uhm. so i`m updating for the first time in a long time [again] . i pretty much suck at keeping this thing but i wanted to put this poem in here ( Read more... )

i wish life was easier. it does suck. big.

"i hope our kids don`t eat paper"

hmm. i have a feeling this relationship will last for awhile. i`m so in love.

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
-I John 4:18

i`m trying not to be scared. i hate thinking about endings. it won`t end.

i love justin.
i love mara.
i love my family.

i have everything i need.

change of plans - no mara ]:

went to the ostrich festival with my family and my aunt, uncle, and three cousins. cute stuff. i got a peace sign sticker, and i`m pretty sure i got a farmer`s tan. even cuter stuff.

going to dinner with justin& family . then i don`t know what.
i am so tired.

peace& love.

agh; it`s sunday. i`m bored ( Read more... )

haha, so no one uses livejournal anymore. i guess maybe i`ll start back up ( Read more... )

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone ( Read more... )

hmm ( Read more... )

this feeling is so amazing.
i honestly didn`t think i`d ever feel this again. its such a relief. and i`m so excited. this boy makes me happy. and i`m pretty sure he`ll stick.

i can`t stop smiling. its beautiful.