You knew from the begginging all I had to offer you was what was left of me from previous friendships.
...I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

I keep having nightmares that I'm back in the end of the summer. I keep having flashbacks of pages of The five people you meet in heaven and the smell of a now distant ocean.

This state of emotion i'm in will eat you ( Read more... )

cowards die many times before their death.
I'll make sure I die once and only once in this lifetime.

I don't mind the people staring,
cause I know they never see me anyway
But no one can hurt you with out your consent,
And I am not giving in. I'll never give in.

I don't back down to any obstacles thrown my way.
Keep them coming please.

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i thought this was cute, haha.

CCCCORPSE: your stomach hurts?
SpitYaWerdzKidz:  alot
CCCCORPSE: i hope you don't have a stomach virus.
CCCCORPSE: it's going around.
SpitYaWerdzKidz:  mhm
CCCCORPSE: please rest.
CCCCORPSE: take medicine
SpitYaWerdzKidz:  my only medicine is you

to do list:
-see maria baby real quick!
-finish fashion sketches
-do fashion review sheet
-order american apparel hot pants FINALLY :)
-mommys birthday dinner.

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procrastinating in between sketches?

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I watched you lay there. I watched you take in your surroundings. God, I wish I knew what you were thinking. You glanced over at me a few times. I blinked away furiously making sure you didn't notice I was hypnotized by your eyes. I felt a layer of heat slowly set in as I lowered my body down, still keeping my eyes on yours. I watched as the lights ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas to everyone. I hope yours is a little better than mine for obvious reasons. I'd go into detail about the breakup I just went through three days ago , but theres no need for that. Let's keep it short and simple and say that I'm very proud of myself. I really grew up and the only difference now is that my skin is just a little bit ( Read more... )

 Christmas list !!!!


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Today was a really good. Assuming it being Monday you'd think it dragged along, but this particular Monday was actually good. School felt like a half day although it was a full one. I didn't get a lot of homework , and instead of doing the normal (sitting on my couch or going on the computer) I used my time wisely and made a facial mix. I lit ( Read more... )

"I let them think what they want. If they just care enough to bother with what I do then, I'm already better than them anyway." - Marylin Monroe.