got emo?
My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks, cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab My Heart Because I Love You” and “Rip Apart My Soul” and of course “Stabby Rip Stab Stab” And it doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know... I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be. You’d be non-conforming too, if you look just like me, I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face, I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs! Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag, I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag. Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes, cause emo is one step below transvestite!!! Stop my breathing and slit my throat, I must be emo! I don’t jump around when I go to shows, I must be emo! I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem the way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween! I have no real problems but I like to make believe, I stole my sister’s mascara, now I’m grounded for a week. Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing. Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun... they say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one! Stop my breathing and slit my throat, I must be emo! I don’t jump around when I go to shows, I must be emo! Dye in my hair and polish on my toes, I must be emo. I play guitar and write suicide notes! I must be emo. My life is just a black abyss... ya know...it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way. When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction, hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection! I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses... I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes. I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth, You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off! I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life... If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right! I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo, I must be emo! Screw XBox I play old school Nintendo, I must be emoooo. I like to whine and hate my parentals, I must be emo! Me and my friends all look like clones, I must be emo! My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. I feel like tacos.