::1:: you're my idol, but i just cant stand you
::2:: you're a cold person with lots of problems and you take them out on people you care about, but i love you so much
::3:: if you hurt me i bleed just like you do, and i'm almost dead
::4:: i miss you and dont know how we got so far apart. come back to me.
::5:: i'm dying because you did.
::6:: you're shallow and i dont care about you
::7:: you're amazing but if you dont love yourself, who can?
::8:: you're sweet but you dont take care of yourself.
::9:: you're gorgeous and you'll never think so
::10:: you're throwing your life away.
::11:: you're my lifeline. if it weren't for you i'd be dead, literally.
::12:: you're concieted but i want you.
::13:: grow the fuck up.
::14:: i love you but you dont understand how much, so you keep fading when i step back to love someone else.
::15:: you are bitter but i love you
::16:: you're amazing and i wish i was as talented as you are.
::17:: you're crazy but beautiful but disgusting but you'll never read this so it doesnt matter.
::18:: i remember when you were still a golden core, and now you're all covered in dirty plastic.
::19:: you've changed too much for me to love you anymore.
::20:: you're an awful person with no heart but too many feelings and you dont understand how many people care about you, and if you did you would pretend they are all liars and i know because i'm you and i feel like i'm stuck in this sickly body with no talent and no pure parts except my contempt for myself, i am a fake.