the secret. im jealous that everyone can see yours
i hate when i turn to livejournal or something to get deep, but no one listens when i say it to their face. not REALLY listen, anyway. therapists make money off this, it buys them new mercedes. call me PLEASE, im not joking. this was me a year ago...and now again. it never really ends, i dont think. your parents dont understand- maybe they dont want to. no one can, they're not you. you've made yourself happy it looks like, and thats more than enough to get you by. all you need to get by is a decent brain and heart, just make sure its in the right place. you're a good person, fuck that, an amazing one. i dont think anyone hears that enough, and i know when i had days (weeks or months) like this, i needed someone to tell me that. haha i should do this for a living. 818.384.5102!!
you should, you should. i used to go to therapy and realized things along those lines, how its just a waste of money and they serve me no purpose, basically. it may have taken me 2 years to realize it, but i did. thank you so much debbie, i wish i could see you more. the second i get my phone back i will be calling you, for now, ill just write it on a piece of paper and tape it to my wall.
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no, i think you mean seriously.
and, yeah, i am.
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it keeps that intrigue from fading because no one will ever know. dont let anyone know the secret. im jealous that everyone can see yours
i hate when i turn to livejournal or something to get deep, but no one listens when i say it to their face. not REALLY listen, anyway. therapists make money off this, it buys them new mercedes. call me PLEASE, im not joking.
this was me a year ago...and now again. it never really ends, i dont think. your parents dont understand- maybe they dont want to. no one can, they're not you.
you've made yourself happy it looks like, and thats more than enough to get you by. all you need to get by is a decent brain and heart, just make sure its in the right place. you're a good person, fuck that, an amazing one. i dont think anyone hears that enough, and i know when i had days (weeks or months) like this, i needed someone to tell me that.
haha i should do this for a living.
818.384.5102!!
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i used to go to therapy and realized things along those lines, how its just a waste of money and they serve me no purpose, basically. it may have taken me 2 years to realize it, but i did. thank you so much debbie, i wish i could see you more. the second i get my phone back i will be calling you, for now, ill just write it on a piece of paper and tape it to my wall.
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btw Your amazing at writing.i think u should write a book, i would buy it lol
:] talina
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and thank youuuu<3
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Your welcome
:]
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