I cannot think right now, its 12:30 am saturday morning, there is no one to talk to me, no one to help me, no one to be there for me, everyone is off doing their own thing, i am so sad i cant even function, im trying so hard with everything that i am to try not to think about this, everything reminds me of her, there is some memory of her and i ( Read more... )

I am so sad and alone, im trying to think of this experience and becoming more mature, i love Joe and David with all of my heart, and...... I love Sara with all of my heart to. Thank yous guys who cared enough to comfort me, i love you guys.

Today was depressing, i am very bored, i was wearing the shirt that Sara bought me, it had been in her room for a long time, it smelled like her, it made me happy. Sara makes me happy : )

Joey came over today and visited with me for a while, it was cool.


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I am in love with Sara Amelia Shivers, and thats all there is to it.

Okay, today was crazy awesome, and crazy wierd, i went to church and slept in my car, after church was over my family and i went to some bar and ate, then Sara came and picked me up that was awesome, we then ventured back to her house for a spell, slept from an estimated time of about say an hour and a half, when i woke her up she was grumpy, after ( Read more... )

Ok today was probably the most boring day ever ( Read more... )

And Clayton is the other person that doesnt talk shit about me i am glad to call him my friend.

Everyone is a poser, it doesnt matter how badly you think that you arent, you are, you are not "original" someone has worn and done (style wise) whatever it is your wearing or doing, BEFORE YOU, for those who look at me and say that i am to hardcore, or to scene, or to some tpye of style, first examine yourself, because you are only doing that same ( Read more... )

Today has been very boring i woke up at like 11 and played halo 2, matt came over then we played halo 2 some more, and we just chilled, and went and got some pants from saks, it was fun. This morning i threw up alot, it was cool, now im bored, im going to watch hero again, CHINESE SUBTITLES KICK ASS, yeah thats right, i can read. Anyways you kids ( Read more... )

Without Sara i would be so lost, i love her more than anyone will ever know, shes the one who makes me want to wake up every morning to hear her beautiful voice, i love every moment i spend with her, and every time i hear her voice, i love Sara.

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-Rem