Uughh...

[______arrg]

So, that was fun. I feel like shit. But I suppose thats the price you pay.
Now, I'm off to Port Huron to see my buddy Paolo from Ferris. I'm so excited to see him!
Blah blah blah, yeah thats it.

Comments

[pookamiss]

ok since i cant comment on your sunday post from the 16th i will post here. shame on you for wanting to kill youself, that is the most selfish thing a person can do. and just meeting you you seemed like a cool girl, and a very cute one at that. dont be neggitive so much. we all have to be down sometimes. but that is sometimes, not constantly. sounds like one good thing happened to you friday and all he did was talk about you and how sweet you are. think about the good things that happen to you, not all the bad crap. its not worth the space in your brian to think about it. believe me i know. i have had shitty boyfriends, been unfaithful, all that shit,cried myself to sleep and worried so much i threw up, its not worth it hun. you have to start thinking in a logical way. the best path to go in life. yes LIFE, as in living. set your sights and aim for them, sometimes they are hard to attain and you will feel like you have lost hope, but just keep hoping and try to look at all the things going on in your life and say "well at least

[______arrg]

Thank you so much for taking the time to write this and I know that if you had my phone number you probably would have called me insted. It amazes me that you seem to care more about me than some people I have been "friends" with for years and I have only actually met you once. You are one of the most beautiful amazing people I have ever known.
I know I need to start foucusing more on the positive and good things in my life, because there are alot of them but I do need to work on realizing that. I have goals and I am working towards them and I'm proud of myslef for that.
And as for cutting out the bad influences in my life, I have. I have stoped being friends with so many people and at first this made me really depressed because I missed haveing so many friends. But now I realise that those people were never really my friends to begin with and I dont need them to be happy.

[pookamiss]

Im glad i could help, also that you totally didnt get defensive in what i said. and thanks for the great complement to myself, put a smile on my face today. im in a worried mood today myself. i have an interview for an internship in ann arbor next monday. im alittle weirded out.back to work for me, stop over with paul after 5:30 tomorrow if you want. i will be doing nothing particular. lol.

samantha

[pookamiss]

another thought on not having so many friends:
you dont need alot of friends just a few great friends, the whole "quality over quantity" thing. its true.