i never killed anybody, i promise you're my first
you always remember your first

wheres summer and my friends?

yeah, that was good

today was nice

this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years

im sorry......

about everything

too much work

too much hurt

too much tired

too much dont have a life anymore

i miss some people, and i dont others, so take that

i know this is all gonna sound really lame but oh well ( Read more... )

it really is a shame that you let this happen, i dont even think you understand

in a couple of days ill have been home a month, and the only people ive really hung out with have been pat keith brendan and jim, what happened to all the other friends i had last summer, where is everyone, blehh

and the wonder of it all is that you dont realize

today was such a nice day, i hope the weather starts staying like this

the good weather makes me feel better

my friends always warned me about living cliches

i want to do something nice/fun tomorrow, who's with me?

i need a job, ive put in a lot of applications

blehh

i need more friends to hang out with

blah

i need summer to start getting fun

mehh

i need something/someone new in my life

mahh

i had a dream last night that i was leaving carmel for good, and no one came out to see me and say goodbye, i didnt like it

so this week one day going to liberty science center, one day going to six flags, and most liked a bbq tommorrow, so we'll see how my life works out

soo today me pat and keith went to the museum of natural history and rose center and hayden planetarium, and it was all really fun, i really like museums now that im not forced to go there, i learned today and i liked it, god im such a nerd ( Read more... )