And I also converted to veganism.

So now it's no drugs, no alcohol, no meat, no dairy, no materialistic thinking, no excuses.

HxFUCKIN'xC.

I make my OWN Christmas music, suckas.

On the first day of Exmis my true love gave to me..

12 pack of Corona.
11 Big-ass sleep pills.
10 Whopper Juniors.
9 Ramen Noodles.
8 pairs of panties.
7 loaded handguns.
6 tickle-me-Elmos.
5 PUNCHES IN THE FAAACE.
4 burning fags.
3 packs of Marlboro.
2 lifeless parents.

And a visit from a boy named Jared.
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Too tired. Stayed up all night. No work today. School at four thirty. Someone please visit me. Cheer me up. Bring me hot chocolate or chicken noodle soup. Campbells', preferably.

Joe, if you're still going to come over, just walk in and wake me up. I'll be on the big red couch. And bring me Almond Joy.

Godspeed, Amanda Bret.

Fewer people read my entries, and comment, each day.

[Michael] Sometimes you make me feel inferior. And sometimes I do feel as if you are my father. But I guess that's what true friends are for. You really bring my hopes down. Sometimes a reality check is in place, but it shouldn't be every waking moment. You've been a little melancholy lately, ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say anymore.
About anything at all.

But there is one thing.
I hope he has a safe trip back.
And believe it or not, I'll kinda miss him.

Why?

Because he's a nice person.

The End.

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned. And I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes, like puzzle pieces from the clay. And true, it may seem like a stretch. But it's thoughts like these that catch my troubled head when you're away when I ( Read more... )

I didn't fall asleep last night. I think I might have passed out around three. Or four. I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about people. And the stupid decisions I make constantly. I miss all of my old friends. And the way they cheered me up when I felt like this. I'm down to a handful of companions. The snow makes me sad. I mean, I love having ( Read more... )

last night.

mall with audrey.

met a boy man.

his name is jared. jscothe's nice ( Read more... )

things are going terribly, terribly wrong ( Read more... )

yesterday was bad ( Read more... )