i want to feel life as it races by me in a hurry
i miss finding romance in everyday situations

i wish i could dance and cry and run and meditate all at once
i will have my associates after this Winter term yay
then i am taking a break to take time to love everyone and everything in my life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHXj3qgFs_k&NR=1

used to believe in a lot more
now I just see
straight ahead

That's not to say I don't have good times

but as for my days

I spend waiting...

good old take offs and landings

is a beautiful place!!!!

so curious ( Read more... )

learning more and more about how our society and government function, and the values they are based on, is driving me crazy. the fact that our designed purpose as Americans is to consume, the way we outsource, the built in prejudice in capitalism. Even if, as individuals, we recycled all we could, i don't think that we could reverse, or even halt, ( Read more... )

-finish Quia ( Read more... )

sometimes it rains and i wake up without the will to step from my bed.
today wasn't one of those days
the rain is coming down to wash off that thick layer of dust covering my routine.
does the end of the term always feel this good?

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Friday before finals week and I feel weightless. I want to paint and read and lay around for weeks but I know I only have days, and that's alright, because I'm going to take full advantage of them. I think I'm going to drive to Portland on Monday March 23rd, weather permitting. Mitch wants to go to record stores besides Ranch and I want to see ( Read more... )

each time i think i need more fairy tale in my life, i start wandering so far from the reality that earth has created for me. what if tried and true is a joke that somebody is playing on us? what if hedonism is the only rewarding path? it is moments like these when my heart is in a suitcase on a plane ( Read more... )