i was pregnant. but i was drunk on champagne. and everybody cared except for me ( Read more... )

Cape Cod is beautiful ( Read more... )

scumscream and the bacuzzi.

let's skip ahead to the beautiful life i am going to have, shall we?

i would like to stop thinking about every horrible thing beyond my control-
disease, war, car accidents, serial killers, the loss of one person close to me-
that threatens to wreck my future self
and direct her, unwillingly,
into the days i am afraid of.

am i doing this right?

but seriously.

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let's get out of here!

it's time for change.

** crossing my fingers to passing exams

only about a week and a half left..
then i get to go back to stuart, the place i was so eager to escape.

i don't know how to make friends very well, i'm realizing more and more often.

why in fuck's sweet name is EVERYBODY in love?

i'm out of love
and
i'm out of $$moneys$$

i have got to get out of whatever funk i am in
why am i so seriously unhappy?
is it boredom?
i feel like i am in the bell jari need my friends ( Read more... )

i really enjoy ( Read more... )