Another long-ish meaningfull-ish rant about my life and stuff.

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Open with some lyrics for all of yoou just because I love ya

Comments

[sassysax96]

I wanna say that I read the post and I understand. I have several friends who suffer from similar issues, and no, I do not believe that it is fake or full of shit. It is actually something that can be fixed, and I hate using the word "mental problem". Yeah, it may have something to do with your brain, but its chemical imbalances, and people seem to have this stereotype that someone who is seeing a psychologist and a psychiatrist is automatically crazy or abnormal. There is nothing abnormal about this. They are doctors just like any other doctor

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Thanks Sara. And I am deff thinking about getting an apartment as soon as I get a job though. But the other problem is that as soon as I move out I know that my parents will probably make me start paying for my cell phone, college, and my car insurance or any combination of the three. I soo will not be able to afford that on top of an apartment so I will prbably have to get two jobs, but I cant even get ONE right now! Ahhh. Well thanks for reading and for your job suggestions. I already applied at Old Navy but I will try the other two.

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I know. I'm so sorry that I couldnt get them to let me come up. I tried as hard as I could.

[mandrinorange]

Jessica, I think you should take a weekend, take j-rod or amanda or someone, and drive and keep driving. Park somewhere safe, spend the day in some small little town. Take a walk. Just get away for a while. You know, just you and another person. I think that'll be good for ya.

You'll be fine.
If you ever need someone to talk to, just give me a call.
Love,
Amanda

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Yeah, I think a weekend away is exactly what I need, and that is what this weekend was supposed to be but my parents killed that one. Sigh, any ways thanks.

[flyingtree]

Oh Jessica!! Don't worry we will get an apartment in less than a year. I have had some mood swings to, and my favorite cousing in the whole wide world is crazy bi polar and its fine, and my other cousing was crazy to and so were my great great grangpparents but they were alcholics becasue apparently alhocol has a dulling affect to counter act the problem making it not to bad. so actully if you ever feel bad just come to one of my family reiunions and youll see it could always get crazier. and we will go get a charts mapped so we can look into the future and it will be super super great!!!

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Katie your the best. Your the helium in my balloon.
And I know we are getting an apartment soon, but soon just isnt soon enough! Oh, and we HAVE to go get our charts mapped! It would be soo cool, and I want to know my future damn it! haha