How come happiness is always just beyond my reach? I mean a completely surrounding and comfortable happiness. Dose such a feeling even exist? God, I hope so. This cant be life. This cant be it. It just can’t be ( Read more... )

Ahhh. What a lovely weekend. In case you didn’t know I spent it up north at an old friend from Ferris's cabin with a bunch of his friends. I didn’t really know any of them and as I suspected I was the only girl but it was ok. It was so refreshing to not have to go to work or have to worry about anything at all. We just spent the days boating, ( Read more... )

Let's rearrange ( Read more... )

No. I should not be so upset ( Read more... )

Panda0726: i'm not saying we cant hang out with him / the other guys, but dont do that to yourself ( Read more... )

Fuck you, and fuck you too, I fucking warned you but do you listen? No! Stay Away From Me! I'm a crazy bitch and thats all there is to it ( Read more... )

Please stay away from me.
I will only hurt you.
Apparently only I can give myself what I truly deserve.

I'm sorry.

I'm lost again. Crap ( Read more... )

Ok. Lots of things ( Read more... )

37 Days ( Read more... )